Growing up, I got a chance to witness a lot of struggle in my
Growing up, I got a chance to witness a lot of struggle in my neighborhood. A lot of people struggled, myself included. As I got older I noticed that there was still a lot of struggling going on.
Host: The sun was setting behind a cluster of crumbling buildings, bleeding orange light across the graffiti-stained walls of the old neighborhood. A group of kids played soccer on the cracked asphalt, their laughter echoing through the alley, mixing with the sound of distant sirens.
Inside a small corner bar, lights were dim, and the air smelled of whiskey, smoke, and memories that never quite left. Jack and Jeeny sat in a booth by the window, the glass still smeared with years of grime and rain.
The quote had come from a local paper Jeeny had found, tucked between the ads and the obituaries — words from Scarface, not the movie, but the man who’d lived the life.
Jeeny: (reading softly) “Growing up, I got a chance to witness a lot of struggle in my neighborhood. A lot of people struggled, myself included. As I got older I noticed that there was still a lot of struggling going on.” — Scarface.
(she sets the paper down)
You can feel it in those words, can’t you, Jack? The truth that nothing really changes for some people — the streets, the hunger, the same fight, generation after generation.
Jack: (takes a slow sip of his drink)
Yeah, I can feel it. But I also think people romanticize the struggle too much. Everyone talks about it like it’s some kind of badge. Truth is, most people don’t escape it. They just adapt. The world doesn’t owe anyone a rescue.
Host: The neon sign outside the bar flickered, casting red and blue glows across Jack’s face, sharpening his features, making his eyes look colder than they were. Jeeny watched him quietly, the way one watches a wounded animal — carefully, without sudden movement.
Jeeny: But that’s exactly why his words matter. He’s not romanticizing it — he’s witnessing it. There’s a difference. He’s saying the system keeps failing, Jack. The faces change, but the struggle stays. You call it adaptation — I call it survival.
Jack: Survival’s all there ever is. Look, Jeeny, the world runs on competition, not compassion. You think the landlord cares about your backstory? Or the employer cares that you grew up poor? No one’s handing out justice — just paychecks, and only to the ones who fight hard enough.
Jeeny: (leaning forward)
But why should we accept that as the only truth? Why should fairness be a luxury? You call it competition, I call it exploitation. People work two jobs, three jobs, and still can’t afford healthcare or rent. You think that’s choice? No, Jack — that’s design.
Host: The bar’s jukebox clicked to life, humming an old blues riff, slow and heavy, as if the music itself were weary from all the stories it had heard. Outside, the kids had gone home, and the streets were starting to empty into night.
Jack: (voice low)
Design or not, the world doesn’t fix itself because someone writes about it. We all struggle — that’s part of being alive. You think Scarface had it worse than anyone else? Maybe. But he turned it into something. He didn’t just sit around waiting for the government or some miracle. He hustled. That’s what I respect.
Jeeny: And that’s what breaks my heart, Jack. That you think the only way out is to hustle harder. You’re right, he turned his pain into something — but should that be the standard for survival? To have to suffer first before you can live?
Host: The light from the streetlamp flickered, then stabilized, casting a halo of pale gold around Jeeny’s hair. Her eyes were dark, intense — like she was speaking for all those who never got the chance to sit where she was sitting.
Jack: (sighs)
Look, Jeeny. I grew up in a place just like that. My old man worked twelve-hour shifts, came home with nothing, and still managed to keep food on the table. You know what he told me once? He said, “Son, life doesn’t owe you fairness. Just chances. And you better be ready when one comes.”
That’s what I live by. The world’s not built for fairness. It’s built for survival.
Jeeny: (quietly, almost to herself)
And yet, we keep calling that “normal.” A father breaking his back, a mother taking extra shifts, kids growing up with nothing but the echo of their parents’ exhaustion — we call that dignity. We’ve turned struggle into a virtue because it’s easier than fixing the cause.
Host: Her voice had turned to a kind of sad poetry, flowing with quiet rage, but also love — love for the people still fighting the invisible war in every broken street and flickering apartment light. Jack looked at her, his defense softening under the weight of her truth.
Jack: Maybe you’re right. Maybe it shouldn’t be normal. But I don’t know what else to call it. We’ve been stuck in this loop forever. The rich get richer, the poor get poorer, and the rest of us just… watch. I guess what I’m saying is — I don’t see the way out.
Jeeny: (reaches across the table)
You don’t have to see it, Jack. You just have to believe there can be one. Belief is the seed — the beginning of change. Without it, nothing ever grows. You think of Scarface as a man who hustled. I think of him as a man who refused to stop feeling the pain around him — even after he made it out. That’s what witnessing means.
Jack: (looking down)
Maybe… maybe that’s what I lost somewhere. I got too used to surviving, I forgot how to feel.
Host: The rain began again — light, like ashes falling from a weary sky. It tapped on the window, soft but steady, as if the city itself was breathing beside them.
Jeeny: You didn’t lose it, Jack. You just buried it. We all do. Because it hurts to care when you’ve seen too much struggle. But that’s exactly why we have to — because if we stop feeling, then nothing ever changes.
Jack: (after a long silence)
Maybe you’re right. Maybe the fight isn’t just about money, or status, or escape. Maybe it’s about remembering — that every face in those neighborhoods still matters, even if the world keeps forgetting them.
Host: Jeeny’s smile was small, almost fragile, but it lit the space between them like a candle in a dark room.
Jeeny: That’s all I wanted to hear. Because struggle isn’t supposed to be inherited, Jack. It’s supposed to be overcome.
Host: The bar had grown quiet, only the faint clinking of glasses behind the counter. Outside, the streets glistened — wet, tired, but alive. The city kept moving, just like it always did, carrying a million small stories of struggle and hope in its lungs.
Jack stood, tossing a few bills on the table, and for a moment, his expression changed — not the cold cynicism he usually wore, but something almost tender.
Jack: Maybe it’s time I go back. See what’s left. Maybe… do something about it.
Jeeny: (softly)
That’s how change begins, Jack. Not with heroes, but with witnesses who refuse to look away.
Host: Outside, the rain slowed, the air still shimmering with streetlight. As they stepped out into the night, the sound of the city rose again — buses, laughter, footsteps, life — all the beautiful, broken, beating parts of a world still struggling to rise.
And as they walked, side by side, the neon light reflected off the wet pavement, and for the first time, the struggle didn’t look like defeat — it looked like continuance, like faith stitched into every crack of the street, whispering softly into the night:
We are still here. We are still fighting. We are still alive.
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