It doesn't pay to say too much when you are mad enough to choke.
It doesn't pay to say too much when you are mad enough to choke. For the word that stings the deepest is the word that is never spoke, Let the other fellow wrangle till the storm has blown away, then he'll do a heap of thinking about the things you didn't say.
Host: The streetlights flickered against the wet pavement, casting long, broken reflections that shimmered like memory. The rain had stopped, but its echo still hung in the air — a damp, heavy silence that smelled of earth, regret, and electricity.
Inside the small corner diner, the neon sign buzzed softly, humming like a tired heartbeat. Jack sat in a booth, elbows on the table, a coffee gone cold before him. His grey eyes burned — not with anger, but with that quiet, dangerous kind of restraint that comes when one has too much to say, and chooses not to.
Jeeny slid into the seat across from him, her dark hair still damp, her face lit by the flickering neon. She watched him for a moment, hesitant, her hands folded, as if holding something fragile — the space between them, maybe, or the words that had yet to be spoken.
Jeeny: “You’ve been quiet all night.”
Jack: “Better that way.”
Jeeny: “You’re angry.”
Jack: “If I said I wasn’t, you’d call me a liar.”
Host: His voice was low, measured, but his knuckles whitened as he gripped the edge of the table. There was fire, yes — but buried, disciplined, caged.
Jeeny: “Jules Renard once wrote, ‘It doesn’t pay to say too much when you are mad enough to choke.’”
Jack: “I know it.”
Jeeny: “And you’re living it.”
Jack: “For now.”
Host: A car passed outside, its headlights sweeping across the diner, washing them both in a brief, blinding glow before fading again — like a moment of clarity that comes too late.
Jeeny: “So what happened this time?”
Jack: “A man said something he shouldn’t have. About me. About someone I care about.”
Jeeny: “And you didn’t say anything back?”
Jack: “Not yet.”
Jeeny: “That must’ve taken everything you had.”
Jack: “It did.”
Jeeny: “And now you’re sitting here choking on what you didn’t say.”
Jack: “Exactly.”
Host: The rain began again, light, tentative, like the sky itself was listening.
Jeeny: “Renard said something else — ‘Let the other fellow wrangle till the storm has blown away, then he’ll do a heap of thinking about the things you didn’t say.’ Maybe you’re giving him that gift.”
Jack: “Maybe. Or maybe he’s just sleeping easy while I sit here gnawing on my tongue.”
Jeeny: “Or maybe silence isn’t weakness, Jack. Maybe it’s a kind of power he doesn’t understand yet.”
Jack: “Power? Silence feels like swallowing glass.”
Jeeny: “It does. But sometimes the man who doesn’t speak is the one the room can’t stop listening to.”
Host: The light from the sign flickered, casting a pulse of red across Jack’s face, then blue, then shadow again. The coffee cup shook slightly as he tapped it with his finger, rhythmically, like a drum keeping time with anger.
Jack: “You ever held words in your throat so long they started to taste like blood?”
Jeeny: “Yes. And I learned that the bitter taste fades. But what you say in anger — that never does.”
Jack: “You ever regret not saying it?”
Jeeny: “No. Only the times I said it and couldn’t take it back.”
Jack: “So you believe in silence over truth?”
Jeeny: “No. I believe in timing over triumph.”
Jack: “Timing doesn’t stop the fire.”
Jeeny: “No. But it stops it from burning your own house down.”
Host: Jack looked at her, his eyes searching, wounded, like a fighter who had landed his punch, only to realize it was his reflection that had fallen.
Jack: “I used to think speaking my mind was strength. That being silent was cowardice.”
Jeeny: “It’s easy to talk when you’re right, Jack. It’s harder to be quiet when you’re right and still choose peace.”
Jack: “Peace doesn’t last long in this world.”
Jeeny: “Neither does rage. But peace leaves less damage behind.”
Jack: “So what am I supposed to do? Wait for him to come around? For the storm to blow over?”
Jeeny: “Yes. Let the silence do the speaking. He’ll think about what you didn’t say long after he’s forgotten what he did.”
Host: The rain thickened, drumming harder now, filling the diner with its music — a slow, steady cadence, like the heartbeat of restraint.
Jack: “You really think silence can hurt more than words?”
Jeeny: “Silence doesn’t hurt. It teaches.”
Jack: “And what if the lesson’s lost?”
Jeeny: “Then at least it’s not you who did the wounding.”
Host: The waitress passed, refilling their cups without a word. The coffee’s steam rose, curling like a spirit between them.
Jack: “You know, my father once told me, ‘Say it while it’s hot, boy. Words cool off fast, and then they mean nothing.’ He thought restraint was weakness.”
Jeeny: “And where did that get him?”
Jack: “Lonely.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. You can win every argument and still lose your peace.”
Host: Jack’s eyes softened, the storm inside him shifting, less violent, but still alive — the kind of anger that had turned into understanding, not surrender.
Jack: “You know what the hardest part is?”
Jeeny: “What?”
Jack: “When you stay silent, they think you’re weak.”
Jeeny: “Until they realize your silence is the mirror they can’t hide from.”
Jack: “You always make it sound so poetic.”
Jeeny: “It’s not poetry, Jack. It’s strategy.”
Jack: “Strategy takes patience.”
Jeeny: “And pride takes casualties.”
Host: Her words cut through the air, soft, precise, like a needle stitching a wound closed.
Jack: “Maybe you’re right. Maybe silence isn’t cowardice. Maybe it’s just the loudest kind of wisdom.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. Because the things you don’t say — they live longer.”
Jack: “Then he’ll have a long time to think.”
Jeeny: “And that’s the point. Let him.”
Host: Jack smiled, barely, the corners of his mouth lifting — not from victory, but from relief. He took a slow breath, the air cool, clean, as though the rain had washed something out of him.
Jeeny: “You feel better?”
Jack: “No. But I feel in control. That’s better than feeling right.”
Jeeny: “Then Renard would approve.”
Jack: “Maybe. But I think he forgot something.”
Jeeny: “What’s that?”
Jack: “That silence might be the word that stings deepest — but it’s also the one that heals fastest.”
Host: The rain stopped as suddenly as it had begun. The streetlight glowed against the wet asphalt, painting the world in quiet silver.
Jeeny looked out the window, then back at Jack, and for the first time in hours, the anger had drained from the room, leaving only understanding — heavy, honest, human.
They sat there in silence, neither speaking, both listening to what wasn’t being said.
And as the neon light flickered, softly blue against their faces, the world itself seemed to echo Renard’s quiet truth —
That the word left unspoken can be the strongest, the sharpest, and, in the end, the most merciful of all.
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