I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and

I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and

22/09/2025
20/10/2025

I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.

I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and
I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and

Host: The night had the stillness of a snow globequiet, self-contained, suspended in its own gentle nostalgia. A soft snowfall drifted down over the Maryland woods, the kind that seems to muffle time itself. Through the window of an old farmhouse, candles flickered against the frosted glass, and the faint sound of a church bell — distant, ancient — rippled through the air.

Host: Inside, a fire crackled, painting the walls with amber light. Jeeny sat near it, her knees drawn close, a wool blanket wrapped around her shoulders. Jack leaned against the doorframe, his coat still damp from the cold, his eyes distant, caught somewhere between memory and fatigue.

Jeeny: “Maggie Rogers once said, ‘I remember going to church at home on Christmas in 2016, and people wanted to take my photo. When I'm home in Maryland, I don't leave the house. That's a weird feeling.’

Jack: “Weird feeling?” He gave a small, rueful laugh. “I’d call it the curse of being seen. Everyone wants a piece of you — even in the places where you used to be invisible.”

Host: The fire popped, a small spark leaping upward before fading into the dark chimney. Jeeny’s eyes softened, her voice quiet, but threaded with understanding.

Jeeny: “Maybe that’s what she meant by ‘weird’ — that strange collision between who you were and who you’ve become. Imagine walking into the same church pew where you used to pray quietly, and now people whisper your name like it’s a headline.”

Jack: “Yeah. That’s the trade, isn’t it? You chase meaning, create something honest, and suddenly it’s not yours anymore. It belongs to everyone else — their interpretations, their expectations.”

Jeeny: “But isn’t that part of being an artist — or even just a person who’s brave enough to be seen? You can’t control how the world receives you. All you can do is remain yourself underneath it all.”

Jack: “You make it sound noble. But fame isn’t noble, Jeeny. It’s exposure. It’s being photographed when you just want to be human. Maggie wasn’t in that church to perform — she was there to remember she’s still herself. And even that became a spectacle.”

Host: The wind outside shifted, whistling through the trees like an old melody. The flames danced higher, flickering across Jack’s face, illuminating the tired defiance in his eyes.

Jeeny: “Maybe it’s not about fame at all, Jack. Maybe it’s about home — that fragile idea that there’s somewhere in the world where you can just be, without explanation. And when that place changes — when even your own hometown starts treating you like a visitor — that’s when the loneliness sets in.”

Jack: “Home changing… or you changing?”

Jeeny: “Both. You grow, and the world grows around you, but never quite in the same direction. You come back expecting familiarity, and instead, you find recognition — which isn’t the same thing.”

Host: The firewood cracked, the sound sharp, like a reminder of how fragile comfort can be. Jack turned, pacing slowly, his boots creaking against the old floorboards.

Jack: “You know what’s strange? Everyone says they want to be known. But once they are, they start hiding. I’ve met people who would rather live behind closed curtains than deal with the weight of their own name.”

Jeeny: “Because being known isn’t the same as being understood, Jack. People see the story, not the soul. They love the reflection, but not the person standing behind it.”

Jack: “So what’s the solution? Disappear? Stop going to the places that made you?”

Jeeny: “No. You go — even if it hurts. Because going back is a kind of truth test. It shows you what part of yourself still belongs to the world and what part you’ve managed to keep sacred.”

Host: The snow outside thickened, blanketing the landscape in silence. For a moment, the two said nothing. The room hummed with that kind of quiet that doesn’t ask for filling — the quiet of mutual recognition.

Jack: “You know, I used to think fame was about freedom. No limits, no obscurity. But now I wonder if the most free people are the ones who can still walk into a room and not be noticed.”

Jeeny: “You mean the kind of freedom that comes from anonymity — from being able to just exist, unobserved.”

Jack: “Exactly. The moment people start watching you, you start performing, whether you mean to or not. Even silence becomes a statement.”

Jeeny: “Then maybe the challenge isn’t to disappear, Jack. It’s to stay visible and still be real. To be seen, but not consumed.”

Host: Her words lingered like smoke in the air — soft but unrelenting. Jack stopped pacing, turned toward the window, and watched as the snow continued to fall, each flake catching the faint light like a memory trying to stay alive.

Jack: “Do you think she goes to church anymore? Maggie?”

Jeeny: “I hope she does. Not to be seen — but to remember. Because even when the world takes your privacy, you can still keep your peace. That’s what faith is, isn’t it? The quiet act of showing up, even when the world is watching.”

Jack: “Faith…” He said the word slowly, like a question. “You make it sound like an act of resistance.”

Jeeny: “It is. To keep showing up — to keep loving, creating, believing — even when it’s uncomfortable. That’s resistance at its gentlest form.”

Host: The fire dimmed, its light lowering into a steady glow. The room felt smaller now — intimate, safe. Jack took a slow breath, his voice softer, stripped of irony.

Jack: “You ever miss being invisible, Jeeny?”

Jeeny: “Sometimes. But then I remember — invisibility keeps you safe, but it also keeps you unseen. And I’d rather be seen and misunderstood than never known at all.”

Host: Outside, the church bells rang again — this time closer, their echo spilling through the trees like a reminder of something sacred still waiting to be found.

Jeeny: “You can’t hide forever, Jack. None of us can. The trick is to find a way to be yourself, even when they’re looking.”

Jack: “Maybe that’s the hardest kind of peace — to walk back into the world that no longer feels like home, and make it one again.”

Host: Jeeny smiled — small, wistful, but sure.

Jeeny: “That’s what Christmas is, Jack. The courage to come home — even when everything feels different.”

Host: The camera would have pulled back now — the two of them framed by the firelight, the snow beyond the glass falling endlessly, softly, like time itself forgiving the world.

And as the scene faded, the voice of a choir could almost be heard — distant, imperfect, human — carrying through the night like the echo of a memory:

We are all just trying to go home again,
to a place where being seen doesn’t cost our peace.

Maggie Rogers
Maggie Rogers

American - Musician Born: April 25, 1994

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