I'm just trying to grow. That's one thing I told myself is
I'm just trying to grow. That's one thing I told myself is, 'Don't worry about who people say is the best player.'
Host: The stadium was empty now.
Just the low buzz of a flickering scoreboard, the smell of rubber, sweat, and dust lingering in the air. The court floor still gleamed faintly under the half-lit arena lights, a mirror to the silence that followed every great game — the silence that was louder than applause.
Jack sat on the bleachers, his elbows on his knees, a basketball spinning lazily between his hands. His shirt clung to his back, his jaw tight, his eyes fixed on nothing.
Jeeny stood by the court line, her shoes squeaking softly as she shifted her weight, her hair pulled back, her expression thoughtful. The echo of a quote from an interview still floated through the space — Kevin Durant’s voice on the radio hours ago:
“I’m just trying to grow. That’s one thing I told myself is, ‘Don’t worry about who people say is the best player.’”
Jeeny: “That line’s been stuck in your head, hasn’t it?”
Jack: “Maybe.”
Jeeny: “Because you think he’s lying?”
Jack: smirking faintly “No. Because I don’t think I could ever mean it.”
Host: His voice came low, steady — the voice of a man too aware of his own hunger. The sound of a loose net swaying in the wind above them filled the silence like a heartbeat.
Jeeny: “So what’s wrong with wanting to be the best?”
Jack: “Nothing. Until it starts owning you.”
Host: He stood, the basketball dropping from his hand, bouncing once — sharp, echoing — before rolling to a stop near the sideline.
Jack: “When I was a kid, I’d stay up watching the greats. Jordan, Kobe, Durant. I thought if I could just be like them, I’d finally matter. But no one tells you that chasing someone else’s shadow just leaves you cold.”
Jeeny: “Maybe it’s not the chasing that’s wrong. Maybe it’s who you’re chasing.”
Jack: “Who else is there to chase? The world keeps score. If you’re not the best, you’re forgotten.”
Jeeny: “That’s what the world says. But that quote — Durant wasn’t talking about being the best in the world. He was talking about being the best version of himself.”
Host: The lights dimmed, casting their shadows long and uneven across the floor — two figures caught between who they were and who they still wanted to be.
Jack: “That’s easy for him to say. He’s already made it.”
Jeeny: “That’s what everyone says about the people who finally stop running.”
Host: She walked forward, her footsteps soft, her voice steady, like she was speaking directly to the bruised part of his pride.
Jeeny: “Do you know why that line hit you? Because you don’t know what growing feels like without winning.”
Jack: “You think growth doesn’t need victory?”
Jeeny: “Not the kind that lasts.”
Host: The air shifted. Somewhere, a light hum came from the old speaker system — static and ghosts of old cheers. The arena felt haunted by the memory of games gone by.
Jack: “When I was fifteen, I lost a championship game. I didn’t sleep for two days. My coach told me, ‘You either learn from this or you carry it.’ I carried it. Still do.”
Jeeny: “And that’s why you can’t grow. You think failure’s a bruise instead of a teacher.”
Jack: “You sound like a motivational poster.”
Jeeny: “And you sound like someone afraid to admit they’re still learning.”
Host: He turned to face her — the look in his eyes sharp, but not cruel. Beneath it was a kind of vulnerability he rarely showed, the kind that made silence louder than shouting.
Jack: “Learning’s fine when you’re young. But at some point, people stop clapping for effort.”
Jeeny: “Then stop playing for the crowd.”
Host: Her words landed — not loud, but final. The kind that hung in the air like a truth too heavy to move past.
Jack: “You think Durant meant that — really meant it?”
Jeeny: “I think he meant that if you keep measuring your worth by someone else’s applause, you’ll never hear your own growth.”
Jack: “And what if my own growth isn’t enough?”
Jeeny: “Then maybe you haven’t looked at it closely enough.”
Host: The lights flickered overhead, and for a second, the court floor shimmered, like water catching sunlight. Jeeny bent, picked up the ball, and rolled it gently back to him.
Jeeny: “You ever notice that the greatest players — the real legends — weren’t the ones obsessed with being the best? They were the ones obsessed with getting better.”
Jack: “And where’s the line between those two?”
Jeeny: “Right where the ego begins.”
Host: Jack caught the ball, holding it in both hands — staring down at it like it held every mistake, every victory, every ghost of his ambition.
Jack: “You ever get tired of being wise?”
Jeeny: “All the time. But it’s better than being blind.”
Host: The scoreboard clicked suddenly — a glitch of old circuitry lighting up random numbers across the board. It looked like the universe mocking the idea of scores at all.
Jack: “You know something, Jeeny? I used to think life was about perfect form. About winning the game clean. But lately, I think it’s more about the mess — the missed shots, the bruises, the practice no one sees.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. Growth is quiet. It happens when no one’s watching.”
Host: She stepped closer, close enough that the hum of his breath seemed to sync with hers.
Jeeny: “Maybe growing isn’t about becoming the best player, Jack. Maybe it’s about remembering why you picked up the ball in the first place.”
Jack: “Because it made me feel alive.”
Jeeny: “Then stop letting perfection make you feel dead.”
Host: The arena went still, the lights steady again, the world paused in a moment of still clarity.
Jack bounced the ball once, twice — the sound echoing deep through the rafters, like a heartbeat reminding him of who he’d been before the noise.
Jack: “So I just keep playing?”
Jeeny: “You keep growing.”
Jack: “Even if no one notices?”
Jeeny: “Especially then.”
Host: The camera pulled back, revealing the two of them standing small beneath the vast, empty seats — two souls in the cathedral of ambition, learning that silence could be holy too.
The ball rolled to a stop between them, and the only sound left was the hum of the lights, the breath of the court, and the faint echo of a truth older than any game:
That growth isn’t a competition — it’s a conversation with who you were yesterday.
And as Jack looked up, the scoreboard went dark, leaving the court bathed only in the glow of the lights above — imperfect, flickering, and human.
Just like growth. Just like him.
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