During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard

During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard

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02/11/2025

During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.

During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard
During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard

Host: The bus station glowed under fluorescent lights, that cold, artificial brightness that makes everything look both lonely and clean. It was Christmas Eve, or close enough. A radio near the ticket counter hummed an old carol through static — “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” — the words sounding more like an echo than a song.

Outside, snow drifted across the empty parking lot, each flake melting on contact with the asphalt. Inside, the smell of coffee and diesel hung in the air. A few travelers sat scattered among the benches, faces turned toward nowhere, eyes heavy with distance.

Jack sat near the window, suitcase by his leg, coat collar up. The tip of his shoe tapped nervously against the floor. Jeeny sat beside him, holding two paper cups of coffee — steam rising in small, hopeful clouds.

Jeeny: “Monica Johnson once said, ‘During the holiday season, Christmas specifically, it can be hard to be away from family and friends.’

Jack: (half-smiling) “You’d think she was sitting right here when she wrote that.”

Jeeny: “Maybe she was. Somewhere like this — the in-between places. The waiting rooms of the world.”

Jack: “Christmas amplifies absence. Even silence feels louder.”

Jeeny: “Because it’s supposed to be warm, right? The one time of year when loneliness feels like a sin.”

Host: The coffee machine behind the counter hissed. A man coughed. Somewhere, a child laughed briefly, then fell quiet again. The snow outside thickened, blurring the edges of the world.

Jack: “You know, when I was a kid, Christmas meant chaos. Too much food, too many relatives, bad jokes, noise everywhere. I used to dream of escaping it.”

Jeeny: “And now you’d give anything for the noise back.”

Jack: “Yeah. Funny how peace turns into emptiness when it’s too quiet.”

Jeeny: “That’s the trick of nostalgia — it edits the past into something softer. We miss the mess because it meant we mattered to someone.”

Host: Jeeny handed him one of the coffees. Jack took it, warming his hands against the paper cup. Outside, a bus idled, its headlights glowing through the falling snow like eyes refusing to close.

Jack: “You think it ever gets easier? Being away?”

Jeeny: “No. You just learn to make new families — in airports, bus stations, late-night diners. Strangers who fill the silence for a while.”

Jack: “I guess that’s what this is, then.”

Jeeny: (smiling) “A temporary family of two.”

Host: A pause. The song on the radio switched — “I’ll Be Home for Christmas.” The irony didn’t escape either of them.

Jack: “It’s strange. We build all these traditions around a single idea — belonging. But the older I get, the more I realize belonging isn’t a place. It’s a person.”

Jeeny: “Or sometimes, just a conversation.”

Jack: “Like this?”

Jeeny: “Exactly like this.”

Host: The bus driver walked through the lobby, shaking snow from his cap. The clock above the counter ticked closer to midnight. Time moved differently in places like this — slower, heavier.

Jeeny: “You know, I think that’s what Monica Johnson meant — not just missing family, but missing the ritual of being seen. The little things — someone remembering how you take your coffee, or that you always steal the last cookie.”

Jack: “Those small details hold the shape of love.”

Jeeny: “And when they’re gone, the season feels hollow. Lights without warmth.”

Host: Outside, the snow piled higher against the curb. The sound of it — that soft, persistent whisper — filled the spaces between their words.

Jack: “You ever notice how loneliness feels sharper in winter?”

Jeeny: “Because winter makes you still. There’s nowhere to run from yourself when everything else freezes.”

Jack: “So, what do you do with it — the ache?”

Jeeny: “You don’t fight it. You treat it like weather. You let it snow.”

Jack: “And hope spring shows up eventually.”

Jeeny: “It always does. It just forgets to text sometimes.”

Host: They both laughed — quietly, gratefully. The kind of laughter that carries warmth like a lantern.

Jack: “You know, when I was younger, I thought Christmas was about joy. But maybe it’s really about longing — that shared ache that reminds us we care.”

Jeeny: “Yes. The holiday’s built on waiting — for miracles, for people, for connection. Even those who have everything are waiting for something.”

Jack: “That’s why even the happiest carols sound a little sad.”

Jeeny: “Because they’re honest.”

Host: The bus doors opened with a hiss. A small group of passengers shuffled aboard, their coats dusted white, their eyes tired but kind. The driver gave a low nod toward Jack.

Jack: “That’s me.”

Jeeny: “Where to?”

Jack: “Nowhere special. Just... home, I guess.”

Jeeny: “Even if no one’s there?”

Jack: (smiling faintly) “Especially then.”

Host: He stood, adjusting his coat, the sound of his suitcase wheels cutting softly across the tile. He turned back once, meeting her gaze.

Jack: “Merry Christmas, Jeeny.”

Jeeny: “You too, Jack. Try to find a family somewhere between stops.”

Jack: “Maybe I already did.”

Host: The bus pulled away, its headlights disappearing into the snowfall. Jeeny remained at the bench, sipping her coffee, watching the flakes gather against the glass.

The radio played on, the carol’s final words dissolving into static.

And in that quiet, lingering space, Monica Johnson’s words found their truth:

That the holidays aren’t hard because of absence —
but because of memory.
That being away doesn’t mean being unloved,
only that love stretches farther than distance.

That to feel the ache of missing someone
is to know that you once belonged somewhere —
and that belonging never truly ends.

Host: Jeeny glanced out the window one last time —
the snow still falling, the world still spinning,
and somewhere on a highway cutting through the night,
a bus carrying a man who finally understood that faith, love, and loneliness
were not opposites —
but companions.

Monica Johnson
Monica Johnson

American - Writer February 21, 1946 - November 1, 2010

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