I liked St. Louis, when they were in the American League, because
I liked St. Louis, when they were in the American League, because that was going home. I had all my family and friends there.
Host: The evening lay over St. Louis like a warm blanket woven from memory. The Mississippi River shimmered, carrying the last light of the setting sun across the bridges that looked like iron ribs of a sleeping beast. In a small diner tucked off Cherokee Street, the air was thick with smoke, frying oil, and soft jazz from an old jukebox that hadn’t been touched in years.
Jack sat in a leather booth, sleeves rolled up, a beer bottle sweating between his fingers. Jeeny sat across from him, hands wrapped around a coffee cup, her eyes bright but quiet, watching the neon light flicker across his face.
Outside, the rain had just ended, and steam rose from the pavement like ghosts of the day leaving for somewhere else.
Jack: “You know, Jeeny, when Yogi Berra said that, it wasn’t about baseball. It was about belonging. The kind of thing you can’t explain, but you feel when you step off a train and the air smells like your childhood.”
Jeeny: “You sound almost… sentimental tonight.”
Jack: “Don’t push it.” (He smirks slightly, then takes a long drink.) “But I get what he meant. It’s not about the game or the league. It’s about going home—where you don’t have to pretend. Where people know who you were, not just who you’ve become.”
Host: A freight train howled in the distance, its horn echoing through the wet streets, like a memory calling back. Jeeny looked toward the window, her reflection mingling with the night lights.
Jeeny: “Funny thing, isn’t it? We spend our whole lives trying to leave home, chasing something bigger. But every success just makes us want to go back—to the place that forgave us before we ever needed forgiveness.”
Jack: “Maybe that’s because home doesn’t judge you. Or maybe it’s because it doesn’t remember you the way you want it to. It stays frozen—and you’re the one who’s changed.”
Jeeny: “No, Jack. Home remembers you exactly as you are. It’s not frozen—it’s alive, just in a different rhythm. You’ve just forgotten the melody.”
Host: The jukebox clicked, changing tracks. A crackling old tune by Nat King Cole drifted through the diner, filling the air with nostalgia and dust. The waitress, an older woman with a soft smile, refilled their cups, and the aroma of fresh coffee mingled with the rain smell sneaking through the door cracks.
Jack: “You think everyone needs to go home, huh? Even when there’s nothing left there?”
Jeeny: “There’s always something left. Maybe not people, maybe not places—but there’s always a trace. A sound, a corner, a tree that still knows your name. Going home isn’t about what’s there, it’s about what’s in you that wakes up when you see it again.”
Jack: “You sound like you grew up in a poem, not a city.”
Jeeny: (laughing softly) “And you sound like a man who’s afraid of what home might say to him.”
Host: The light from a passing car sliced through the window, painting their faces for a moment—his in shadows, hers in gold. Jack looked down, tracing the rim of his bottle with his thumb.
Jack: “You know, I used to come to this street when I was a kid. My old man would take me to Busch Stadium. We’d sit so high up you could almost see the river. The crowd, the cheering, the smell of peanuts and grass—it all felt like forever. Then he’d drive us home and say, ‘That’s what belonging feels like, kid.’ I didn’t get it then.”
Jeeny: “And now?”
Jack: “Now I do. Belonging isn’t about being accepted. It’s about remembering who you were before the world told you what to become.”
Host: A pause, long and tender, filled only by the hum of the fridge and the distant hiss of tires on wet pavement. The city outside breathed like a sleeping giant, slow and steady.
Jeeny: “That’s what Yogi was saying too. It wasn’t about baseball; it was about family. The American League wasn’t just where he played—it was where his people were. It’s where his memories still wore cleats and smelled like grass.”
Jack: “You really think a man like that—someone who’d seen the world, who’d been cheered by thousands—still missed one small city that much?”
Jeeny: “Of course. Because no matter how far you go, home is the only place that doesn’t ask you to earn your existence. You just arrive, and somehow it’s enough.”
Host: Jack’s expression softened, like a cloud breaking in the evening sky. His voice lowered, almost intimate.
Jack: “You know what’s strange? Every time I come back here, I feel this… ache. Like I’m walking through a photo I can’t quite touch. The people are different, the stores are new, but the air—it still has that same weight.”
Jeeny: “That’s the weight of belonging. It’s not always joyful. Sometimes it’s sorrow dressed as comfort.”
Jack: “You’re saying home is supposed to hurt?”
Jeeny: “A little. Because it reminds you of who you were when you still believed in forever.”
Host: A gust of wind pushed the door, making the bell chime above it. A couple of young guys walked in, laughing, wearing Cardinals caps. The sound pulled a faint smile from Jack, like an echo of an old cheer still trapped inside him.
Jack: “You know, when I was younger, I used to think leaving was freedom. Now I think maybe staying would’ve been the real courage.”
Jeeny: “Freedom and belonging aren’t opposites, Jack. They’re two halves of a heartbeat. One gets you away, the other brings you back.”
Host: The jukebox song ended, and the diner fell into soft silence—just the tick of the clock and the rain dripping from the awning outside. Jack finished his beer, and for a moment, neither spoke.
Then, quietly, like he was talking to the air, Jack said:
Jack: “You think if Yogi came back now, he’d still feel the same about this city?”
Jeeny: “I think he’d sit right here, drink his coffee, look out at the lights, and say—‘Yeah. It still feels like home.’ Because home isn’t what stays the same. It’s what waits for you to remember it.”
Host: The clock struck nine, and the diner lights dimmed, their edges glowing in the window’s reflection. The rain began again, softly, like a song restarting where it had once ended.
Jack and Jeeny sat there in comfortable silence, two souls anchored in a place that knew them, even when they’d forgotten themselves. Outside, the river moved slowly, carrying light, memory, and the echo of a man’s voice who once said that home wasn’t where you lived—it was where you belonged.
And in that moment, under the neon hum, both of them understood exactly what he meant.
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