I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than

I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than

22/09/2025
26/10/2025

I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.

I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than
I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than

Host: The rain was falling again — slow, deliberate, a thousand small confessions whispered by the sky. It was late evening, and the city café where Jack and Jeeny sat was nearly empty. The neon light from the street outside cast long, trembling reflections on the wet floor tiles, painting the room in shades of amber and blue.

A half-empty glass of whiskey sat before Jack. Jeeny held a cup of chamomile tea, both hands wrapped around it like it was something alive. The window beside them fogged with their breath, and the sound of rain became the unspoken third voice in the room.

Jeeny: “Luis Suárez once said, ‘I have always preferred to keep things to myself rather than sharing them with anyone, but I am learning that if you let it go, you feel better for it. Don't keep it all bottled up inside; don't take it all on alone.’

Jack: “Funny. You don’t hear many footballers talk like that. Most of them hide behind bravado. He sounds… human.”

Jeeny: “That’s the point. Even warriors need to unclench their fists sometimes.”

Jack: “Or they risk falling apart.”

Jeeny: “Exactly. You can’t keep fighting the world and expect your soul not to bruise.”

Host: A train horn wailed faintly in the distance, its echo dissolving into the city’s pulse. Jack tilted his head, staring at the raindrops crawling down the glass like tears that had forgotten their purpose.

Jack: “You know, I used to think keeping things in was strength. That silence made me untouchable. It’s cleaner that way — no misunderstandings, no pity.”

Jeeny: “No healing, either.”

Jack: “Healing’s overrated. You can’t fix what’s already cracked.”

Jeeny: “That’s not true, Jack. Cracks let the light in.”

Jack: “That’s a nice quote, Jeeny, but in real life, cracks let the rain in. They rot the inside.”

Host: The light flickered above them — a momentary blink of electricity, like the room was holding its breath. Jeeny watched Jack quietly, her eyes soft but unwavering, the kind that listened beyond words.

Jeeny: “You know, keeping it all in — it’s not strength. It’s fear disguised as control.”

Jack: “Maybe. But fear keeps you careful.”

Jeeny: “No. Fear keeps you small. You think you’re protecting yourself, but really you’re building a prison where the only prisoner is you.”

Jack: “At least in that prison, no one can hurt me.”

Jeeny: “Maybe. But no one can reach you either.”

Host: Jack took a slow sip of whiskey, the glass trembling slightly as he set it down. The rain outside grew heavier, tapping against the window like urgent fingers. For a long moment, neither spoke.

Jack: “You ever notice how people say, ‘Talk to someone,’ like it’s easy? Like words don’t cost anything. But every word you share feels like handing over a piece of your armor.”

Jeeny: “Maybe that’s the point. You can’t feel the world if you’re covered in armor.”

Jack: “Feeling the world got me here — tired, cynical, half-drunk.”

Jeeny: “No, Jack. Feeling the world got you human. The armor just made you lonely.”

Host: A car passed outside, splashing through a puddle. The reflections wavered, shimmering like truth half hidden beneath ripples. Jeeny leaned forward, her voice quieter now — less argument, more confession.

Jeeny: “You know what Suárez’s words remind me of? The first time I cried in front of someone. I was seventeen. My father had just died, and for days, I wouldn’t talk. I pretended I was fine. But one afternoon, my teacher found me sitting behind the gym, shaking. She didn’t say anything — just sat down beside me. And suddenly I broke. I couldn’t stop crying. But afterward, I could breathe again.”

Jack: “That’s the thing about crying — it doesn’t fix anything. The dead stay dead.”

Jeeny: “No, but the living stop pretending they are.”

Host: The rain softened, like it had been listening and decided to ease its rhythm. The café was quiet except for the gentle clink of cups and the hum of old jazz playing faintly from a radio.

Jack: “I remember when my brother died. I didn’t cry at the funeral. Everyone else did, but I just… couldn’t. I thought holding it together meant I was honoring him somehow. But the truth? I just didn’t want anyone to see how much he meant to me. It felt too vulnerable.”

Jeeny: “And now?”

Jack: “Now it just feels like I owe him a few tears I never gave.”

Jeeny: “Then give them. It’s not too late.”

Jack: “You think crying in a café is your idea of therapy?”

Jeeny: “No. I think it’s the soul finally saying, ‘Enough.’”

Host: Jack’s eyes glistened under the dim light, but he didn’t look away. His jaw tightened, the muscles working like he was chewing through memory. He didn’t cry — not quite — but the stillness that came over him was its own kind of surrender.

Jeeny: “You know, holding pain in is like trying to contain smoke. It doesn’t stay. It seeps into everything — your thoughts, your work, your sleep.”

Jack: “So you’re saying the only way out is through?”

Jeeny: “Yes. Through someone else’s understanding. Through the courage to say, ‘I’m not okay.’”

Jack: “That’s easier said than done.”

Jeeny: “So is living. But we do that anyway.”

Host: The clock on the wall ticked louder now — or maybe it just seemed that way. Jack stared at it as though time itself were daring him to speak. Finally, he did.

Jack: “You ever wonder why people like Suárez — men who fight, who conquer, who have everything — still feel the need to talk about loneliness?”

Jeeny: “Because success doesn’t cure silence. You can win everything on the field and still lose yourself in the locker room.”

Jack: “You sound like you’ve lived it.”

Jeeny: “In my own way, I have. We all have. Everyone carries a storm inside; the mistake is pretending it’s weather.”

Jack: “So what do you do when the storm hits?”

Jeeny: “You share the umbrella.”

Host: The rain eased into a soft drizzle. Outside, the world glowed — wet pavement reflecting light like liquid mirrors. Jack followed Jeeny’s gaze through the glass, watching the way everything shimmered — imperfect, alive, forgiven.

Jack: “You ever think maybe people like me don’t deserve to be listened to? That we’ve said too little for too long, and now it’s too late to explain?”

Jeeny: “It’s never too late, Jack. The heart doesn’t expire; it waits.”

Jack: “For what?”

Jeeny: “For permission. To finally speak its truth.”

Host: Jeeny’s hand moved across the table, resting lightly over his — a gesture so small it could’ve gone unnoticed by anyone else. But Jack noticed. He didn’t pull away. For once, his fingers didn’t clench around defense.

Jack: “So this is what letting go feels like?”

Jeeny: “Not peace. Not yet. Just air — after years of holding your breath.”

Jack: “It’s strange. I feel like I’ve lost something, but also… like I’ve found room for something new.”

Jeeny: “That’s how healing works. It breaks you just enough to make space.”

Host: The rain stopped completely. A stray beam of streetlight fell through the window, landing across their hands — a quiet bridge between two isolated worlds.

Jack: “You know what, Jeeny? Maybe Suárez was right. Maybe it’s not weakness to share. Maybe it’s survival.”

Jeeny: “It’s both. Because when you share the weight, the soul remembers it was never meant to carry everything alone.”

Jack: “And if no one listens?”

Jeeny: “Then talk to the rain. Talk to the silence. But don’t lock your pain away. Even walls crumble from what they hold inside too long.”

Host: Outside, the world began to move again — footsteps splashing, laughter echoing faintly from the corner street. The city was alive, and so were they — a little raw, a little lighter.

Jack lifted his glass one last time, his voice low but certain.

Jack: “Alright, Jeeny. Here’s to letting it go.”

Jeeny: “And to finally learning we don’t have to carry it alone.”

Host: The camera pulled back, through the café’s misted window, until the two figures were small against the world — fragile silhouettes wrapped in light and rain.

And as the city breathed around them, the Host’s voice lingered, soft as a prayer whispered into a forgiving night:

“Some hearts build walls to survive. But walls do not protect — they isolate. And in the quiet between thunder and dawn, every soul must learn the same lesson:
To speak is not to weaken — it is to breathe.”

Luis Suarez
Luis Suarez

Uruguayan - Athlete Born: January 24, 1987

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