Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's

Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's

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Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.

Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's asleep and I'm alone, I think about the next day's writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's
Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family's

Host: The night had a pulse — a low, rhythmic hum of the city that only revealed itself when everything else went quiet. The streetlights burned amber through the fog, halos glowing above empty sidewalks. A cat darted across the alley. Somewhere, a window closed. The world, it seemed, was exhaling.

Host: Inside a small apartment on the top floor of a crumbling building, Jack sat at his desk, the only light coming from a crooked desk lamp that made a pool of gold amid the darkness. Pages of notes lay scattered like fallen leaves. A typewriter waited — silent, accusatory.

Host: From the kitchen came the sound of a kettle hissing, then clicking off. Jeeny appeared in the doorway, barefoot, holding two mugs. She leaned against the frame, her hair tied up loosely, the glow of the lamp catching the soft tiredness in her face.

Jeeny: (quietly) “Athol Fugard once said, ‘Night-time is when I brainstorm; last thing, when the family’s asleep and I’m alone, I think about the next day’s writing and plan a strategy for my assault on the blank page.’
(She hands him the mug.) “You ever feel that? That strange electricity that only shows up when the world’s asleep?”

Jack: (takes the mug, half-smiles) “Yeah. It’s like the noise of the day finally drains out, and you can hear your own thoughts again. But the silence isn’t peaceful. It’s... demanding.”

Jeeny: “Demanding?”

Jack: “Yeah. The blank page isn’t passive. It’s a challenge. It stares back. You have to earn every word you put on it.”

Host: The rain began outside — slow, deliberate drops against the window. The room smelled of coffee, ink, and the faint iron tang of the storm.

Jeeny: “I think that’s what Fugard meant by ‘assault.’ Writing isn’t gentle. It’s an act of war against emptiness.”

Jack: (laughing softly) “Yeah, but sometimes I think the emptiness fights smarter. It just waits — patient, merciless — until doubt does the work for it.”

Jeeny: “You’re too dramatic.”

Jack: “No, I’m just honest. Every night I sit here, I think I’ll conquer it, and every night I end up being the one conquered — by hesitation, by second-guessing, by my own brain whispering, ‘you’ve got nothing worth saying.’”

Jeeny: (sitting down on the couch) “You sound like every writer in history.”

Jack: (grinning) “You think Shakespeare ever stared at a quill like it was a gun?”

Jeeny: “Probably. Except his blank page had better penmanship.”

Host: They both laughed softly, the sound small but warm against the hum of the rain. The light flickered once, then steadied.

Jeeny: “But there’s something about night, isn’t there? The loneliness of it — it makes things clearer. You can hear your heart beating. The doubts, too, but also... the honesty.”

Jack: “Yeah. Daytime’s full of lies — polite ones, productive ones. At night, there’s nowhere to hide. Just you and whatever truth is brave enough to show up.”

Jeeny: “That’s why you write, isn’t it? To make those truths visible before they disappear.”

Jack: (nodding slowly) “To trap the ghosts before morning comes.”

Host: The clock ticked from the kitchen — loud now, like time itself was keeping score. Outside, thunder rolled, low and distant.

Jeeny: “You ever notice how the best ideas come when you’re half between worlds? Not fully awake, not fully dreaming.”

Jack: “Yeah. Like your mind cracks open a little, and the light leaks in. You start seeing words that were always there, just hiding in the daylight’s noise.”

Jeeny: “Exactly. Night makes you porous — open. That’s what Fugard was chasing. Not inspiration — vulnerability.”

Jack: “And strategy.”

Jeeny: “Strategy?”

Jack: “He said ‘assault,’ remember? That’s not poetry, that’s war language. Strategy means discipline — the part of writing nobody talks about. The part that feels like digging trenches and laying siege to your own mind.”

Host: The rain intensified, beating rhythmically against the glass — a percussion to their quiet philosophy.

Jeeny: “So you think creation is war?”

Jack: “No. It’s survival. Every story’s a way of saying: I was here. Every line is a resistance against vanishing.”

Jeeny: “That’s... beautiful.”

Jack: “It’s desperate. But yeah — sometimes desperation makes beauty.”

Host: The lamp buzzed faintly, its filament glowing like a nerve stretched too thin. Jeeny curled her legs beneath her, her gaze unfocused — watching the rain slide down the window like slow handwriting.

Jeeny: “Do you ever wonder if writers love the night because it mirrors them? Because it’s endless and uncertain and a little bit lonely?”

Jack: “Yeah. The night doesn’t ask questions. It just listens. And for people like me, that’s rare.”

Jeeny: (smiling softly) “You’re lucky then. You have the night. And me.”

Jack: “That’s why I write at night — because the world finally feels small enough to hold in my hands.”

Jeeny: “And what does it say when you hold it?”

Jack: (pauses) “It says, ‘Don’t stop.’”

Host: The rain softened again, its rhythm slowing as the storm began to move away. The air smelled clean now, full of renewal — that strange promise that follows every storm.

Jeeny: “You know, Fugard’s words aren’t just about writing. They’re about courage. About the will to face the quiet when everyone else is asleep.”

Jack: “Yeah. Because creation starts where company ends.”

Jeeny: “And maybe solitude isn’t loneliness. Maybe it’s preparation.”

Jack: “Preparation for what?”

Jeeny: “For the next sentence. For the next sunrise. For the next version of yourself.”

Host: The first light of dawn began to touch the edges of the horizon — faint, pale, and cold. The lamp’s glow grew weaker, outshone by the new day. Jack turned to the page — still blank, but somehow less intimidating now.

Jeeny watched him for a moment, then rose quietly, her hand brushing his shoulder as she passed.

Jeeny: (softly) “Go on. Assault the page.”

Jack: (smiling) “Every war needs a witness.”

Host: She disappeared down the hallway, the door to the bedroom closing softly behind her. The apartment returned to stillness.

Jack leaned over the typewriter, fingers poised. For a long moment, nothing — then the first keystroke, sharp and final, echoed through the room.

Host: Outside, the sky turned silver, and the rain ceased.

And in that fragile quiet between night and day,
Athol Fugard’s words seemed to rise from the silence itself —

that creation is born in solitude,
that discipline is its language,
and that every writer’s truest battle
is not with the blank page,
but with the fear of their own voice.

Host: The typewriter clicked again.

Jack smiled, and whispered to the dawn —

“Alright, let’s begin.”

Athol Fugard
Athol Fugard

South African - Playwright Born: June 11, 1932

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