When I was learning to creep, my mother set me down on the beach
When I was learning to creep, my mother set me down on the beach to see what I thought of it. I crawled straight for the coming wave and was just through the wall of green when she caught my heels.
Host:
The sea was alive that evening — restless, whispering, eternal. The wind moved through it like memory, brushing against the surface until the water rose in gentle revolt. The sky above was painted in streaks of pink and violet, and the horizon burned with the dying light of day.
Two figures stood where the sand met the tide. The waves came and went, rolling in with all the inevitability of time itself. Jack stood barefoot, his trousers cuffed, staring out into the water like a man trying to understand a language he’d once spoken fluently but long forgotten.
Jeeny, smaller and softer against the vast backdrop of sea and sky, crouched down, letting the surf lick at her fingers. Her hair whipped around her face, wild as the wind itself. She looked up at him, eyes bright with a kind of awe that only the ocean can stir.
After a long silence, she spoke.
Jeeny:
“Sylvia Plath once said, ‘When I was learning to creep, my mother set me down on the beach to see what I thought of it. I crawled straight for the coming wave and was just through the wall of green when she caught my heels.’”
She smiled faintly, almost to herself. “Even as a baby, she was drawn to what frightened her. To the wildness that could swallow her whole.”
Jack:
He gave a low chuckle, though there was no humor in it. “Yeah. Sounds about right for Plath. Reaching for the storm when everyone else runs from it.”
Host:
A wave crashed, spraying them with a fine mist of saltwater. Jeeny laughed softly and shook it from her hands, but Jack didn’t move. His eyes, fixed on the horizon, seemed to hold both reverence and unease.
Jeeny:
“You think she meant it literally?”
Jack:
“Does it matter?” he asked, his tone quiet, almost reverent. “The point isn’t whether it happened — it’s what it means. The child runs toward chaos, not away from it. Toward life’s pulse, even when it looks like danger. That’s instinct, not rebellion.”
Jeeny:
“Or maybe it’s both,” she said softly. “Maybe the instinct is rebellion — the soul’s first refusal to live afraid.”
Host:
The wind picked up, tugging at their clothes, filling the spaces between their words with sound and movement. The tide reached higher now, teasing the edge of their footprints before erasing them.
Jack:
“You make it sound noble,” he said. “But most people spend their lives trying to avoid the wave — to stay dry, comfortable, safe.”
Jeeny:
“And what does that get them?” she asked. “Dry hands, maybe. But empty ones.”
Host:
He turned toward her then, his grey eyes sharp but distant. “You ever wonder,” he asked, “why some of us run toward the sea, and others never even look up from the sand?”
Jeeny:
“Maybe it’s memory,” she said. “Something deep inside remembering where we came from. The ocean was our first mother before our mothers were. Maybe we’re all just trying to return to her — some faster than others.”
Jack:
He looked out again, the horizon now glowing with the last golden edge of sunlight. “You talk like the sea forgives. Like it welcomes you back.”
Jeeny:
“Doesn’t it?” she said softly. “Even when it takes, it gives. It strips everything away — fear, noise, pride — until all that’s left is truth. And truth is always a kind of mercy.”
Host:
The tide surged higher, lapping at their ankles now, cold but cleansing. Jack didn’t move away. He closed his eyes briefly, letting the water surround him. When he opened them again, they had that faraway gleam — the kind that appears when something inside shifts, quietly but irrevocably.
Jack:
“When I was a kid,” he said, “my father took me fishing once. I must’ve been six. A storm came in out of nowhere — lightning, wind, the works. He told me to stay in the boat, but I remember leaning over the edge just to feel the rain hit my face. I wasn’t scared. Not then. It was the first time I felt small — and somehow infinite.”
Jeeny:
She smiled softly. “And your father?”
Jack:
“He pulled me back by the collar,” Jack said, chuckling. “Screamed that I’d fall in. But all I remember is the water — the sound, the power, the pull of it.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe that’s why Plath’s story resonates with you,” she said. “You both crawled toward something that could drown you — and called it learning.”
Host:
He laughed again, but this time it was quiet, genuine, edged with wonder. The waves crashed again, each one sounding like a heartbeat against the sand.
Jack:
“Maybe learning isn’t about what we understand,” he said slowly. “Maybe it’s about what we’re willing to face — even if we never come back the same.”
Jeeny:
She nodded. “Exactly. Maybe we’re all born with that same pull — toward danger, toward depth. And growing up isn’t about losing it, but learning how to survive inside it.”
Host:
The light began to fade — orange to pink, pink to violet, violet to the deep indigo of coming night. The sea turned dark, endless, whispering like a thousand secrets.
Jack:
“You think she knew what that wave symbolized?” he asked.
Jeeny:
“Of course she did,” she said. “She was crawling toward life — even if it looked like death. Every real artist does. Every real human being does.”
Host:
The wind died down, the world briefly still. The moon appeared, pale and steady, above the horizon — a quiet witness to their conversation.
Jeeny:
“When she says her mother caught her by the heels,” Jeeny continued, “I think that’s the moment every one of us faces — that tug between safety and freedom. Between being held and being let go.”
Jack:
He nodded slowly. “And we spend the rest of our lives negotiating that pull.”
Jeeny:
“Yes,” she said softly. “The trick isn’t to stop crawling toward the wave. It’s to trust that, this time, maybe it won’t drown you.”
Host:
A long silence followed — the kind that feels like prayer. The ocean’s rhythm continued, endless, indifferent, beautiful.
Jack bent down, scooping a handful of wet sand, letting it slip through his fingers. “You ever wonder,” he said quietly, “if the sea teaches us more than any book ever could?”
Jeeny:
“I don’t wonder,” she said. “I know.”
Host:
The camera pulled back then, rising slowly above them — two small figures standing at the edge of an infinite blue, framed by the light of a sky still learning how to let go of the sun.
And as the image dissolved into the vastness of sea and night, Sylvia Plath’s words whispered through the air like foam dissolving into water:
That to learn is to crawl toward what terrifies you,
to reach through the wall of green,
to be pulled back — not defeated, but transformed.
For the wave teaches what the world forgets:
that every act of becoming
begins in the courage to go forward,
even when all that waits ahead
is the unknown and the infinite.
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