I'm not a practice religion freak. I didn't grow up in a
I'm not a practice religion freak. I didn't grow up in a religious family, but I have a faith.
Host: The sun was sinking over the ocean, its light spilling across the worn wooden deck of a seaside café. The air smelled of salt, coffee, and memory. Waves rolled lazily against the shore, as if the world itself were sighing in slow motion. A few fishermen lingered by the docks, their voices distant, fading into the rhythm of the tide.
Host: Jack sat at a corner table, a cigarette resting between his fingers, the smoke curling like a question mark that never got answered. His grey eyes followed the horizon — the edge where sky met water, where certainty vanished. Across from him, Jeeny stirred her coffee, the steam rising around her like a soft veil. She wore a white linen shirt, the wind teasing loose strands of her hair.
Host: Between them sat a silence — not cold, not distant — but the kind of silence that waits for truth to be spoken.
Jeeny: “Robin Wright once said, ‘I’m not a practicing religious freak. I didn’t grow up in a religious family, but I have a faith.’”
Jack: (exhales smoke slowly) “Faith without religion. That’s the new fashion, isn’t it? Everyone wants to believe in something — just not something that tells them what to do.”
Jeeny: (smiling faintly) “Maybe it’s not fashion, Jack. Maybe it’s evolution. People are tired of walls, tired of labels. Faith doesn’t need a building or a book. Sometimes it’s just the quiet feeling that things will make sense — even when they don’t.”
Jack: “Or maybe it’s just comfort dressed up as conviction. You know — when people don’t want to commit, they call it spirituality instead.”
Jeeny: “You sound like someone who’s been hurt by the idea of God.”
Jack: (shrugs) “Maybe by the people who spoke for Him.”
Host: The wind shifted, scattering napkins from an empty table nearby. The sea gulls cried overhead — sharp, short sounds that broke the calm like questions no one wanted to answer.
Jeeny: “You don’t believe in anything?”
Jack: “I believe in what I can see. Effort, cause, effect. The rest is storytelling — beautiful, maybe, but still stories.”
Jeeny: “And yet, you smoke like a man praying for peace.”
Host: Jack paused, his hand frozen midway to his lips. A faint smile flickered — bitter, reluctant.
Jack: “Touché. But that’s not faith, Jeeny. That’s habit.”
Jeeny: “No, that’s ritual. The two aren’t so different.”
Jack: “So now my vices are sacred?”
Jeeny: “Only if they remind you you’re human.”
Host: The sunlight hit the water just right, scattering into golden shards that danced over their faces. The moment felt too tender to argue, but too honest not to.
Jack: “You know, my father used to say, ‘If you want faith, look at the people who need it most.’ He meant the broken ones — the desperate, the lost. He said belief was a kind of anesthesia.”
Jeeny: “And he was wrong. Faith isn’t anesthesia — it’s the painkiller that doesn’t numb you, it teaches you to live with the ache.”
Jack: “That’s poetic, Jeeny. But faith also starts wars, splits families, kills reason.”
Jeeny: “And yet, without it, people lose the courage to forgive, to love, to keep going. Tell me — what built hospitals in plague years? What drove people to cross oceans for strangers? It wasn’t logic.”
Jack: “No, it was fear. Fear of hell, fear of being forgotten, fear of not mattering.”
Jeeny: “And maybe fear is just the other face of hope.”
Host: The waves crashed a little harder now, as if echoing her words. Jack looked out at the sea, his reflection trembling in the darkening water.
Jack: “So what do you have faith in, Jeeny? Be honest.”
Jeeny: “In people. In their capacity to rise after they fall. In the quiet decency that still exists, even in the mess. You?”
Jack: “In gravity.”
Jeeny: (laughs softly) “That’s not faith, Jack. That’s physics.”
Jack: “Exactly. It never lies.”
Jeeny: “But it never comforts, either.”
Host: The sky deepened into orange, then crimson, then the kind of blue that feels like memory. The café had emptied. Only the two of them remained, framed by the dying light.
Jack: “You really believe faith survives without religion?”
Jeeny: “Of course. Religion is a house; faith is the wind. One shelters, the other moves you.”
Jack: “But without the house, the wind destroys.”
Jeeny: “Or cleanses.”
Host: A long silence followed. The sound of waves, distant laughter, and the clinking of cups filled the space where words had run out.
Jack: “When my mother died, the priest said she was in a better place. I didn’t believe him. But I still wanted to.”
Jeeny: “That’s faith, Jack. Wanting to believe, even when your mind says no.”
Jack: “Then maybe I’ve always had it — I just never gave it a name.”
Host: The wind caught his words, carried them out over the water, where they dissolved into the hum of the world.
Jeeny: “You see? Faith doesn’t ask you to bow. It just asks you to look up.”
Jack: “And what if there’s nothing up there?”
Jeeny: “Then the act of looking is enough.”
Host: The last of the sun vanished, leaving only the faint glow of lanterns along the shore. The world turned quiet, wrapped in the comfort of its own uncertainty.
Jack: “You make it sound so easy.”
Jeeny: “It’s not. That’s why it’s called faith — not certainty.”
Host: A wave broke against the rocks, sending a cool mist over their faces. Neither moved. They sat there — two silhouettes against the darkening sea, divided by belief yet united by the longing to understand it.
Jack: “You know, Jeeny… maybe faith and reason aren’t enemies. Maybe they’re just different ways of trying not to feel small.”
Jeeny: “Yes. Maybe one asks why, and the other asks what if.”
Host: A faint light appeared on the horizon — a ship, moving slow, steady, its path clear though the waters were endless.
Host: Jack watched it, his expression softening, a small spark of something indefinable flickering behind his eyes — not belief, not doubt, but peace.
Host: The night settled in around them, vast and infinite. And for a brief, quiet moment, they both believed — not in heaven, not in doctrine, but in each other’s fragile faith.
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