I am not ashamed to say that no man I ever met was my father's
I am not ashamed to say that no man I ever met was my father's equal, and I never loved any other man as much.
Host: The train station was nearly empty — a cathedral of echoes and iron. The late-night air carried the hum of engines cooling down, the faint smell of oil, and the distant sound of rain whispering against the roof.
A single bench sat beneath a flickering light, catching particles of dust that moved like memories through the stillness.
Jack sat there, hunched forward, a cigarette smoldering between his fingers, its smoke rising in soft, regretful spirals. Beside him, Jeeny leaned back, her hands in her coat pockets, her eyes watching the trains come and go with a kind of distant tenderness. The departure board above them blinked — numbers changing, destinations fading — a constant reminder that everything leaves eventually.
Jeeny: quietly, as if speaking to the past rather than to Jack “Hedy Lamarr once said, ‘I am not ashamed to say that no man I ever met was my father’s equal, and I never loved any other man as much.’”
Jack: exhales a thin stream of smoke, not looking at her “That’s a dangerous kind of love.”
Jeeny: turns to him “Why?”
Jack: “Because it sets the bar too high. No one competes with the first person who made you feel safe.”
Jeeny: “Maybe it’s not about competition. Maybe it’s about gratitude.”
Jack: half-smiles “Gratitude has a cruel way of turning into grief.”
Host: The station clock ticked, slow and heavy, marking time not in seconds but in losses. A train whistle echoed from somewhere deep in the night — low, mournful, human.
Jeeny’s eyes softened, her voice trembling slightly, the way it does when someone speaks through their heart instead of their lips.
Jeeny: “You ever think about your father, Jack?”
Jack: takes a drag, then pauses before answering “Not if I can help it.”
Jeeny: “That bad?”
Jack: “No. That good. He was… larger than life. The kind of man who built things with his hands and fixed everything he broke — except people.”
Jeeny: “Sounds like someone you still miss.”
Jack: “Miss? No. He’s in everything I do. The way I talk, the way I hold a hammer, even the way I ruin good things trying to fix them.”
Jeeny: “So you do miss him.”
Jack: grins faintly, but it fades quickly “Yeah. But I’d never say it like Lamarr did. There’s something too sacred about that kind of confession. Too raw.”
Host: The rain intensified, drumming softly on the metal roof like an orchestra playing the score of nostalgia. The station lights flickered, and the platform glistened — silver and trembling, like memory itself.
Jeeny: “You know what I love about her words? There’s no shame in them. No irony. Just truth. In a world that teaches us to hide how deeply we love, she just said it. Out loud.”
Jack: “Yeah, but that kind of truth makes people uncomfortable. We live in an age that’s allergic to sincerity. Everyone’s busy trying to sound clever instead of honest.”
Jeeny: “Maybe that’s why it matters even more now.”
Jack: “You think the world still understands love like that?”
Jeeny: softly “Only the broken ones do.”
Host: Jeeny’s voice hung in the air, mingling with the smoke and the rain. Jack flicked the ash from his cigarette and stared down the empty tracks, where the steel rails vanished into the dark like unspoken thoughts.
Jeeny: “You know, my father used to hum Sinatra when he cooked breakfast. He’d get the lyrics wrong, but he sang like the world would end if he didn’t.”
Jack: smiles faintly “Mine used to whistle through his teeth when he worked on engines. Same tune every time. I think it was his way of keeping fear out.”
Jeeny: “Fear of what?”
Jack: pauses “Of failure. Of silence. Of being ordinary.”
Jeeny: “Sounds familiar.”
Jack: nods “Yeah. Guess I inherited that too.”
Host: A gust of wind swept through the platform, scattering a few old papers across the floor. One of them caught in a puddle, ink bleeding into veins — like thoughts dissolving into the inevitability of time.
Jeeny: “You ever think we spend our lives trying to find pieces of our fathers in other people?”
Jack: looks at her, eyes dim but sincere “Maybe. Maybe every man a woman loves is her father rewritten. Every woman a man trusts is his mother reborn.”
Jeeny: “That’s tragic.”
Jack: “No. That’s human. We’re all sequels pretending to be originals.”
Jeeny: smiles faintly “Then what happens when the sequel doesn’t measure up?”
Jack: “You stop judging and start remembering.”
Host: The train lights from an arriving engine cut through the mist — blinding, beautiful, temporary. The brakes hissed, the doors opened, and a few passengers stepped out, their faces half-hidden in the steam. None of them spoke. They just moved through the station like ghosts returning to the land of the living.
Jeeny: “My father died before I could tell him I forgave him.”
Jack: softly “For what?”
Jeeny: “For being human. For not being as perfect as I needed him to be.”
Jack: nods slowly “That’s the hardest forgiveness. The one that comes too late.”
Jeeny: “Maybe it never comes too late. Maybe love outlives apology.”
Jack: after a pause “You really believe that?”
Jeeny: “I have to.”
Host: The sound of the departing train filled the silence, the rumble vibrating through the bench beneath them. Jeeny watched the last carriage vanish into the dark, her reflection flickering across the windowpane like a fleeting heartbeat.
Jack: “You know, Lamarr wasn’t just talking about love. She was talking about reverence. About recognizing where your compass points — even when the north’s long gone.”
Jeeny: “Yeah. And maybe she wasn’t comparing men to her father at all. Maybe she was comparing herself to the love he gave her.”
Jack: leans back, thoughtful “So, she wasn’t mourning him. She was measuring her own heart.”
Jeeny: nods “Exactly. The kind of love that shapes you doesn’t die — it becomes your standard for everything.”
Host: The clock struck midnight, its sound echoing like a sermon in the still air. The rain softened, its rhythm slowing as if listening. Jack and Jeeny sat quietly — two children in grown bodies, confessing to ghosts that no longer needed to forgive them.
Jack: after a long silence “You know, I used to think love was about finding someone new. Lately, I think it’s about remembering the people who taught you how to feel at all.”
Jeeny: softly “Then maybe every love is just an echo of the first one we couldn’t keep.”
Jack: nods “Maybe that’s what Lamarr meant. Not that no man could match her father, but that she didn’t need them to.”
Jeeny: “Because the kind of love that builds you isn’t meant to be replaced.”
Host: The rain stopped completely now. Outside, the streetlights flickered, their glow reflecting off the wet pavement. A quiet serenity settled over the station — the kind that follows truth spoken without defense.
Jeeny: rises slowly, pulling her coat tighter “You ever wonder what your father would say if he saw you now?”
Jack: half-smiles “Probably tell me to stop overthinking and get back to work.”
Jeeny: laughs softly “Sounds like mine.”
Jack: “Guess fathers never really die, huh? They just become the voice we argue with when no one’s around.”
Jeeny: nods, her voice barely a whisper “And the silence we still try to please.”
Host: The camera panned back as they walked toward the exit — their footsteps soft, steady, almost synchronized. The station lights glowed warmer now, the rainwater on the ground catching the reflection of their figures side by side — small but certain, framed in the vast geometry of memory.
As they disappeared into the night, the echo of Hedy Lamarr’s words seemed to linger in the air — not as nostalgia, but as truth:
That the first love we ever know isn’t romantic,
it’s foundational.
It teaches us how to give, how to trust, how to hurt —
and how to carry that hurt gracefully through every chapter that follows.
And though the station fell silent again, one light remained — faint, persistent,
as if the world itself were remembering its own father.
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