I've been on investigations where a spirit is channeling through
I've been on investigations where a spirit is channeling through me, and I have extreme changes in my emotions - anger, sadness, confusion. Then I begin seeing visions that are not mine. They are theirs. There is no trace of time. My body goes stiff, numb, cold. Then, when the spirit leaves, I can barely stand and speak.
Host: The old mansion stood at the edge of the forest — its windows black, its roof shrouded in fog, its once-grand façade eaten by ivy and silence. The wind moaned through cracked shutters, carrying with it the faint echo of whispers — not quite language, not quite memory. Inside, the air hung heavy with dust and cold, and somewhere deep within, something unseen was listening.
In the main hall, where cobwebs hung like funeral veils from the chandelier, two figures stood surrounded by the dim orange glow of flickering lanterns. Jeeny gripped a small recorder, her breath visible in the chill. Jack knelt by a collapsed piano, tracing his fingers over the cracked ivory keys that hadn’t sounded in decades.
The silence felt too full. Like the air itself remembered pain.
Jeeny: (quietly) “Zak Bagans once said, ‘I’ve been on investigations where a spirit is channeling through me, and I have extreme changes in my emotions — anger, sadness, confusion. Then I begin seeing visions that are not mine. They are theirs. There is no trace of time. My body goes stiff, numb, cold. Then, when the spirit leaves, I can barely stand and speak.’”
Jack: (straightening, his voice low) “He makes possession sound poetic — like empathy gone too far.”
Host: The floorboards groaned as Jeeny stepped closer, her lantern trembling slightly in her hand. Light rippled across the walls, revealing faded portraits whose painted eyes seemed to follow her.
Jeeny: “Maybe that’s what it is. Not possession. Communion. Feeling what the dead still carry.”
Jack: “Or projecting what the living can’t let go of.”
Jeeny: “You think spirits are imagination?”
Jack: “No. I think they’re guilt with memory.”
Host: The wind hissed through the cracks in the ceiling — cold, sharp, almost whispering words too faint to catch. Jack turned toward it instinctively, every muscle tense.
Jeeny: “Zak talked about being taken over — emotions that aren’t his, visions that don’t belong to him. You ever wonder if that’s not supernatural at all? What if it’s just the cost of listening too deeply?”
Jack: “You mean empathy as haunting?”
Jeeny: “Yes. The soul overstretching its own walls until it bleeds into someone else’s story.”
Jack: “That’s not empathy. That’s madness.”
Jeeny: (softly) “Maybe the two overlap.”
Host: Her voice lingered in the air, merging with the faint hum of the wind. From the staircase above, a loose frame slipped from its nail and fell — shattering. The sound cracked through the silence like a pulse of memory.
Jack: “That’s the problem with all this ghost talk — it’s not about death. It’s about us. About our hunger for connection so desperate we start inventing echoes.”
Jeeny: “And yet, the echoes answer.”
Jack: “Do they? Or are we just answering ourselves?”
Host: The light from the lanterns flickered, growing dimmer. For a brief instant, the air around them seemed to thicken — temperature dropping, breath slowing, time stretching like glass about to break.
Jeeny: (whispering) “Do you feel that?”
Jack: (quietly) “Yeah. Like the air’s holding its breath.”
Host: The sound of faint weeping drifted from somewhere unseen — too close to be distant, too soft to be entirely real. Jeeny turned slowly, eyes wide, as the shadows shifted just enough to suggest movement.
Jeeny: “Bagans said there’s no trace of time when it happens — that the body freezes but the soul wakes up. Maybe that’s what ghosts are: the fragments of consciousness that never stopped feeling.”
Jack: “Or the fragments of ourselves that never learned how.”
Jeeny: “You think we haunt ourselves?”
Jack: “Every day. With what we couldn’t say. With who we couldn’t save. The dead don’t need to speak — they’ve already taught us how to repeat them.”
Host: A sudden gust blew out Jeeny’s lantern, plunging the hall into near-darkness. Only Jack’s faint light remained, flickering against the walls where the shadows now danced like memory trying to take shape.
Jeeny: “What if you’re wrong, Jack? What if some grief is too strong to die? What if emotion itself is energy, and that’s what we’re feeling — not illusion, not guilt, but residue?”
Jack: (steadily) “Then maybe God made ghosts because we weren’t brave enough to remember.”
Jeeny: “And what about channeling — what Bagans described? That loss of self?”
Jack: “It’s the risk of empathy — the danger of opening the door and forgetting which side you’re on.”
Host: The air seemed to move, swirling lightly around Jeeny. She closed her eyes, her lips trembling as if whispering something she didn’t understand.
Jack stepped forward, his hand almost reaching for her shoulder — then stopped.
Jack: “Jeeny?”
Jeeny: (eyes still closed, voice distant) “She’s cold… alone… her name—”
Host: Her voice broke, and the temperature dropped sharply. The windows rattled, the piano groaned as if struck by invisible hands.
Jeeny gasped, shuddering, then stumbled backward. Jack caught her as she fell, her skin ice-cold, her breath shallow.
Jack: (holding her) “Jeeny! Look at me — you’re here. You’re here.”
Host: For a long, shivering moment, nothing. Then — her breathing steadied. She opened her eyes slowly, confusion flickering there.
Jeeny: “I saw her… not a ghost. A memory. It wasn’t her haunting this place — it was her sorrow. It clung to me.”
Jack: “Like sin.”
Jeeny: “No. Like love that never finished speaking.”
Host: The storm outside broke, lightning slicing the sky open. The flash illuminated their faces — hers pale and trembling, his shadowed with awe.
Jack: “Maybe that’s all haunting is — love with nowhere left to go.”
Jeeny: “Or belief refusing to die.”
Host: The rain softened, the world exhaling at last. The flicker of their lanterns grew steady again, the room returning to stillness. The house seemed quieter, not empty, but at peace — as if the weight had shifted, released.
Jeeny: (gently) “Bagans said he could barely stand or speak after it. Maybe that’s what happens when you hold what isn’t yours for too long — the soul gets tired.”
Jack: “Or transformed.”
Jeeny: “Yes. Because maybe the veil between the living and the dead isn’t about death at all — it’s about how deeply we’re willing to feel.”
Host: The camera pulled back, framing them in the flickering circle of light — two small, breathing hearts inside a house full of vanished ones. The fog outside lifted, revealing the outline of the forest — black, infinite, alive.
And as the screen faded, Zak Bagans’ words lingered like an invocation, heavy with both warning and wonder:
that the spirit world is not elsewhere,
but beneath our skin;
that empathy can open the gates
where logic fears to tread;
and that those who truly listen
to the grief between worlds
risk becoming the bridge —
trembling, luminous,
between the living and the remembered.
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