I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning

I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning

22/09/2025
17/10/2025

I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.

I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning
I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning

Host:
The hotel lobby was a cathedral of glass and silence — high ceilings echoing faint jazz, marble floors glinting beneath soft chandeliers. Outside, the city pulsed with Friday night — laughter, engines, rain reflecting neon like liquid stars.

Jack sat slouched on a velvet sofa, flipping through a glossy fashion magazine that someone had left behind. His grey eyes scanned the pages of perfect faces, flawless bodies, and smiles airbrushed into serenity. Across from him, Jeeny sat cross-legged, her laptop glowing softly in her lap.

She looked up suddenly, breaking the hum of quiet luxury.

Jeeny:
(reading from the screen, voice calm but reflective)

“I think I've done every crazy diet there was in the beginning, but it's weird: I'm thinner now than I was when I was modeling. I don't obsess about it.”
Molly Sims

Host:
The words floated between them, light and self-assured, but carrying a shadow — the faint aftertaste of struggle behind the polished composure.

Jack closed the magazine, letting it fall with a soft thud.

Jack:
“Funny, isn’t it? The more we stop chasing control, the more it comes to us. Like life’s cruelest joke.”

Jeeny:
“Or its quietest truth. Maybe peace weighs less than obsession.”

Host:
Her voice lingered — gentle, but edged with thought. A waiter passed by, carrying espresso and sugar cubes, the clink of porcelain marking time.

Jack:
“I don’t buy it. Nobody just stops obsessing. They just get better at hiding it. She says she doesn’t think about it anymore — but I guarantee you, every ‘thin’ person in this city thinks about it every damn day.”

Jeeny:
“Maybe she stopped fearing it. There’s a difference. Obsession is fear wearing ambition’s mask.”

Jack:
(skeptical)
“Or discipline. Maybe she finally learned self-control.”

Jeeny:
“No, Jack. Control doesn’t bring peace — surrender does. It’s like she’s saying, ‘When I stopped fighting my body, it stopped fighting back.’”

Host:
The rain outside thickened, running down the glass in winding rivulets, like tears tracing invisible stories.

Jack:
“Yeah, surrender. That’s easy to say when you’ve already won the genetic lottery. Models talking about inner peace are like millionaires preaching minimalism.”

Jeeny:
(smiling faintly)
“Maybe. But even millionaires can drown in their own abundance. Peace isn’t guaranteed by privilege — it’s learned in exhaustion.”

Jack:
“You think she’s enlightened because she stopped caring about weight?”

Jeeny:
“No. I think she’s free because she stopped equating it with worth.”

Host:
A hush settled between them — not silence, but something more deliberate, like both were listening inward. The jazz in the background shifted to a slower tune, melancholy and warm.

Jack:
“You ever notice how every so-called ‘wellness’ story starts with pain? First they torture themselves — then they call it transformation.”

Jeeny:
“That’s because the body is where we test our philosophies. We turn flesh into proof of belief. Diets, fasting, fitness — they’re all metaphors for control, for identity.”

Jack:
(grinning)
“Or vanity.”

Jeeny:
“And what’s vanity but the fear of being unseen?”

Host:
He paused, his smirk faltering, his eyes lowering slightly — the words hitting somewhere deeper than he expected.

Jack:
“You think everyone who diets is afraid of invisibility?”

Jeeny:
“Not everyone. Just everyone who’s ever felt ignored. The mirror becomes a conversation — between who we are, and who we wish the world would notice.”

Host:
The sound of rain deepened, blending with the low hum of the lobby. A couple nearby whispered over champagne. A bellhop wheeled a cart across the marble floor.

Jack:
“So you’re saying all this obsession — all these diets, all this control — it’s just people begging to be seen?”

Jeeny:
“To be loved. To be enough. Even Molly Sims. Especially Molly Sims.”

Jack:
“And what happens when they get there?”

Jeeny:
“Then they realize it was never about the body. It was about peace — the kind you can’t buy, and you can’t starve for.”

Host:
Her voice softened, a quiet ache beneath the calm.

Jack:
“You sound like you’ve lived that.”

Jeeny:
(smiling sadly)
“I think we all have. Every time we punish ourselves for not being perfect — every time we measure joy in pounds.”

Host:
He watched her for a moment — the reflection of the chandelier flickering in her eyes like twin stars trembling on water.

Jack:
“I used to date someone who lived on lettuce and guilt. She’d stare at a muffin like it was a test of morality. It broke something in me — watching her fight herself like that.”

Jeeny:
(softly)
“Because you couldn’t save her from herself.”

Jack:
“Because I realized no one can. You can’t love someone into peace. They have to make the truce themselves.”

Host:
Her hand tightened briefly around her cup — not in sadness, but in recognition.

Jeeny:
“That’s what this quote is about. A truce. Between the self that strives and the self that simply is.

Jack:
(sighing)
“Funny thing — she says she’s thinner now that she stopped obsessing. You’d think surrender makes you soft. But maybe it makes you lighter in ways scales can’t measure.”

Jeeny:
“That’s the paradox of peace. The less you clutch, the more you keep.”

Host:
A quiet stillness filled the space between them. The rain outside slowed, softening to a whisper. Jack leaned back, running a hand through his hair, the faintest trace of a smile ghosting across his face.

Jack:
“You ever stop obsessing, Jeeny?”

Jeeny:
(looking out the window)
“Some days I almost do. And those are the days I feel beautiful.”

Host:
Her words seemed to ripple through the air, gentle and complete.

A waiter passed by, refilling their cups. Steam rose from Jeeny’s tea, curling upward like something alive, fragile, and fleeting — the visual echo of peace itself.

Jack:
“So maybe Molly Sims didn’t just lose weight. Maybe she lost the war.”

Jeeny:
“And that’s how she won.”

Host:
Outside, the rain stopped. The lights of the city sharpened again, clearer now, reflecting off the wet pavement like a constellation newly born.

Inside, their voices fell to whispers — not from fatigue, but reverence.

The magazine lay forgotten on the table, pages open to the glossy perfection of a face that would never age. But between them sat something better — the soft, flawed, tender truth that no camera could capture:

That freedom isn’t found in control.
It’s found in letting go
until even the mirror sighs in relief,
and finally, finally, smiles back.

Molly Sims
Molly Sims

American - Model Born: May 25, 1973

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