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Host: The evening light drifted through the tall windows of the old library, painting the air in slow gold and shadow. Shelves stretched upward like cathedrals of forgotten thought, each spine a silent testament to the world’s attempt to understand itself.

Outside, the city murmured faintly — distant horns, the soft shuffle of pedestrians, the hum of electric life. Inside, it was all stillness and dust motes, floating in the kind of silence that listens.

Jack sat at one of the heavy oak tables, his hands clasped, a notebook open in front of him but untouched. Jeeny stood near the far shelf, tracing the titles with her fingers, her dark hair catching the last of the sunlight.

Jeeny: “Dieter F. Uchtdorf once said, ‘Why would anyone walk through life satisfied with the light from the candle of their own understanding when, by reaching out to our Heavenly Father, they could experience the bright sun of spiritual knowledge that would expand their minds with wisdom and fill their souls with joy?’”

Host: Jack looked up, his grey eyes reflecting the soft fire of the setting sun.

Jack: “That sounds beautiful — and dangerous.”

Jeeny: “Dangerous?”

Jack: “Because it assumes the candle isn’t enough. That human reason — curiosity, questioning — is too small compared to divine revelation.”

Jeeny: “Maybe it is. Or maybe he meant that light doesn’t have to come from us alone.”

Host: The clock in the hall chimed once — long and hollow. Jeeny moved toward the table, pulling out a chair and sitting across from him.

Jeeny: “He’s not condemning understanding, Jack. He’s reminding us that reason without reverence becomes arrogance. That the mind can build, but only the spirit can illuminate.”

Jack: “That’s poetic. But you know what scares me? The idea of surrendering intellect to faith. It’s how civilizations regress. People start believing candles are sinful because they’re not the sun.”

Jeeny: “You’re twisting his meaning.”

Jack: “Am I? He’s saying God’s light outshines our own. But who decides which light belongs to Him? Every zealot in history thought they carried the sun.”

Host: Jeeny leaned back, her expression thoughtful, not defensive.

Jeeny: “You’re right — the danger of divine certainty is real. But so is the danger of spiritual starvation. You can’t build eternity out of empiricism.”

Jack: “Maybe not. But you can build truth out of curiosity. And that’s holy too, even if no one calls it worship.”

Host: A gust of wind rattled the high windows, stirring a few loose papers across the table. The room filled with that beautiful tension between two forces — faith and reason, longing and logic.

Jeeny: “You always stop at the edge of belief. You dissect everything that breathes.”

Jack: “Because I’ve seen belief burn people alive. My mother prayed for healing that never came. My father tithed to men who preached compassion and lived greed. That kind of sun blinds you.”

Host: Jeeny’s voice softened.

Jeeny: “That’s not God’s light, Jack. That’s the counterfeit — man’s attempt to harness what he doesn’t understand. Uchtdorf’s light isn’t a weapon. It’s invitation. He’s saying, ‘Don’t settle for the flicker of what you already know.’”

Jack: “And what if what I already know is all that’s real?”

Jeeny: “Then your reality’s smaller than your soul.”

Host: The words hung there — not accusation, but ache. The kind of ache truth always carries.

Jack’s jaw tightened, his hand moving unconsciously over the page of his notebook, smudging graphite.

Jack: “You sound like a believer.”

Jeeny: “I am. But not a blind one. My candle still burns — I just believe there’s a sun it longs for.”

Host: The light from the window had dimmed now; the golden hue turning to a deep, velvety blue. Shadows lengthened between them like rivers of silence.

Jack: “You know what I envy about faith?”

Jeeny: “What?”

Jack: “Its confidence. The way it fills uncertainty with warmth instead of fear.”

Jeeny: “That’s not confidence. That’s surrender. The hardest kind — to something bigger than yourself.”

Jack: “Surrender’s easy when the story’s comforting.”

Jeeny: “It’s not comfort — it’s confrontation. Real faith doesn’t numb you; it expands you. It forces you to face the infinite and still trust you belong inside it.”

Host: Jeeny stood, walked slowly toward the tall windows, and looked out at the city lights flickering on below — tiny, trembling stars born from human hands.

Jeeny: “Look at that. Every window down there — a life lit by its own small candle. Beautiful, fragile, defiant. But imagine, Jack, if all those candles were touched by something greater — something that didn’t just burn, but illuminated. That’s what Uchtdorf was describing.”

Jack: “And what if the beauty’s in the fragility? In the striving? Maybe our small light matters because it’s not divine — because we lit it ourselves, out of fear and hunger and wonder.”

Jeeny: “Maybe that’s true. Maybe that’s the test — to see if our candles can survive long enough to recognize the sunrise.”

Host: Jack smiled, the kind that hides both admiration and resistance.

Jack: “You talk like faith and reason can share the same table.”

Jeeny: “They already do. You’re sitting on one side. I’m sitting on the other.”

Host: The lamp above them flickered, and for a moment, the entire room seemed to pulse with both light and darkness — as if choosing between them.

Jack: “You really believe the mind can expand through divine light?”

Jeeny: “Of course. Wisdom isn’t accumulation; it’s illumination. You don’t get it by adding facts. You get it by opening your soul.”

Jack: “And you think I’m closed.”

Jeeny: “No. I think you’re terrified of being opened.”

Host: The words landed gently, without cruelty. Jack looked down at his notebook again — this time not as a skeptic, but as a man who had spent too long surviving in candlelight.

The silence that followed wasn’t argument — it was understanding.

Jeeny returned to the table, sat again, and reached for one of the books — a volume of C.S. Lewis essays — flipping to a page marked by an old ticket stub.

Jeeny: “He once wrote, ‘We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us.’ Uchtdorf is saying the same thing. Why live in half-light when you were made for the sun?”

Jack: “Because the sun burns, Jeeny.”

Jeeny: “So does truth.”

Host: A single candle flickered on the table between them, its flame small but steady. The darkness pressed against it, but the light refused to yield.

Jack stared at it for a long time, the reflection dancing in his eyes.

Jack: “You know, maybe we’re both right. The candle matters. But maybe — just maybe — it was lit by something larger all along.”

Jeeny: “Exactly.” (She smiled softly.) “And that’s faith — not replacing your understanding, but realizing it was never yours alone.”

Host: The camera pulled back, showing the two of them — two seekers, two lights — in the stillness of the ancient library, surrounded by shelves of questions and windows of stars.

The candle’s glow shimmered between them like a fragile bridge.

And as the night deepened, Dieter F. Uchtdorf’s wisdom seemed to settle in the air — not as dogma, but as invitation:

“We were not made to survive by the flicker of our own light, but to awaken to the sunrise of something infinite — where knowledge becomes wonder, and understanding becomes joy.”