I want history to remember me... not as the first black woman to
I want history to remember me... not as the first black woman to have made a bid for the presidency of the United States, but as a black woman who lived in the 20th century and who dared to be herself. I want to be remembered as a catalyst for change in America.
Host: The night was thick with the hum of a city that refused to sleep. Neon lights pulsed against the glass of an old diner, their reflection trembling across the puddles that lined the street. Inside, a faint smell of coffee and burnt toast hung in the air.
Jack sat near the window, his coat still damp from the rain, hands wrapped around a chipped mug. Across from him sat Jeeny, her hair tied loosely, a newspaper folded beside her plate. Her eyes were alive with the glow of something she had just read.
She looked up, her voice low but steady.
Jeeny: “Shirley Chisholm once said — ‘I want history to remember me... not as the first black woman to have made a bid for the presidency of the United States, but as a black woman who lived in the 20th century and who dared to be herself. I want to be remembered as a catalyst for change in America.’”
Host: The words hung in the air like the echo of a bell, clear, bold, unapologetic. Jack’s brows furrowed, his eyes reflecting the faint neon flicker.
Jack: “Dared to be herself, huh? People always talk about daring to be themselves, like it’s a choice you can just wake up and make. In her time, being herself was a risk — sure. But it didn’t change the system overnight.”
Jeeny: “It wasn’t meant to. Change never happens overnight, Jack. But she was the spark. She showed people what was possible.”
Jack: “And what did that get her? Headlines for a few days? Speeches and applause — then history moves on. The system stays the same.”
Jeeny: “You sound like you’ve forgotten what courage looks like.”
Host: The diner hummed softly — a distant jukebox murmured a tune from the seventies, something half-hopeful, half-lonely. The waitress refilled their cups, her expression blank, her movements slow.
Jeeny: “You know, when Chisholm ran in 1972, the Congress was nearly all white and all male. They laughed at her, ignored her, even her own party turned their backs. But she still stood there — not because she thought she’d win, but because she wanted to show that she could.”
Jack: “So what? She lost. Symbolism doesn’t feed people, Jeeny. It doesn’t change the bills, it doesn’t end the wars, it doesn’t fix the streets.”
Jeeny: “You’re missing the point. The symbol is what feeds people. It feeds their spirit. It tells them they’re seen, that they exist, that they matter.”
Jack: “You think representation is enough? That’s the problem — everyone’s too busy celebrating being ‘seen’ to actually change anything.”
Jeeny: “And without being seen, how would they ever begin to change anything at all?”
Host: Jeeny’s voice rose, soft but sharp. Her fingers tightened around her cup, and her reflection in the window looked like a shadow of a woman from another time — strong, unyielding.
Jack leaned forward, his tone quieter now, though the skepticism still lingered like smoke.
Jack: “You talk about her like she was a saint. But she was a politician, Jeeny. And politicians — they all play the same game. They talk about change, but the world doesn’t bend that easily.”
Jeeny: “She wasn’t just a politician, Jack. She was a teacher. She was the first black woman ever elected to Congress. She fought for education, for women, for workers, for the poor. She refused to be silent. That’s not a game — that’s grit.”
Jack: “And yet here we are, fifty years later, still talking about the same fights. You think she’d be proud of what’s changed?”
Jeeny: “Yes,” she said softly. “Because we’re still talking about it. Because she started something that didn’t die with her.”
Host: A pause settled between them. Outside, a bus hissed to a stop, its lights flashing against the window. The rain had turned to a faint mist, and a few pedestrians hurried past, hunched in their coats.
Jack took a slow sip, then set his cup down with a small thud.
Jack: “You ever wonder if it’s worth it? To fight for something you’ll never live to see?”
Jeeny: “All the time. But that’s what makes it real. If you’re only fighting for what you can personally benefit from, then it’s not change, it’s ambition.”
Jack: “You really believe one person can start a revolution?”
Jeeny: “Absolutely. Because revolutions don’t start with crowds — they start with a single voice refusing to be quiet.”
Jack: “Even when that voice is drowned out?”
Jeeny: “Especially then.”
Host: The light from a passing car sliced through the window, illuminating Jeeny’s face for a moment — her eyes fierce, her expression almost defiant.
Jack’s gaze softened. Beneath his skepticism, something in him stirred — a memory maybe, of his mother standing in front of a union meeting, shouting until her voice broke, demanding equal pay.
Jack: “You remind me of her — of the women who never stopped talking, even when no one was listening.”
Jeeny: “Maybe that’s the only way to be remembered — not for what you achieve, but for what you refuse to let the world ignore.”
Jack: “And you think that’s what Chisholm meant? To be a catalyst — just to start something, even if you don’t get to finish it?”
Jeeny: “Yes. Because the spark isn’t meant to complete the fire. It’s meant to ignite it.”
Host: The rain started again — gentle now, almost musical against the roof. The diner had emptied, and the city outside had quieted into that strange, suspended hour before dawn.
Jack: “It’s strange. I used to think people like her were just making noise — shouting into the void. But maybe... maybe that’s how all change sounds at first.”
Jeeny: “Loud. Inconvenient. Uncomfortable.”
Jack: “And necessary.”
Jeeny: smiling faintly “Exactly.”
Host: The clock above the counter ticked past three a.m. The waitress had stopped pretending to clean. She leaned on the counter, listening quietly now — her eyes distant, as though the words had found a home somewhere inside her.
Jeeny: “You know what I think, Jack? We remember people like Chisholm not because of what they did, but because of what they made us want to do.”
Jack: “To be braver?”
Jeeny: “To be ourselves — even when it’s dangerous.”
Jack: “That’s a hell of a legacy.”
Jeeny: “The best kind.”
Host: Outside, the rain had stopped, leaving the streets washed clean and glittering under the streetlights. The first hint of morning began to bleed across the sky, a thin streak of silver and rose.
Jack leaned back, his eyes soft, a faint smile touching his lips.
Jack: “You know, Jeeny… maybe history won’t remember her just for being first. Maybe it’ll remember her for making it impossible to be the last.”
Jeeny: “Now that,” she said quietly, “is change.”
Host: The light grew brighter, filling the diner with a new warmth. The world beyond the window began to stir, breathing again.
And there, in that small, quiet corner of the city, two souls sat in the afterglow of a conversation that had outlasted the night — a conversation about courage, identity, and the unending fight to simply be.
Because in the end, as the sun rose over the rain-washed streets, the truth was clear:
To dare to be yourself — in a world determined to define you — is the most revolutionary act of all.
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