The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.

The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.

22/09/2025
04/11/2025

The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.

The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.
The only thing I'm afraid of is not coming home to my family.

Host: The morning sun broke through a veil of thin clouds, spilling soft light across the runway. The air was cold — that kind of clean, metallic cold that carries the faint smell of fuel and iron. A row of fighter jets stood silent and poised, their metal bodies gleaming like sleeping beasts.
Near the edge of the airstrip, Jack stood beside a pickup truck, his hands buried deep in his jacket pockets, his eyes fixed on the sky. Jeeny approached slowly, her boots crunching over the frost, her breath forming delicate clouds in the crisp air.

Host: The silence between them was both peaceful and heavy — a stillness filled with things unsaid. Somewhere beyond the horizon, the faint roar of an engine echoed — like a ghost from another world.

Jeeny: softly “Victor Glover once said, ‘The only thing I’m afraid of is not coming home to my family.’”

Host: The words hung in the air like smoke, fragile and luminous, catching the early light.

Jeeny: “It’s strange, isn’t it? To fear not death itself, but distance. To fear the absence of returning — the loss of connection.”

Jack: without looking at her “It’s not strange. It’s human. Anyone who’s ever left something behind knows that fear. Whether it’s a cockpit or a cubicle, it’s the same thing — you go out there, you fight your battles, and all you really want is to make it back.”

Jeeny: “But not everyone gets to. That’s what makes it sacred — coming home. It’s not just survival, it’s… meaning.”

Host: The wind picked up, carrying the faint sound of a distant flag flapping against its pole. A few sparrows darted overhead, their shadows fleeting across the concrete.

Jack: “Meaning? You romanticize it, Jeeny. It’s not meaning — it’s instinct. The same kind that keeps a soldier ducking bullets or a pilot gripping the stick. You don’t think about poetry when your life’s on the line. You think about living.”

Jeeny: “And living for something, Jack. That’s what makes us different from the machine. Glover’s not just talking about fear — he’s talking about love. About the gravity that pulls us back to those who wait for us.”

Jack: turning to her now, his grey eyes hard but alive “Love doesn’t stop the fall, Jeeny. It doesn’t stop the engine from failing or the fire from spreading. Fear of loss doesn’t make you stronger — it makes you hesitant. Out there, hesitation kills.”

Jeeny: “And without love, what are you fighting for?”

Host: The question hit him like a quiet blow. Jack’s jaw clenched, his breath visible in the cold air. The wind carried the faint hum of the world continuing — trucks moving on a distant highway, birds calling faintly over open fields — reminders of motion, of life.

Jack: “You think love keeps people alive? I’ve seen soldiers freeze because they thought too long about home. I’ve seen pilots lose focus because their mind wasn’t in the sky. Sometimes you survive by shutting it off — by pretending there’s no one waiting.”

Jeeny: her eyes steady, voice trembling “And then what’s left of you when you do come back? The body might return, but the soul stays out there — lost in the noise. You can’t fly without gravity, Jack. Love is gravity.”

Host: The sun climbed higher, warming the frost until it began to melt in silver beads. Jack’s hand brushed his chin, his expression torn between logic and memory.

Jack: “When you’re out there, Jeeny, there’s no time to think about philosophy. Just procedure. You trust the math, the training, the control. Fear becomes a tool — not something to feel, but something to master.”

Jeeny: “And yet he said it — ‘The only thing I’m afraid of is not coming home.’ That’s not control. That’s confession. Even astronauts — the most disciplined, rational minds we have — they still carry fear. But not fear of failure, not fear of death. Fear of absence. Because home is what gives everything else meaning.”

Host: Her voice softened at the last word — home. The syllable hung in the air like the echo of a bell in a cathedral.

Jack: quietly “I used to think like that. Until I realized that home isn’t always there when you return.”

Jeeny: “What do you mean?”

Jack: shrugs, eyes distant “When I came back from deployment, my father was gone. He didn’t wait. He couldn’t. And everything I thought I was fighting for felt… hollow. You say love is gravity — maybe. But sometimes gravity pulls you into the crash.”

Host: A small gust of wind passed through, lifting a few leaves from the edge of the runway. The sky stretched wide, open, endless — both freeing and terrifying.

Jeeny: “I’m sorry, Jack.”

Jack: “Don’t be. It taught me something. That coming home isn’t guaranteed — not for anyone. Glover knows that. That’s why his fear isn’t weakness; it’s awareness. It’s the reminder that what we love makes us vulnerable.”

Jeeny: “But isn’t that the point? To love even though we might lose it? To go out there anyway — into the unknown — because we have something worth returning to?”

Jack: “You make it sound noble. But fear doesn’t need nobility. It just needs honesty.”

Jeeny: “Then be honest. What are you afraid of?”

Host: The wind stilled. The world seemed to hold its breath. Jack’s eyes flickered, his shoulders tense as though the weight of the question pressed on his chest.

Jack: lowly “That she’ll forget me.”

Host: The words slipped out like a secret freed too late to take back. Jeeny’s eyes softened, the edges of her mouth trembling.

Jeeny: “Your daughter?”

Jack: nods “She’s eight now. Barely remembers the years I was gone. Every time I leave — even for work — I wonder how much more I lose.”

Jeeny: “Then you understand him completely, Jack. You understand Glover’s fear more than anyone. It’s not about rockets or missions — it’s about love trying to reach across distance. About believing that somehow, someone will still be waiting when you return.”

Host: The sunlight now glinted off the wings of the nearest jet, turning steel into gold. The light spilled across their faces — two silhouettes standing in the middle of an airfield that smelled of oil, metal, and hope.

Jack: “You always turn pain into poetry, Jeeny. Maybe that’s why I keep listening.”

Jeeny: smiling faintly “And maybe you understand more poetry than you admit.”

Jack: “So what’s your conclusion? That fear is sacred?”

Jeeny: “Yes. Because fear means you have something precious to lose. And the moment you stop fearing, you’ve already lost it.”

Jack: quietly “Then maybe courage isn’t the absence of fear — it’s carrying it with you, like luggage you refuse to set down.”

Jeeny: “Exactly. Victor Glover isn’t afraid of space, or risk, or death. He’s afraid of not coming home. Because home is the final mission — the one that never ends.”

Host: A plane lifted off in the distance, its engines roaring as it clawed into the sky, leaving a trail of white fire. Jack and Jeeny both watched it rise, small against the blue — fragile, defiant, infinite.

Jeeny: whispering “You think he’s right to fear that?”

Jack: “No. I think he’s right to admit it.”

Host: The camera lingers — two figures framed against the vastness of open air. The world hums, alive with distant motion and quiet resolve.

The wind stirs again, soft now, carrying the scent of earth and sky together. Jeeny slips her hand into her pocket, feeling the warmth of something unseen — maybe memory, maybe faith.

Jack’s eyes lift once more to the horizon.

Jack: softly “Maybe that’s what home really is — not a place, but a promise.”

Host: The sun climbed higher, burning away the last trace of frost. The airfield shimmered with light, and for a moment, everything — the sky, the ground, the silence between two souls — felt utterly, profoundly still.

And somewhere beyond that silence, a heartbeat echoed — the heartbeat of a world still learning to come home.

Victor J. Glover
Victor J. Glover

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