I lived in a dictatorship in Brazil, and I was arrested three
I lived in a dictatorship in Brazil, and I was arrested three times. I felt in my flesh what it is to live under such a regime and experience deprivation of freedom.
Host: The room was dim, the only light coming from the old radio flickering on the table. Outside, the rain fell in thin, cold threads, whispering against the metal roof like a soft warning. The air was heavy — thick with the scent of tobacco, memory, and something unspoken. In the corner, a typewriter sat silent, a sheet of paper half-rolled into its teeth, waiting.
Host: Jack stood by the window, his silhouette outlined against the gray world beyond. His hands were in his pockets, his shoulders tense — the posture of a man used to control, now wrestling with powerlessness. Across the room, Jeeny sat on a wooden chair, a book in her lap, her eyes solemn but alive with quiet fire. Between them, lying open on the table beside the radio, was a torn page from an interview — the words of Paulo Coelho, still burning with truth decades later:
“I lived in a dictatorship in Brazil, and I was arrested three times. I felt in my flesh what it is to live under such a regime and experience deprivation of freedom.”
— Paulo Coelho
Host: The sentence seemed to vibrate in the still air — part confession, part warning.
Jack: “You can hear it in his words,” he said, his voice low. “Not anger — not even bitterness. Just… memory. As if pain has become a teacher.”
Jeeny: “Because it always does,” she said quietly. “When freedom’s taken, every breath becomes a lesson. Every silence, a story.”
Jack: “He says he ‘felt it in his flesh,’” Jack murmured. “That’s what makes it real. Most people think of oppression as political, abstract. But it’s physical. It lives in the body — in hunger, in fear, in waiting.”
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said. “Dictatorships don’t just imprison the mind. They colonize the body — how it moves, speaks, even how it hopes. Freedom isn’t an idea when you’ve lost it. It’s oxygen.”
Host: A rumble of thunder rolled in the distance, the sound heavy, reverberating — like history remembering itself.
Jack: “You think that’s why Coelho writes the way he does?” he asked. “Why his books feel… spiritual? He’s not just writing fiction — he’s translating survival.”
Jeeny: “Exactly,” she said. “His mysticism isn’t escapism. It’s reclamation. After you’ve seen what control can do to the soul, you learn that the only true revolution is inner freedom.”
Jack: “Inner freedom,” he echoed. “It sounds noble — but can it exist when outer freedom’s gone?”
Jeeny: “It has to,” she said firmly. “That’s what dictatorships never understand. You can lock a body, but you can’t fully imprison a conscience. Even silence can resist — when it refuses to forget.”
Host: The radio crackled faintly — static and then a distant broadcast in Portuguese, a voice reciting poetry from the old regime’s underground. The sound felt almost sacred.
Jack: “I’ve never lived under a dictatorship,” he said. “But sometimes I think we live in softer ones now — built not from fear, but distraction. Freedom traded for comfort.”
Jeeny: “That’s the modern prison,” she said. “Not cells, but screens. Not censors, but algorithms. Coelho’s kind of deprivation was visible — ours is voluntary.”
Jack: “So we build our own cages,” he said bitterly.
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said softly. “But the key is still the same — awareness. The courage to look at the bars and name them.”
Host: The rain hit harder now, the rhythm like a drumbeat of resistance against the roof. The two sat in its music for a moment, saying nothing.
Jack: “You know,” he said, “there’s something about the way he says ‘I felt it in my flesh.’ It’s like he’s reclaiming the body as witness. As evidence.”
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said. “Because dictatorships rewrite stories — but they can’t rewrite pain. The body remembers what history tries to erase.”
Jack: “That’s what truth is then,” he said slowly. “Not words, but scars.”
Jeeny: “Exactly,” she said. “Every survivor carries a history that the regime couldn’t burn. That’s why stories like his matter — they keep freedom’s pulse alive.”
Host: The wind moaned against the windowpanes. The flame of a single candle flickered, casting their faces in chiaroscuro — half light, half loss.
Jack: “You think that’s why he kept writing?” he asked. “Because silence, after such a life, would’ve been another kind of prison?”
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said. “Writing was his rebellion. His way of saying — ‘You took my freedom, but you won’t take my voice.’ That’s what art does. It rebuilds the human spirit brick by brick after oppression tears it down.”
Jack: “But how do you forgive it?” he asked, his voice cracking slightly. “How do you live after being treated as less than human?”
Jeeny: “You don’t forgive the cruelty,” she said. “You forgive yourself for surviving it. And then, somehow, you turn survival into meaning.”
Host: Outside, the storm began to calm — the rain easing into a gentle patter, like a sigh of exhausted mercy.
Jack: “You know,” he said, “we talk about freedom like it’s abstract — political, national. But what Coelho’s talking about… it’s intimate. Personal. Flesh and bone.”
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said. “Because true freedom isn’t granted by governments. It’s lived — in every choice to love, to create, to remember, even when you’re told not to.”
Jack: “So the dictator controls your world — but not your wonder.”
Jeeny: “Exactly,” she said. “And that’s why he survived. Because faith — not in religion, but in life itself — was his final act of defiance.”
Host: The camera slowly pulled back — the two of them sitting in the dim room, surrounded by silence, by history, by the faint hum of freedom trying to be remembered. The candle’s light wavered, but did not die.
Host: On the table, Paulo Coelho’s words gleamed faintly on the page, soft yet unyielding — like hope that refuses to vanish:
“I lived in a dictatorship in Brazil, and I was arrested three times. I felt in my flesh what it is to live under such a regime and experience deprivation of freedom.”
Host: And as the storm outside faded into stillness, the truth remained —
Host: Because freedom is not the absence of chains — it’s the refusal to become what they make of you. Even in the darkest regimes, the soul that remembers its dignity is the last revolution they cannot crush.
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