Generally, I have lot of patience, and I won't take a decision
Generally, I have lot of patience, and I won't take a decision immediately on anything. I will think twice, thrice; then only I take a decision.
Host:
The afternoon sun burned low over the city, spilling molten gold across a skyline of unfinished dreams. Through the large glass windows of a quiet office, the dust hung suspended in the still air, dancing like tiny thoughts that refused to settle.
Jack sat behind a heavy wooden desk, his fingers clasped, his jawline hard with restraint. On the other side, Jeeny leaned back in her chair, her eyes half-lidded, as if reading the silence between his breaths.
A file lay open between them — a decision neither had the courage nor the clarity to make. The clock on the wall ticked softly, each second a small echo of the inevitable.
The air smelled faintly of coffee, paper, and hesitation.
Jeeny:
“Why are you still waiting, Jack?” she asked quietly. “You’ve been staring at that proposal for an hour. Sometimes, deciding not to decide is its own kind of decision.”
Jack:
He let out a slow breath, his eyes never leaving the document. “I don’t like to rush,” he said. “Patience is the only weapon that doesn’t turn against you. You make a quick move, you lose the game before it’s even played.”
Host:
The light shifted slightly, a cloud brushing across the sun, dimming the room to a quiet grey.
Jeeny:
“But you can’t keep thinking forever. There’s a point where patience turns into fear — and fear, Jack, has a way of dressing itself up as wisdom.”
Jack:
He looked at her, his expression flat but his eyes alive with the faintest spark of defense. “That’s not fear. That’s discipline. Every decision is a door that closes another. If you don’t take time to choose, you end up locked in the wrong room.”
Host:
Her fingers traced the edge of her cup, the porcelain warm against her skin. Her voice, when it came, was a whisper edged with fire.
Jeeny:
“But sometimes, Jack, the wrong room is the one that teaches you how to find the right one. You keep waiting for certainty, but life doesn’t deal in certainties — only in moments that disappear while you’re still thinking.”
Host:
A draft of wind slipped through the window, stirring the papers on the desk. One page fluttered to the floor, landing face-up, the words stark and final in the soft light.
Jack bent to pick it up, his brows furrowed. His voice grew quieter, heavier, as if weighed down by the gravity of his own mind.
Jack:
“I’ve seen what happens when people decide too soon. My father did. He jumped at an offer once — thought it would save our business. It ruined us instead. I learned that speed and wisdom rarely walk together.”
Jeeny:
Her eyes softened. “And I learned that sometimes, the heart walks ahead so the mind can follow. Your father’s mistake wasn’t deciding, Jack. It was deciding without listening.”
Host:
The room fell into a silence thick enough to feel, like a pause between thunderclaps. The sunlight returned, washing over them in amber hues, catching the edges of their faces — light and shadow, reason and emotion, circling each other like duelists who had long forgotten the cause of their fight.
Jack:
“Do you know what I think, Jeeny?” he said after a long pause, his voice low and measured. “Patience is a kind of power. The world belongs to those who can wait without breaking.”
Jeeny:
“And I think,” she replied, “that the world also belongs to those who can act before it’s too late. Patience is a virtue, yes — but so is courage. And one without the other is just stagnation.”
Host:
Her words struck the air like bells, reverberating softly in the stillness. Jack’s eyes darkened, not with anger, but with the recognition that she might be right — at least in the places where he didn’t want to look.
Jack:
“You make it sound so easy — like every decision should be made from the heart.”
Jeeny:
“It’s not easy,” she said. “It’s human. You can’t analyze your way into living, Jack. Sometimes you just have to step into the unknown and trust that the ground will appear beneath your feet.”
Host:
He leaned back, his chair creaking softly, his hand brushing through his hair. The lines around his mouth deepened — lines carved not by age, but by years of thinking twice, thrice, until the moment itself had already passed.
Jack:
“Maybe you’re right,” he said finally, though the words carried the weight of reluctance. “But every choice comes with regret. And I’d rather regret being too slow than too reckless.”
Jeeny:
“Then maybe,” she said softly, “your patience is just a way to avoid pain. But pain, Jack — that’s how decisions teach us what they’re really worth.”
Host:
He looked at her, really looked — and in her eyes, he saw no judgment, only a quiet understanding. The rain began to fall outside, a light tapping on the window, steady and rhythmic, like a heartbeat marking the time they no longer had.
Jack:
“You think I should just do it?” he asked, the file still open before him.
Jeeny:
“I think you already know what you want to do,” she said. “You’re just waiting for the fear to disappear. But it never will. The right decision isn’t the one made without fear — it’s the one made despite it.”
Host:
Her words hung in the air, warm and unforgiving. Jack’s hand hovered over the signature line, his pen trembling like a needle over a compass, trying to find its north.
A long moment passed. Then, with one decisive stroke, he signed.
The sound of the pen scraping against paper was almost musical — a quiet climax after a long overture of doubt.
Jack:
He exhaled. “There. Done. No going back now.”
Jeeny:
She smiled faintly. “That’s what living feels like.”
Jack:
He chuckled, a low, weary sound. “It feels like falling.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe,” she said, “but at least now you’re moving.”
Host:
The rain outside began to fade, and a beam of sunlight pierced through the clouds, landing squarely on the signature — a small, glowing symbol of commitment, of movement, of the moment when thinking finally gave way to being.
Host:
As they sat there in silence, the world around them seemed to exhale — the office, the air, even the light itself, easing into a new stillness.
Patience had done its work. Decision had finally spoken.
And in that quiet, the words of N. Chandrababu Naidu seemed to echo — not as a quote, but as a heartbeat:
“Generally, I have lot of patience, and I won't take a decision immediately on anything. I will think twice, thrice; then only I take a decision.”
Because sometimes, wisdom is not in waiting, nor in acting —
but in knowing the exact moment when thinking must end,
and life must begin.
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