I got into this little habit of architecture and building. I
I got into this little habit of architecture and building. I designed a house in Colorado and one in Hawaii. The idea is supposed to be build and sell - but then I can never bring myself to sell them.
Host: The morning broke over the mountain valley like a slow confession — a pale light spreading across the pines, the snow-dusted roofs, and the faint curl of smoke rising from chimneys. The air was sharp, the kind that cut you clean but filled you with something pure.
An unfinished house stood at the edge of a ridge — part wood, part stone, part dream — perched between heaven and hard work. Inside, the smell of sawdust and coffee mingled, and two figures sat amid the clutter of blueprints, nails, and paint-streaked mugs.
Jack was staring at a half-finished beam, his grey eyes heavy with both pride and exhaustion. Jeeny sat cross-legged on the wooden floor, her notebook open, her hands stained with charcoal from sketching the mountain.
Jeeny: “Trey Parker once said, ‘I got into this little habit of architecture and building. I designed a house in Colorado and one in Hawaii. The idea is supposed to be build and sell — but then I can never bring myself to sell them.’”
Her voice was light, yet thoughtful, echoing faintly through the open rafters. “You know what that is, right?”
Jack: “Poor business sense?”
Jeeny smiled. “No. Attachment. The kind that grows between a creator and what they’ve made.”
Host: The light filtered through the skeletal frame of the unfinished walls, cutting stripes of gold across the floor. The wind whistled through the gaps, carrying the faint sound of the valley — a dog barking, a saw buzzing somewhere far below.
Jack: “Attachment, huh? That’s just another word for vanity.”
Jeeny: “No, Jack. It’s love. The kind that refuses to let go of what it’s poured itself into.”
Jack: “Love or obsession?”
Jeeny: “Is there a difference when it comes to creation?”
Host: Jack leaned back against a beam, arms crossed, his breath visible in the cold air. The faint smile on his lips didn’t quite reach his eyes.
Jack: “You build something, you sell it. That’s the deal. That’s how creation survives — it moves on. You can’t keep everything you make.”
Jeeny: “But you don’t make to sell. You make to be. That’s the problem with people who see art as commerce — they forget that every creation holds a heartbeat.”
Jack: “So you’d never sell your art?”
Jeeny: “Would you sell your home?”
Jack: “If I had to.”
Jeeny: “Exactly — if you had to. Not because you wanted to. That’s the difference.”
Host: A hammer clattered to the ground nearby, echoing through the half-finished hall. Dust drifted through the air like the ghosts of old ideas.
Jack: “You sound like every romantic who ever went broke. Building temples to their own sentimentality.”
Jeeny: “And you sound like every cynic who forgot that creation is supposed to hurt.”
Jack: “You think Trey Parker hurts when he builds a house? He’s rich, Jeeny. This isn’t tragedy — it’s nostalgia.”
Jeeny: “You think money changes the kind of love a creator feels? Whether it’s a mansion or a melody, you’re still building something that carries your breath. That doesn’t disappear with wealth.”
Host: Her eyes gleamed, catching the pale morning light. Jack looked away, but his silence betrayed something softer beneath the sarcasm.
Jack: “You ever think maybe he doesn’t sell them because he’s chasing permanence? That’s what all builders do — fight time. You build something hoping it’ll last longer than you will.”
Jeeny: “And what’s wrong with that?”
Jack: “It’s foolish. Everything crumbles. Houses rot, paint fades, wood splits, people die. Creation’s a losing game.”
Jeeny: “Maybe. But it’s the most beautiful loss we get to play.”
Host: The wind slipped through the open beams, stirring the edges of the blueprints on the table. One of them lifted and drifted to the floor — a sketch of the house’s front porch. Jeeny reached down and smoothed it gently, her fingers tracing the pencil lines as though they were veins of something alive.
Jeeny: “Do you know why he can’t sell them, Jack?”
Jack: “Because he’s sentimental?”
Jeeny: “Because each house is a mirror. Every nail he hammers, every wall he designs — it’s him. He’s building himself into the frame. How do you sell that?”
Jack: “You detach. You move on. You start again.”
Jeeny: “That’s easy to say when you’ve never built something that knows your name.”
Host: Jack’s gaze shifted toward the valley — wide, endless, sunlit now. His reflection glimmered faintly in the unfinished windowpane.
Jack: “You think creation owns us?”
Jeeny: “It always does. We think we build things, but they’re the ones that build us.”
Jack: “You’re talking like a philosopher again.”
Jeeny: “And you’re listening like someone who secretly agrees.”
Host: Jack’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t answer. The silence between them stretched — not heavy, but full, like a pause between heartbeats. The sound of a hammer echoed faintly from another ridge, a reminder that other hands, other hearts, were building their own quiet monuments.
Jack: “You know,” he said finally, “I once built a cabin. Nothing fancy — just a small place near the coast. Told myself I’d sell it once it was done.”
Jeeny smiled knowingly. “And?”
Jack: “I didn’t.”
Jeeny: “Why?”
Jack: “Because it stopped being a house. It became... a person. It remembered me.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. That’s what I mean. We leave pieces of ourselves in everything we make. That’s why creation and separation never get along.”
Host: The sunlight grew stronger now, filling the room with golden dust. Jeeny stood and walked toward the window frame, where the open world spilled in — snow-capped peaks, miles of sky, the breath of freedom.
Jeeny: “Maybe that’s why Parker can’t sell his houses. Not because he’s attached to the walls — but because they’re filled with his silence. His laughter. His thoughts.”
Jack: “So what? We’re supposed to keep everything we create? Hoard it until it drowns us?”
Jeeny: “No. We just have to understand what it costs to let go.”
Host: The words hit the air like something sacred. Jack stood slowly, brushing sawdust from his jeans, his face softening into something vulnerable.
Jack: “Maybe we don’t build to sell or to keep. Maybe we build because it’s the only way to make sense of ourselves.”
Jeeny: “Exactly.”
Jack: “And once it’s done, we realize — it’s not the house we’re afraid to lose. It’s the version of ourselves we built inside it.”
Jeeny: “And that’s why we stay.”
Host: Outside, a bird landed on one of the rafters, its wings catching the sunlight. It tilted its head, curious, as if to ask why humans built so much when the sky was free.
Jack and Jeeny stood side by side, watching their unfinished creation glow in the morning light — imperfect, alive, beautiful.
Jeeny: “You know, Jack… maybe some things aren’t meant to be sold. Maybe they’re just meant to be lived in — even if only for a while.”
Jack: “And maybe building is just another way of remembering who we are.”
Host: The wind swept through the room again, fluttering the papers, whispering through the beams. The mountain glowed brighter, as though blessing their small defiance.
They stood there, two souls caught between completion and surrender — builders not of walls, but of meaning.
And for a moment, as the sunlight poured across the floor, the unfinished house didn’t feel empty.
It felt like it was breathing.
Because maybe, as Trey Parker understood — the hardest thing about building isn’t the work.
It’s learning that when something carries your soul,
you never really build it to sell.
You build it to stay.
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