Only the wise know just where predestination ends and free will
Only the wise know just where predestination ends and free will begins. Meanwhile, you must keep on doing your best, according to your own clearest understanding. you must long for freedom as the drowning man longs for air. Without sincere longing, you will never find God.
Host: The night was thick with fog, its pale arms curling through the narrow alleys of the old city. A single lamp flickered above a worn doorway, casting a trembling halo of light across cracked stone and drifting smoke. Inside, a small teahouse breathed with warmth — the scent of cardamom, burnt wood, and quiet conversation filling the air.
At a corner table, Jack sat alone, his hands wrapped around a chipped porcelain cup. His grey eyes were distant, reflecting the flame of the candle before him. Across from him, Jeeny leaned forward, her hair spilling over her shoulders, her face calm but bright with conviction.
The clock ticked softly. A slow rain began to patter against the window. Somewhere outside, a street musician strummed a guitar — low, mournful, human.
Jeeny: “Paramahansa Yogananda once said, ‘Only the wise know just where predestination ends and free will begins. Meanwhile, you must keep on doing your best, according to your own clearest understanding. You must long for freedom as the drowning man longs for air. Without sincere longing, you will never find God.’”
Host: Her voice hung in the air — gentle, yet sharp as steel wrapped in velvet.
Jack: “Ah, Yogananda. The man who believed you could reach God through effort and yearning. It’s poetic, I’ll give him that. But tell me, Jeeny — how does one ‘long for freedom’ if everything’s already written? If destiny runs the show, we’re just actors reading from a script.”
Jeeny: smiles faintly “You sound tired, Jack. Maybe tired of the script itself. Isn’t that what freedom really means — to realize you’re more than the role?”
Jack: “No. It means realizing the role is all there is. Look around you — we make choices, yes, but we’re shaped by genetics, childhood, luck. You didn’t choose your family, your country, your time. You call it free will; I call it preloaded software.”
Host: The rain outside intensified, its rhythm like the steady beating of an ancient drum. Jeeny traced her finger around the rim of her cup, her eyes soft but burning.
Jeeny: “Then why do you still choose to argue? If your will doesn’t matter, why bother resisting? The very fact that you fight your own fatalism proves you want something more.”
Jack: “Wanting isn’t freedom. It’s instinct. Even a trapped animal rattles the cage.”
Jeeny: “But the moment it does, it remembers it was born to run.”
Host: A pause. The light flickered. For a moment, their faces — one carved with reason, the other radiant with faith — mirrored the same question: Who truly moves us — ourselves, or something unseen?
Jack: “Let me put it this way. You’re drowning in a river. You struggle, you gasp, you reach for the surface. But the current — that’s destiny. No matter how hard you fight, if it wants you under, you’ll drown.”
Jeeny: “And yet people survive drowning, Jack. Some break the surface when all odds say they shouldn’t. Maybe the current isn’t there to kill you, but to teach you how to swim.”
Host: Her words floated like embers, glowing in the dim room. Jack’s eyes narrowed, not in anger — but in thought.
Jack: “You always make it sound like suffering is noble. Tell that to someone who’s lost everything — that their pain is a lesson from the stars.”
Jeeny: “It’s not about glorifying pain. It’s about not letting pain be the end of the story. Look at Nelson Mandela — twenty-seven years in a cell, and he still chose forgiveness. Was that fate, or will?”
Jack: “Maybe both. Maybe he was born that way — a man destined for patience.”
Jeeny: “Then destiny blessed him with the courage to choose love, didn’t it? That’s the thing, Jack — destiny gives you the path, but free will decides whether you walk it crawling or standing tall.”
Host: The wind sighed through the cracks in the windows, making the flame on their table waver like a tiny soul caught between surrender and persistence.
Jack: “So you think choice matters. Then why do so many good people fail? Why do the kind die young while the corrupt thrive? Don’t tell me that’s free will.”
Jeeny: “Maybe it’s not about success or failure. Maybe freedom isn’t measured by outcome, but by sincerity — by the longing itself. The drowning man Yogananda spoke of — he may never reach the shore, but his reaching becomes the prayer.”
Jack: leans back, voice lower now “That sounds… cruelly beautiful. A God who rewards longing, not survival.”
Jeeny: “It’s not about reward. It’s about awakening. The man who longs for air doesn’t think of heaven — he thinks of breath. Freedom is like that. The truest longing burns away illusion.”
Host: The room grew quieter. Even the rain seemed to listen. A single drop rolled down the window, tracing a fragile path, much like the argument itself — uncertain, trembling, alive.
Jack: “So what are you saying — that God hides behind effort?”
Jeeny: “No. That God reveals Himself through effort. That longing itself is the bridge between fate and will.”
Jack: “And if there is no God?”
Jeeny: “Then longing is still sacred. Because it’s what makes us human. Because even without heaven, the desire to rise above destiny is the closest thing to divinity we have.”
Host: Her words struck like quiet lightning, illuminating the fog of the room. Jack exhaled slowly, his breath visible in the cold air.
Jack: “You really believe there’s meaning in all this reaching? Even if it leads nowhere?”
Jeeny: “It always leads somewhere. Maybe not where we want — but where we need. Every act of trying bends the universe a little. Even in science — look at quantum theory. Observation itself changes the outcome. Maybe the cosmos is built on participation.”
Jack: chuckles softly “So now you’re saying Yogananda and Heisenberg agree?”
Jeeny: “Maybe truth doesn’t care which language you use — spiritual or scientific — as long as you keep asking.”
Host: The fog outside began to thin, its edges dissolving into faint moonlight. Jack’s expression softened — less cynical, more contemplative, as though a door had opened somewhere inside him.
Jack: “I used to think freedom was about control. About bending the world to your will. But maybe it’s about knowing where you end and something greater begins.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. The wise know that line. The rest of us — we dance on it, stumble on it, pray on it.”
Jack: “Then maybe that’s what Yogananda meant — that the longing itself is wisdom. That wanting to breathe means you’re already alive.”
Host: Jeeny smiled — not with triumph, but with quiet relief. The rain stopped, and the silence that followed felt vast, almost holy. The candlelight steadied, no longer flickering.
Jeeny: “We may never know where fate ends and freedom begins, Jack. But as long as we keep moving, we honor both.”
Jack: “And if we stop?”
Jeeny: “Then the river claims us.”
Host: Jack lifted his cup, the last of the tea swirling inside — dark, reflective, infinite. He raised it slightly toward Jeeny.
Jack: “To the river, then.”
Jeeny: “And to the swimmer.”
Host: The two cups clinked softly, a sound so small it might have gone unheard — except that it carried something vast within it. Outside, the fog finally broke. The moonlight poured through the window, washing over their faces, their hands, their quiet understanding.
For a long moment, neither spoke. The world seemed suspended — between destiny and decision, silence and breath. Then, as if the universe exhaled, a faint wind drifted through the open door, carrying the smell of wet earth and freedom.
And in that fragile stillness, both of them knew — the longing itself was the proof of life.
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