I don't believe in 'thinking' old. Although I've transitioned
I don't believe in 'thinking' old. Although I've transitioned through many bodies - a baby, toddler, child, teen, young adult, mid-life and older adult - my spirit is unchanged. I support my body with exercise, my mind with reading and writing, and my spirit with the knowing that I am part of the Divine source of all life.
Host:
The sun dipped low over the horizon, painting the sky with strokes of amber and soft rose. The sea breeze drifted lazily across the balcony, carrying the faint scent of salt and jasmine. Below, the waves folded into themselves, rhythmic and eternal, like an old prayer whispered by the Earth to the stars.
Jack stood near the railing, his tall frame silhouetted against the dying light, a glass of dark wine in his hand. His grey eyes reflected the shimmer of the ocean — distant, contemplative, untouched. Jeeny sat cross-legged on the floor beside an old lantern, her hair unbound, a book resting on her lap, her gaze warm and inward.
The air was still, charged with that strange, gentle electricity that often precedes confession.
Jeeny:
“You know,” she began softly, “Wayne Dyer once said, ‘I don’t believe in thinking old. Although I’ve transitioned through many bodies — a baby, toddler, child, teen, young adult, mid-life and older adult — my spirit is unchanged. I support my body with exercise, my mind with reading and writing, and my spirit with the knowing that I am part of the Divine source of all life.’”
Host:
Her voice lingered in the quiet, floating above the hum of the sea — part whisper, part prayer.
Jack:
He smiled faintly, the kind of smile that hides both admiration and doubt. “He was an optimist. Or maybe just good at marketing hope.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe he was just awake,” she said gently. “Not everyone who believes in light is selling it.”
Jack:
He took a slow sip of his wine, his eyes never leaving the horizon. “I don’t know, Jeeny. This talk of ‘divine source,’ of eternal spirit — it’s beautiful, sure. But it sounds like a story we tell ourselves because the truth is too heavy to carry.”
Jeeny:
“Or maybe the truth is too beautiful to fit inside your logic.”
Host:
The wind stirred the fabric of her dress, brushing it softly against her legs. A distant seagull cried out, its sound fading into the vast, blue silence.
Jack:
“Spiritual immortality,” he said, the words dry but deliberate. “You know what I think that is? A survival mechanism. Humans can’t accept that everything — thoughts, memories, love — all just fades into static. So we invent a continuation. An illusion of permanence.”
Jeeny:
She looked up at him, her eyes like deep brown mirrors of compassion. “And yet,” she said, “your body still reaches for the light when you wake. You still breathe without asking why. Maybe that’s not illusion, Jack. Maybe that’s memory — your spirit remembering itself.”
Jack:
He laughed softly, shaking his head. “You make it sound poetic, but you’re confusing instinct with enlightenment.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe they’re the same thing,” she said. “The body knows what the soul refuses to forget.”
Host:
A pause. The ocean sighed against the rocks, old as sorrow, patient as faith.
Jack:
“You talk like your spirit never changes,” he said, turning to face her. “But we’re different people every decade. The child dies to make the adult. The adult dies to make the elder. What’s left isn’t the same spirit — it’s just the story we tell to make the transitions bearable.”
Jeeny:
She smiled faintly, but there was a hint of defiance in her gaze. “No, Jack. The story isn’t the comfort. The story is the soul. That unbroken thread that runs through every version of us. The baby, the teen, the adult — they’re chapters. But the voice that tells them is the same.”
Jack:
“That’s philosophy dressed up as faith.”
Jeeny:
“And your cynicism,” she said, “is fear dressed up as intellect.”
Host:
The words hung sharp in the air. For a moment, the world itself seemed to hold its breath. Then Jack’s laugh, low and bitter, broke it — not in anger, but in recognition.
Jack:
“Maybe you’re right,” he said quietly. “Maybe I am afraid. Not of dying — but of dissolving. Of becoming nothing more than echoes of what I used to think I was.”
Jeeny:
“Then you already understand Dyer’s truth,” she said softly. “The spirit doesn’t dissolve, Jack. The spirit expands. It’s not the end that frightens us — it’s the idea that we might still exist after it, stripped of everything we’ve called ‘me.’”
Host:
The light shifted, the last orange hues bleeding into indigo. The world was turning, slow and deliberate, and the stars were beginning to appear — one, then another, like eyes opening to a deeper reality.
Jack:
He leaned against the railing, his hands tightening slightly. “You talk about the spirit like it’s untouchable. But what about pain? Trauma? The years that shape us? You think the same soul lives in the child who laughs and the old man who buries her?”
Jeeny:
“I don’t think it,” she said. “I feel it. The pain doesn’t erase the soul — it reveals it. Just like storms don’t destroy the sea; they remind it how deep it really is.”
Jack:
“Then why do people grow bitter?”
Jeeny:
“Because they mistake the weather for the climate,” she said gently. “They forget the storm isn’t forever. They start thinking old.”
Host:
Her eyes glowed faintly in the lantern’s light. Jack looked at her — not as a skeptic now, but as a man quietly wrestling with the shadow of something he used to believe.
Jack:
“You really think aging is just a costume change?”
Jeeny:
“Yes,” she said. “The body changes, the mind matures, but the essence — the part that dreams, the part that loves — stays untouched. We wear time like clothes, Jack. The soul underneath never wrinkles.”
Jack:
“That sounds comforting,” he said. “But it also sounds delusional. What about people who forget who they are? Alzheimer’s, dementia — what happens to their spirit then?”
Jeeny:
She closed her eyes for a moment, breathing in the salt air. “Their spirit doesn’t forget, Jack. The brain is just the radio — when it breaks, the music still plays. You just can’t hear it anymore.”
Host:
He was silent. The sea breeze brushed past them like a sigh. The stars were bright now — infinite, indifferent, divine.
Jeeny:
“You know,” she continued softly, “Wayne Dyer wasn’t talking about denying time. He was talking about transcending it. About remembering that the part of you that notices change — that’s the part that never does.”
Jack:
“So, what — you think you’re divine?”
Jeeny:
She smiled, serene. “No. I think I’m part of something divine. Same as you.”
Jack:
“Even with all my doubt?”
Jeeny:
“Especially with it,” she said. “Doubt’s just another way of longing for truth.”
Host:
The waves rose higher now, the rhythm deep and meditative, the kind of sound that seems to speak directly to the blood.
Jack:
“Maybe you’re right,” he said quietly. “Maybe there’s a thread. But I think it’s made of memory, not spirit. You can call it divine if it helps you sleep.”
Jeeny:
“I don’t call it divine to sleep,” she said. “I call it divine to wake up.”
Host:
The lantern flickered, its light dancing across their faces — hers open and luminous, his lined with the fatigue of a man learning to let go of certainty.
Jack:
“Then maybe,” he said softly, “I’ve been asleep for a long time.”
Jeeny:
“Then maybe,” she whispered, “tonight you start dreaming again.”
Host:
The night wrapped around them like silk. The waves whispered their endless lullaby, the stars pulsed with quiet brilliance, and somewhere between faith and reason, two souls met — not to agree, but to understand.
And in the stillness that followed, Wayne Dyer’s words seemed to drift through the air like the voice of the ocean itself:
“I don’t believe in ‘thinking’ old. Although I’ve transitioned through many bodies — a baby, toddler, child, teen, young adult, mid-life and older adult — my spirit is unchanged. I support my body with exercise, my mind with reading and writing, and my spirit with the knowing that I am part of the Divine source of all life.”
Because maybe the body ages,
but the soul —
the quiet, breathing, infinite soul —
remains forever young,
forever curious,
forever becoming.
Host:
And as the lantern dimmed and the sea whispered its last light into the stars,
Jack looked at Jeeny,
and for the first time that night,
he smiled — not as a skeptic,
but as a believer learning to remember
what had always been true.
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