I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a

I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a

22/09/2025
17/10/2025

I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'

I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a 'Let's go play football.'
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a
I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a

Host:
The evening fog hung low over the quiet park, blurring the edges of the world. The trees, bare and skeletal, stood like witnesses to forgotten warmth. A few street lamps flickered, their pale light trembling over the empty football field — a wide expanse of grass soaked in dew and silence.

The faint sound of distant traffic hummed beyond the trees, but here — in this pocket of stillness — the world felt older, heavier, as if it carried the weight of memories that never quite happened.

Jack sat on a splintered wooden bench, a half-empty flask in his hand, the vapor from his breath rising in slow, ghostly curls. Jeeny stood a few feet away, her coat drawn tight, eyes fixed on the abandoned goalposts — rusted, leaning, forgotten like a child’s promise left out in the rain.

Between them, the quote hung like a wound neither of them wanted to touch:

“I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a ‘Let’s go play football.’” — Peter Mullan

Jeeny:
(softly) “It’s a quiet kind of tragedy, isn’t it? That line. No violence. No shouting. Just absence — like someone turned down the volume on affection for a whole generation.”

Jack:
(grimly) “Yeah. Men raised by men who thought gentleness was weakness. They built houses, not homes. Worked jobs, not lives. They provided everything but warmth.”

Jeeny:
(sitting beside him) “Because they were never shown how. You can’t give what you’ve never received. It’s not cruelty — it’s inheritance.”

Jack:
(looking down) “Inheritance of silence. Of distance. My old man used to stand in the doorway when I left for school. Didn’t say a word, didn’t wave. Just nodded. Every day. Same nod. I used to think it meant love.”

Jeeny:
(quietly) “Maybe it did. Some people only know how to love in gestures they were taught — and those gestures get smaller each generation.”

Jack:
(bitterly) “Then what’s the point of it all? We spend our whole lives unlearning what they couldn’t say.”

Jeeny:
(gently) “Maybe that is the point, Jack. To unlearn. To break the pattern.”

Host:
A gust of wind swept through the field, bending the thin branches, scattering a few fallen leaves across the empty ground. Somewhere nearby, a streetlight buzzed, then steadied — the world refusing, stubbornly, to go dark.

The air between them thickened — not with anger, but with that heavy tenderness that only comes from shared ache.

Jack:
(softly) “It’s strange. You grow up thinking your father’s silence makes him strong. Then you hit his age and realize it just made him lonely.”

Jeeny:
(nods) “Lonely — and trapped. Men were taught to build armor out of restraint. To be stoic, stable, stone. But every stone eventually cracks from the inside.”

Jack:
(sighs) “And when it does, no one’s there to hold what spills out. Because we all learned to keep our hands in our pockets instead of reaching out.”

Jeeny:
(quietly) “You know what’s ironic? That quote isn’t just about fathers — it’s about sons too. About generations of men who confused discipline with distance. And now they’re grown, wondering why they can’t say ‘I love you’ without flinching.”

Jack:
(looking out at the field) “You think they knew? That they were passing down emptiness?”

Jeeny:
(softly) “I think they thought they were protecting us. Teaching us strength. They just didn’t realize how much tenderness the soul needs to stay alive.”

Host:
The mist thickened, curling low around their feet, like the breath of something ancient — unspoken grief made visible. In the distance, the faint clang of metal echoed — a gate closing somewhere, a sound that felt like memory slamming shut.

Jack’s hand trembled slightly, and Jeeny noticed, her gaze softening.

Jeeny:
(quietly) “When was the last time you hugged your father?”

Jack:
(after a long pause) “At the funeral. And even then, I wasn’t sure who I was holding — him or my own regret.”

Jeeny:
(softly) “Regret’s heavy, isn’t it? Especially when it’s shaped like a man you never really knew.”

Jack:
(quietly) “Yeah. And it doesn’t fade. It just… changes color over time.”

Jeeny:
“Maybe it fades when you pass on something different. When you show warmth where they didn’t. That’s how cycles break, Jack — not with anger, but with tenderness they couldn’t manage.”

Jack:
(glancing at her) “You make it sound easy.”

Jeeny:
(smiling faintly) “It’s not. It’s the hardest thing we ever do — loving without a map.”

Host:
The lights of the city shimmered faintly in the fog, like stars half-remembered through childhood tears. The football field, wet and dark, seemed to stretch endlessly — an empty theater waiting for ghosts of fathers and sons to finally play that forgotten game.

Jack stood, brushing off the dew from his coat. He looked out over the field, eyes shadowed but searching.

Jack:
(softly) “You know what hurts? It’s not that he didn’t say it. It’s that I still keep waiting for him to.”

Jeeny:
(quietly) “Maybe he’s waiting too — on the other side of the silence.”

Jack:
(turning to her) “You really think he loved me?”

Jeeny:
(looking out at the field) “I think he did it the only way he knew how — by not leaving.”

Host:
The wind quieted, leaving only the hum of the lamps and the slow drip of water from the trees. It felt like the earth itself had leaned closer to listen.

Jeeny:
(softly) “You can’t rewrite his story, Jack. But you can change your ending. Be the hug you never got. Be the warmth you missed. That’s how absence becomes legacy.”

Jack:
(whispers) “And if I don’t know how?”

Jeeny:
“Then learn. Start small. With a smile. With a call. With forgiveness. It’s never too late to teach your hands how to hold again.”

Host:
Jack nodded slowly, his eyes wet but steady. He looked at Jeeny — the first genuine, unguarded look of the night — and something shifted behind his gaze, a weight lifting not fully, but enough.

The camera pulled back, showing the two of them standing there — two silhouettes against the fog, framed by the faint glow of the lamps and the empty, waiting field.

And as the scene dissolved into the gray dawn, the quote lingered — no longer a lament, but a quiet challenge:

“I know virtually no one of my age who can remember a hug, or a smile from their father, or a ‘Let’s go play football.’”

Because some generations built walls and called them love.
And now, it falls to their children — the inheritors of silence
to rebuild, not with stone,
but with arms open,
and smiles that finally reach the eyes.

Peter Mullan
Peter Mullan

Scottish - Actor Born: November 2, 1959

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