I just have to attend someone's birthday party or go out for
I just have to attend someone's birthday party or go out for dinner with someone else for us to be in a relationship. That's not going to stop me from socialising, but tell me, which girl would want to be with a guy who goes to bed early and gives more importance to the gym?
Host: The night was humid, thick with the buzz of neon and the murmur of distant music. From the balcony of a Mumbai high-rise, the city looked like a living organism — pulsing, glowing, never sleeping. Below, the streets glittered with headlights and the sound of laughter spilling from rooftop bars.
Inside, the apartment was dim, lit only by a single lamp. Sweat and aftershave hung faintly in the air. Jack sat slouched on a leather sofa, wearing a grey t-shirt, his gym bag half-unzipped at his feet. His grey eyes were sharp but tired, as though he had been fighting something invisible all day.
Jeeny leaned against the window, a glass of wine in her hand, the city lights trembling on her face. Her hair fell loose down her back, and her voice — soft but cutting — filled the room like a slow, steady heartbeat.
The quote had just played from a TV interview in the background — Sidharth Malhotra’s voice, half-defensive, half-confessional.
Jeeny: “That’s such a strange kind of loneliness, isn’t it? To feel guilty just for being disciplined.”
Jack: “Loneliness? It’s reality. People don’t want discipline, Jeeny. They want distraction. They want someone who stays up till 2 a.m., not someone who wakes up at 5 to lift weights.”
Host: The fan above whirred, slicing through the warm air. The light flickered, leaving shadows that moved across their faces like thoughts trying to escape.
Jeeny: “But you talk as if you’re some kind of victim, Jack. It’s not the world’s fault you chose the gym over dinner. Maybe what people want isn’t distraction — maybe they just want presence.”
Jack: “Presence? You mean showing up to meaningless dinners, pretending to enjoy endless small talk while your goals rot away in silence?”
Jeeny: “No. I mean showing up to life, Jack. There’s more to life than muscle and macros. Don’t you ever get tired of measuring everything — calories, hours, effort, progress?”
Host: Jack’s jaw tensed. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, the faint glow of his phone lighting his face — unread messages, gym reminders, diet logs. A life meticulously scheduled, painfully controlled.
Jack: “At least I measure something real. You think all that socializing actually means anything? Half of them don’t even care who they’re talking to. They just want noise. I prefer silence that builds me.”
Jeeny: “But silence can also bury you. You’re not building yourself, Jack — you’re isolating yourself. Look around. When was the last time you laughed? Not smirked. Laughed?”
Host: A pause. The rain began to fall — soft at first, then heavier, drumming against the balcony railing. The city seemed to shimmer, alive with rhythm and chaos, as if mocking the stillness of the room.
Jack: “Laughter doesn’t help you grow. It doesn’t fix you. Sweat does. Pain does. Focus does. People — they just slow you down.”
Jeeny: “People make you. You’re not a machine, Jack. You can’t deadlift your way out of loneliness.”
Jack: “And you can’t socialize your way into meaning, Jeeny. Most relationships are just noise to fill silence. They go to dinners, take photos, post smiles — but none of it’s real.”
Jeeny: “You think isolation is real? You think meaning comes only from pushing your body until you break? That’s not strength, Jack — that’s punishment.”
Host: Her voice shook slightly — not from anger, but from something closer to grief. The wineglass trembled in her hand, a drop of red spilling down her fingers.
Jeeny: “You remind me of those monks who cut themselves off from the world, believing that solitude purifies. But they had faith to fill the emptiness. What fills yours?”
Jack: “Control.”
Host: The word hit like a stone. The room fell still. Outside, thunder rolled, low and distant.
Jeeny: “Control is just fear in disguise, Jack. You can’t control your way into peace. You can only surrender into it.”
Jack: “Surrender gets people hurt.”
Jeeny: “And control keeps people alone.”
Host: Their eyes locked — his hard, hers glistening. The tension in the room grew palpable, like the charged air before lightning.
Jack: “You want me to be like everyone else? Go out, drink, pretend I care about birthdays? That’s not me. I don’t fit that world.”
Jeeny: “I don’t want you to fit it. I want you to feel it. The point isn’t to lose yourself in the crowd — it’s to find yourself through it. You think the gym gives you purpose, but what’s a strong body with a hollow soul?”
Jack: “A survivor.”
Jeeny: “No, Jack. Just a shell.”
Host: The rain intensified. Jack stood, restless, pacing to the window, his reflection fractured against the glass. Below, the streets were alive — couples under umbrellas, friends running through puddles, strangers laughing under awnings.
Jeeny watched him quietly, her eyes softening.
Jeeny: “You know, I met a man once — a soldier. He told me after the war, he couldn’t stand parties or crowds. Said they made him feel fake. So he spent years alone, training, reading, perfecting himself. But one day, he realized he wasn’t healing — he was hiding. The world scared him, so he called it meaningless. Does that sound familiar?”
Host: Jack’s shoulders slumped slightly. He didn’t answer. The thunder cracked, a violent sound that shook the windowpanes.
Jeeny: “You can go to the gym every day, but until you learn to lift another person’s laughter, you’re not strong. You’re just trained.”
Jack: “You always have a metaphor ready, don’t you?”
Jeeny: “Maybe because metaphors are how we speak truth without wounding each other.”
Host: Jack turned, half-smiling — a faint, reluctant flicker of warmth. He walked back to the sofa, dropped into it heavily, hands over his face.
Jack: “Maybe I am afraid. Maybe it’s easier to lift weights than expectations. You can’t disappoint a dumbbell.”
Jeeny: “No, but you can disappoint yourself. Every time you choose comfort over connection, you lose a little piece of yourself.”
Host: The lamp buzzed softly, casting a circle of golden light over them — like a small universe where two opposing truths tried to coexist.
Jack: “You make it sound so easy — balance, emotion, presence. But when the world’s pulling you in a thousand directions, discipline is the only anchor that doesn’t lie.”
Jeeny: “Discipline isn’t the enemy, Jack. Isolation is. Go to your gym. Sleep early. But don’t close the door on life. Don’t turn strength into a cage.”
Host: A quiet settled between them, filled only by the sound of the rain easing into a slow, rhythmic drizzle.
Jack looked up, eyes softer now.
Jack: “Maybe I could stay out a bit longer tonight.”
Jeeny smiled faintly, setting her glass down.
Jeeny: “Not for me. For yourself.”
Jack: “For myself, then.”
Host: The clock struck midnight. Outside, the city exhaled — a thousand stories unfolding in neon and rain. Inside, two people sat not as opposites, but as echoes of each other’s missing halves.
The TV in the background replayed the quote — Sidharth Malhotra’s voice again, thoughtful, uncertain.
“The girl wouldn’t want to be with a guy who goes to bed early and gives more importance to the gym.”
Jack looked at the screen, then at Jeeny, and for the first time, his smile wasn’t defensive — it was almost tender.
Jack: “Maybe the problem isn’t that girl. Maybe it’s the guy who forgot that life doesn’t wait for him to finish his workout.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. Life doesn’t wait. It just keeps dancing.”
Host: Outside, a car horn echoed, and somewhere, faintly, someone laughed. The rain stopped, leaving the air smelling of earth and electricity.
Jeeny stood and opened the balcony door, letting the breeze sweep through.
Jeeny: “Come on. Let’s go out. Just a walk. No calories, no noise — just the city breathing.”
Jack hesitated, then grabbed his hoodie.
Jack: “Fine. But I’m still waking up at five.”
Jeeny laughed.
Jeeny: “As long as you remember how it felt to stay up till one.”
Host: The camera would follow them to the balcony, where the skyline glittered like liquid stars. The city didn’t care who was disciplined or reckless — it embraced both. And as Jack and Jeeny stepped into the humid, living night, the balance between solitude and connection found its fragile, beautiful rhythm again.
For the first time in a long while, Jack didn’t feel alone — just alive.
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