I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would

I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would

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I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.

I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would
I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would

Host: The city was still waking — a symphony of steam, sirens, and footsteps slowly tuning itself into rhythm. The morning light slipped between the skyscrapers, painting the narrow streets in streaks of silver and shadow. Billboards flickered half-awake, their colors still uncertain, their glow struggling against the pale sun.

In a tiny apartment five floors above the noise, the world felt suspended. An open window let in the distant hum of traffic and the smell of fresh asphalt mixed with rain. A single canvas leaned against the wall, half-finished — strokes of color that seemed to hesitate between creation and erasure.

Jack stood by the window, his eyes unfocused, watching the crowd below with a detached kind of envy. A coffee cup cooled in his hand, forgotten long before it was ever drunk. Behind him, Jeeny sat cross-legged on the floor, sketchbook open, her fingers tracing lines that had no destination.

Jeeny: (reading softly) “I had a dream of music and art and the big city in which I would get lost, where no one would know me and I wouldn't know anyone, where I would work at some ordinary job, and if one day I got up in the morning and decided I wasn't going to go to work anymore, no one would ask questions.”

(She closes her notebook slowly.) Ori Gersht.

Jack: (smiling faintly) A dream of anonymity. The artist’s other paradise.

Jeeny: (softly) Or the artist’s escape.

Jack: (turning from the window) From what — or to what?

Jeeny: (pausing) Both, maybe. From expectations. To freedom.

Host: The light filtered across their faces — gentle, cold, unforgiving. The kind of light that reveals dust and truth in equal measure. Outside, a bus stopped, a door hissed open, a dozen lives began again in the same pattern.

Jack: (quietly) You ever dream about disappearing like that? Just walking out one morning, becoming no one?

Jeeny: (without hesitation) Every day.

Jack: (grinning faintly) Figures. You romanticize everything, even escape.

Jeeny: (smiling) And you rationalize it. Even imprisonment.

Jack: (sitting beside her) It’s not imprisonment to stay where you belong.

Jeeny: (meeting his eyes) Who says you belong? The world? The rent? The fear of being forgotten?

Host: A gust of wind rattled the window. A distant car alarm started and stopped, like a heartbeat remembering itself. The city pulsed beneath them — alive, indifferent, infinite.

Jack: (murmuring) There’s a comfort in being known.

Jeeny: (gently) And a peace in not having to be.

Jack: (smirking) So you’d trade recognition for invisibility?

Jeeny: (softly) I’d trade the weight of expectation for the lightness of possibility.

Host: Her words landed softly but carried force — like snow falling on glass, delicate yet inevitable. Jack looked at her, his expression a blend of admiration and disbelief.

Jack: (after a moment) You think Gersht wanted that anonymity forever?

Jeeny: (shaking her head) No. I think he wanted the option. The power to disappear without explanation.

Jack: (nodding slowly) Freedom, then. The rarest kind — not the freedom to arrive, but the freedom to walk away.

Jeeny: (smiling faintly) Exactly.

Host: The camera might have lingered on the window now — the morning unfolding outside like a restless painting. People moved below them, each carrying a story, each invisible to the others.

Jack: (softly) You know what’s strange? Artists chase recognition their whole lives, and when they finally get it, they start dreaming of losing it.

Jeeny: (quietly) Because recognition isn’t the same as being seen.

Jack: (murmuring) You mean fame’s just another disguise.

Jeeny: (smiling) A louder kind of loneliness.

Host: The city noise swelled below — delivery trucks, horns, hurried footsteps, the metallic rattle of a subway grate. Yet up here, in this small apartment, there was stillness — the kind that feels like both a wound and a prayer.

Jack: (staring at the half-finished painting) You ever think maybe anonymity isn’t about running away — maybe it’s about returning to yourself?

Jeeny: (softly) Maybe that’s what all artists want. To go back to the moment before the world started watching.

Jack: (quietly) Before the applause, before the criticism. Just the pure silence of creation.

Jeeny: (nodding) Exactly. The kind of silence that doesn’t demand anything from you — not meaning, not beauty, not identity. Just breath.

Host: She looked at the canvas — the unfinished landscape of color and intent. It was beautiful in its incompletion, honest in its imperfection.

Jeeny: (after a pause) I think Gersht’s dream wasn’t about being lost. It was about belonging to no one but yourself.

Jack: (gently) To live unseen, unmeasured — to exist outside performance.

Jeeny: (softly) That’s the art I want to make. The kind that doesn’t need an audience to be real.

Host: The light shifted again, now warmer — spilling across the walls like forgiveness. The city below grew louder, fuller, more alive. But up here, time felt paused, as if the world were waiting for them to decide whether to rejoin it.

Jack: (smiling faintly) You know, I used to dream like that too — moving to a city where nobody knew my name.

Jeeny: (grinning) What stopped you?

Jack: (laughing softly) Reality. The kind that comes with rent and responsibility.

Jeeny: (teasing) So you chose comfort over freedom.

Jack: (shrugging) Or maybe I just learned that freedom’s not in running away — it’s in staying and still not being owned by the noise.

Jeeny: (nodding slowly) That’s harder, though. Staying unseen in a world that’s always looking.

Jack: (smiling) Yeah. But it’s worth trying.

Host: The sunlight had reached them fully now, painting the apartment gold. The shadows retreated to the corners, like secrets making peace with exposure.

They sat there in the quiet hum of the morning — two dreamers caught between escape and acceptance, between the fantasy of anonymity and the necessity of being known.

Jeeny: (after a long silence) You think we’ll ever find that place — where no one expects anything, and we can just be?

Jack: (softly) Maybe it’s not a place. Maybe it’s a morning.

Jeeny: (smiling faintly) A morning when you wake up, and no one’s waiting for you to explain yourself.

Jack: (nodding) The art of vanishing without running away.

Host: The camera would have drifted now, catching the movement of the curtains, the quiet rise of dust in sunlight, the half-finished painting whispering in color what they could not say aloud.

Outside, the city continued — relentless, beautiful, unbothered.

Host (closing):
Because what Ori Gersht dreamed —
and what every restless soul secretly longs for —
is not to disappear,
but to be free from being defined.
To wake one morning and belong to nothing but the moment
to the pulse of art,
to the hum of the city,
to the quiet miracle of being alive
and unaccounted for.

Ori Gersht
Ori Gersht

Israeli - Photographer Born: 1967

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