Forgiveness is a spiritual practice and biblical mandate from the
Forgiveness is a spiritual practice and biblical mandate from the New Testament that many American Christians engage in as a part of their faith.
Host: The evening air was thick with the smell of pine and rain-soaked earth. The churchyard lay quiet, the candles on the steps still flickering from a memorial service that had just ended. Light from the stained glass windows spilled into the wet street, painting the puddles in shades of crimson, gold, and blue — like broken promises refracted into beauty.
Jack stood by the iron gate, his hands buried deep in his coat pockets, watching the last of the mourners disperse. Jeeny was still inside, speaking with the pastor, her face half-lit by the flicker of candles. Her eyes carried the weight of something that went beyond faith — something raw, tender, and unhealed.
Host: The bells of the church chimed, slow and mournful, as fog began to creep over the graves. The world seemed to pause, listening to the silence between two hearts that had once believed the same things — and no longer did.
Jeeny stepped out, her hands clasped, her expression both calm and haunted.
Jeeny: “Anthea Butler once said, ‘Forgiveness is a spiritual practice and biblical mandate from the New Testament that many American Christians engage in as a part of their faith.’”
She looked at him, her voice almost breaking. “Do you still believe that, Jack?”
Jack: “I believe it’s written, yes. Whether people actually live it — that’s another story.”
Jeeny: “So you don’t believe in forgiveness anymore?”
Jack: “I believe in justice. And I think the two are often confused.”
Host: The wind rattled the iron gate as if the past itself were trying to speak.
Jeeny: “Forgiveness is justice, Jack. It’s the justice of the soul, not the courtroom. It’s what Christ taught — to forgive, even those who harm us.”
Jack: “That’s the problem, Jeeny. That kind of forgiveness keeps people from holding others accountable. Look around. How many churches have preached forgiveness to survivors of abuse before they’ve even heard their pain? How many victims have been told to forgive their oppressors so the community could move on?”
Jeeny: “Forgiveness isn’t denial. It’s not saying what happened was okay. It’s releasing yourself from the prison of hatred.”
Jack: “Tell that to the families in Charleston who forgave Dylann Roof after he massacred their loved ones. The world praised them — said it was Christian grace. But what about the anger? The grief? The history that still bleeds?”
Host: His voice was steady, but there was fire underneath — the kind of anger that comes not from hate, but from hurt. The rain began again, soft, like tears on stone.
Jeeny: “That’s exactly why it’s spiritual, Jack. Because it’s impossible. Forgiveness isn’t natural — it’s a discipline of the soul. It’s what makes faith real, not easy. Those people in Charleston — they didn’t forgive because they forgot. They forgave because they refused to let hatred own them.”
Jack: “Refused hatred, maybe. But they also let the system off the hook. Forgiveness without repentance is just silence wearing a halo.”
Host: The church door creaked behind them, and a beam of light fell across the wet ground, cutting through the fog. The sound of distant traffic mixed with the dripping of rain — a rhythm between faith and reality.
Jeeny: “Then what would you have them do? Hold on to anger forever? Burn from the inside until there’s nothing left? You think that’s freedom?”
Jack: “No, I think that’s honesty. There’s a kind of truth in rage that forgiveness sometimes erases. People use it as a shortcut, Jeeny — a way to skip the hard work of change. You can’t build a better world on a foundation of ‘It’s okay.’”
Jeeny: “Forgiveness isn’t saying ‘it’s okay.’ It’s saying, ‘I won’t let your evil define my story.’ That’s power, Jack. That’s the only power some people ever have.”
Host: Her eyes shone, not from tears, but from a deep fervor — the kind that could move mountains, or at least hearts. Jack looked at her, the rain catching the light on his face, tracing lines that looked like cracks in armor.
Jack: “You talk about power as if it’s holy. But what about memory? What about truth? Sometimes, refusing to forgive is the only way to remember.”
Jeeny: “You sound like you’re afraid that forgiveness means forgetting. But it doesn’t. It means transforming the memory — so it no longer consumes you.”
Host: The rain slowed to a mist. The candles outside the church had almost all gone out, leaving only a few tiny flames, flickering like souls refusing to die.
Jack: “You really think that’s what the Bible meant? To forgive without reform? To turn the other cheek even when power still strikes you?”
Jeeny: “No. I think it means to forgive and to fight — to hold someone’s wrong in light, not in shadow. Christ didn’t forgive to let injustice live; He forgave to break its cycle.”
Host: Her words hung in the air, bright and fragile, like incense smoke curling toward the heavens. Jack’s expression softened — his defenses beginning to crack under the weight of her truth.
Jack: “Maybe I’ve just seen too much pain, Jeeny. People say they’ve forgiven, but the same wounds keep reopening. It’s like painting over mold — it looks clean, but the rot is still there.”
Jeeny: “Then maybe forgiveness isn’t the paint. Maybe it’s the air — what lets the room breathe again. It doesn’t hide the damage; it just makes healing possible.”
Host: A pause. The rain finally ceased. Moonlight spilled over the gravestones, each one a story, each one a name.
Jack: “You really believe in that — even after everything you’ve seen?”
Jeeny: “I have to. Because the moment I stop believing in forgiveness, I stop believing in redemption — and then there’s nothing left worth saving.”
Host: Jack looked at her for a long moment, his eyes searching, haunted by something unspoken — the memory of someone he had never forgiven.
Jack: “And what if you forgive, but the other person never changes?”
Jeeny: “Then you’ve still changed, Jack. And that’s the miracle.”
Host: The clock tower struck midnight, and for a second, all sound seemed to freeze — the rain, the wind, the city — as if the world were listening to them.
Jeeny reached out and touched his hand, her fingers cold, her gesture gentle.
Jeeny: “Forgiveness isn’t about them. It’s about you — about freeing your own soul so you can build again.”
Host: He looked at their hands, the contact both fragile and immense. For the first time, the tension between them melted into quiet understanding.
Jack: “Maybe I’m not ready yet.”
Jeeny: “That’s okay. Forgiveness is a practice, not a moment.”
Host: The moonlight brightened, spilling over the church façade, turning the cross on the roof into a blade of silver. The fog lifted, and the air felt new, cleansed, as if grace itself had just passed through.
They stood there — two souls, flawed, bruised, but awake.
Host: And in the silence, forgiveness no longer sounded like weakness. It sounded like courage. Like a seed planted in ruined soil, waiting to grow.
The night breathed again. The candles went out one by one. And in their darkness, something sacred was born — not from heaven, but from the human will to begin again.
AAdministratorAdministrator
Welcome, honored guests. Please leave a comment, we will respond soon