I used to doubt my ability and what I was capable of, and then I
I used to doubt my ability and what I was capable of, and then I changed my mindset. It made me a better person, a better advocate, and opened doors for me to help instigate real change.
Host: The morning began in soft gold, the city barely awake. Mist clung to the streets, curling around the lamp posts and the edges of old brick buildings. The air smelled faintly of coffee and rain, and somewhere in the distance, a train hummed through the fog like a heartbeat in steel.
Inside a small community gym, lights flickered to life — pale, fluorescent, indifferent. Posters hung on the walls, faces of athletes, activists, and fighters — people who had turned their pain into motion. Among them, a photograph of Dylan Alcott, smiling with that particular light only found in those who’ve known both defeat and triumph.
Jack sat on the edge of a worn bench, his hands wrapped around a bottle of water, eyes distant. Jeeny stood a few meters away, adjusting the straps of her wheelchair, her arms strong and graceful. The faint echo of their breathing mingled with the slow hum of machines around them.
Host: The gym was empty, yet the air buzzed with something alive — the residue of effort, of people testing the borders of what they thought was possible.
Jeeny: “You ever hear what Dylan Alcott said? ‘I used to doubt my ability and what I was capable of, and then I changed my mindset. It made me a better person, a better advocate, and opened doors for me to help instigate real change.’”
Jack: He smirked slightly. “Yeah. Sounds like one of those motivational posters they hang in offices. Change your mindset, change your life. Easy to say. Harder to live.”
Jeeny: “You always dismiss things that sound hopeful.”
Jack: “Because hope’s like sugar, Jeeny — it gives you a rush, then leaves you empty.”
Jeeny: “Not if it’s built on truth. Alcott wasn’t selling optimism. He was talking about agency. About taking the hand you’re dealt and reshaping it.”
Host: Jack leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, his voice low and edged with exhaustion.
Jack: “Agency’s a luxury. Some people can’t just change their mindset and walk through new doors. Some doors are welded shut.”
Jeeny: “Maybe. But some are unlocked, and people never try the handle.”
Host: She said it quietly, but her tone carried a kind of steel that made Jack look up. The sunlight filtered through the windows, streaking across the floor like stripes of gold.
Jack: “You think it’s all in your head, then? Success? Resilience?”
Jeeny: “Not all. But most beginnings are. You know, when Alcott started, people saw his wheelchair before they saw him. They underestimated him, doubted him — and he doubted himself. But he changed the way he looked at the mirror, not the world. The world followed.”
Jack: “That sounds poetic. But not everyone can just switch their brain like that.”
Jeeny: “He didn’t switch it. He fought it. Every day. That’s what change really is — not a moment, but a fight you keep choosing.”
Host: The room filled with the faint creak of weights, the click of metal, the sound of a treadmill starting somewhere in the distance. Jeeny wheeled closer, her hands steady, her eyes locked on him.
Jeeny: “What’s holding you back, Jack?”
Jack: “Reality.”
Jeeny: “No. Fear.”
Host: The silence that followed was sharp. Jack looked away, his jaw tightening, his hands tightening around the bottle.
Jack: “You think fear just disappears because you call it out? I’ve failed before, Jeeny. Big. Lost everything. And every time I tried again, the universe reminded me I wasn’t built for winning.”
Jeeny: “Maybe the universe was testing if you were built for rising.”
Jack: He scoffed softly. “You really believe in all that?”
Jeeny: “I have to. Otherwise, what’s the point of any of this?” She gestured to the gym, the world beyond. “Look around — every machine here exists because someone refused to accept their limits. Every weight lifted started as something too heavy.”
Host: The light grew stronger, reflecting off the mirrors lining the walls. For a moment, Jack’s reflection stared back at him — tired, yes, but not defeated.
Jack: “So you’re saying I should just… what? Pretend I’m stronger than I am?”
Jeeny: “No. Accept that you’re stronger than you think.”
Host: The words landed with quiet gravity. Jeeny’s voice softened, becoming almost like a memory.
Jeeny: “When I was a kid, doctors told me I’d never play sports. Said I should focus on academics, that I’d never have the coordination. I believed them for years — until one day, I stopped. The first time I picked up a tennis racket, it wasn’t talent that changed my life. It was permission — the permission I gave myself to try.”
Jack: “And what if you’d failed?”
Jeeny: “Then I’d have learned. Failing isn’t what kills you. Stopping does.”
Host: Jack’s eyes softened. The air seemed to slow. Even the machines hummed quieter, as if listening.
Jack: “You talk like mindset is everything. But what about people who don’t have the strength to change it? The ones stuck — in jobs, in pain, in cycles they didn’t choose?”
Jeeny: “Then they need someone to believe for them until they can. That’s why Alcott became an advocate. Once he stopped doubting himself, he started lifting others. Confidence isn’t selfish, Jack — it’s contagious.”
Host: Jeeny’s voice carried warmth now, almost radiant. The light hit her face just right, turning her eyes into deep, burning embers of conviction.
Jack: “Maybe I envy that.”
Jeeny: “You don’t need to. It’s already in you.”
Jack: “You don’t know that.”
Jeeny: “I’ve seen it. You show up here every morning, even when you hate it. That’s belief — just disguised as routine.”
Host: Jack laughed softly, the first real laugh of the morning — low, rough, genuine. He looked around, at the machines, the sunlight, the quiet echo of persistence in every corner.
Jack: “You really think mindset can open doors?”
Jeeny: “No. But it gives you the courage to knock.”
Host: Outside, the fog began to lift. Through the high windows, the city revealed itself — bright, noisy, alive. The streets were waking up, and the world moved as if it had remembered its purpose.
Jack: “Maybe I’ve been waiting for someone else to hand me the key.”
Jeeny: “You don’t need a key, Jack. The door was never locked.”
Host: The clock on the wall ticked forward. A faint beam of light cut across Jack’s face, warm, almost forgiving. He stood, stretching, a quiet resolve replacing the usual weight in his stance.
Jack: “Alright, coach. Suppose I start believing again. What’s the first step?”
Jeeny: Smiling “Don’t start big. Start honest. Believe you deserve better — and then act like it.”
Host: The music from a nearby speaker began to play — something soft, something that sounded like motion itself. The air was different now, charged with quiet momentum.
Jack picked up a barbell, his hands steady. He lifted — slow, deliberate, the strain real but not unbearable.
Jeeny watched, a faint smile playing at the corner of her lips.
Jeeny: “See? Change always starts with weight.”
Jack: “And pain.”
Jeeny: “And choice.”
Host: The sunlight finally broke fully into the room, filling it with warmth. The fog outside vanished completely.
Two people, two mirrors of resilience, stood amid the hum of machines and the echo of new beginnings.
And in that moment — between the lift, the breath, the light — something shifted. Not in the world, but within them.
A quiet, stubborn kind of freedom — the kind that begins when doubt finally falls silent, and belief takes its first breath.
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