For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking

For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking

22/09/2025
17/10/2025

For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.

For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites.
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking
For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking

Host:
The desert night stretched infinitely — a black ocean speckled with ancient light. The wind whispered across the dry earth, brushing against the edges of tripods, star charts, and silver thermoses filled with cooling coffee. The air smelled faintly of dust and cold metal, the scent of stillness and human curiosity.

Above, the stars burned with indifferent brilliance. Every constellation looked like a forgotten story, every blinking light like a secret the sky was too proud to hide.

At the edge of a rocky ridge, Jack stood beside a telescope, its long body gleaming faintly under starlight. His grey eyes were fixed upward — sharp, searching, reverent. Nearby, Jeeny sat cross-legged on a wool blanket, her brown eyes reflecting the sky, half amused, half awed. The faint red glow of a portable lamp painted her face like a portrait from another century.

She adjusted the lens of an old camera and smiled, repeating softly, as if the night itself might answer:

"For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking at the stars and trying to photograph spy satellites."Trevor Paglen

Jeeny:
(quietly, smiling)
There’s something strange and beautiful about that, isn’t there? Romance and surveillance in the same breath.

Jack:
(smiling faintly)
Only Paglen could make paranoia sound poetic.

Jeeny:
But it is poetic. Think about it — a man searching for secrets in the stars, not to uncover them, but to prove they exist.

Jack:
Or to remind us that we’re always being watched — even when we look up for comfort.

Jeeny:
(softly)
Maybe that’s why it’s romantic. Because looking for truth, even in the shadows, is an act of faith.

Jack:
Faith in what?

Jeeny:
That what’s hidden still matters. That mystery still deserves to be seen.

Host:
The wind picked up, sweeping a thin trail of sand across the ground. Overhead, a satellite passed silently, moving like a thought — precise, secretive, unstoppable. Jeeny lifted her camera, the click of the shutter small against the vast quiet of the desert.

Jack:
You ever wonder why we look at the stars?

Jeeny:
Because they don’t look back.

Jack:
That’s exactly what he’s undoing — the one-sidedness. Spy satellites are the stars that look down.

Jeeny:
(smiling faintly)
So he photographs the watchers.

Jack:
Yeah. It’s rebellion disguised as wonder.

Jeeny:
Or wonder disguised as rebellion.

Jack:
(laughing softly)
Touché.

Jeeny:
But that’s what makes it romantic. It’s not about love between people — it’s about the relationship between truth and distance.

Jack:
The distance between what we see and what we know.

Jeeny:
Exactly. And the heartbreak in realizing that the sky we love is full of instruments spying on us.

Jack:
(pauses)
And yet we still look up.

Jeeny:
Because we can’t help it. Beauty’s still beauty, even when it’s watching you back.

Host:
The stars shimmered faintly above them, some ancient, some human-made. The line between natural and artificial blurred, just as love always blurs the line between discovery and delusion.

Jeeny:
You know, Paglen’s quote — it’s about more than satellites. It’s about intimacy and observation.

Jack:
You mean the way we watch people we love?

Jeeny:
Exactly. We study them, memorize their habits, their light, their shadows. We become scientists of affection.

Jack:
And sometimes spies of the heart.

Jeeny:
(smiling)
Yes. Love’s first instinct isn’t trust — it’s curiosity.

Jack:
And curiosity’s just another name for hope.

Jeeny:
That’s why he calls it romantic. He’s looking for something forbidden, knowing it might never belong to him.

Jack:
That’s the essence of romance — wanting what’s just out of reach.

Jeeny:
The stars, the truth, another person. It’s all the same kind of distance.

Host:
A faint meteor streaked across the sky — sudden, perfect, vanishing. Both of them looked up instinctively. Neither spoke. The silence afterward felt sacred, as if the universe had just made a confession and closed its mouth again.

Jack:
You know, the funny part is — photographing spy satellites is a contradiction. You’re capturing what’s meant to stay unseen.

Jeeny:
That’s what makes it art. Every act of art is an act of defiance.

Jack:
And every act of love is an act of exposure.

Jeeny:
(smirking)
See? You understand romance after all.

Jack:
Only when it involves data collection.

Jeeny:
(laughs softly)
Then you’d make a good spy.

Jack:
No — I’m too sentimental. I’d fall in love with my targets.

Jeeny:
And photograph them beautifully.

Jack:
(pausing, looking up)
Maybe that’s the point — he’s turning surveillance into tenderness.

Jeeny:
Exactly. Seeing what’s hidden, but without malice.

Jack:
As if observation could be an act of love.

Jeeny:
It can be. Real love sees everything — the flaws, the secrets — and still chooses to look.

Host:
The camera clicked again, capturing not just the night sky but the shared quiet between them — a photograph without faces, yet full of presence.

Jeeny:
You ever think maybe the satellites are lonely too?

Jack:
Lonely?

Jeeny:
Yeah. Always watching, never touched. Floating above everyone, but belonging to no one.

Jack:
(pausing)
That’s beautiful, in a depressing kind of way.

Jeeny:
I think that’s exactly what Paglen meant. That’s why it’s romantic — the loneliness of connection.

Jack:
The paradox of seeing everything and still feeling unseen.

Jeeny:
And yet he looks for them, finds them, photographs them — as if to say, “I see you, even if you can’t see me.”

Jack:
A love letter to the invisible.

Jeeny:
To all the watchers who forget they’re being watched back.

Host:
The night grew deeper, the sky darker, but the stars — those ancient, mechanical, and mythic lights — glowed brighter. In that vast theater, they looked impossibly small, impossibly brave.

Jeeny:
You know, maybe that’s the true romance of it — the persistence of wonder. Even when you know the stars are full of lies, you still go looking for beauty among them.

Jack:
(pauses, quietly)
Because hope doesn’t care about context.

Jeeny:
Exactly. The heart doesn’t need truth to believe. It just needs something to look toward.

Jack:
(sighing softly)
So even when the stars are machines, the sky is still holy.

Jeeny:
Yes. Because holiness isn’t purity — it’s attention.

Jack:
(smiling faintly)
Then maybe that’s what love is too — attention disguised as devotion.

Jeeny:
And photography disguised as prayer.

Host:
The camera shutter clicked one last time, a soft, final heartbeat. The photograph it captured would show only dots of light against blackness — but what it contained was infinite: curiosity, loneliness, reverence.

Host:
And as the wind quieted and the stars kept watching, Trevor Paglen’s words hovered in the air — tender, ironic, true:

That romance lives not only in what we touch,
but in what we pursue without promise.

That even surveillance can become sacred
when the act of looking is filled with wonder,
not possession.

That to gaze at the heavens,
knowing some of those stars are man-made,
is to face both our innocence and our interference,
our need to reach, and our need to record.

And that perhaps the most human thing of all
is to keep photographing secrets,
knowing full well
they may never love us back.

The camera light blinked off.
The sky remained infinite.

And as Jack and Jeeny lay back on the desert floor,
their hands brushing,
the satellites above drifted on —
silent witnesses
to the strange, eternal romance
between human eyes
and the unreachable.

Trevor Paglen
Trevor Paglen

American - Artist Born: 1974

With the author

Same category

Tocpics Related
Notable authors
Have 0 Comment For me, there's something very romantic about going and looking

AAdministratorAdministrator

Welcome, honored guests. Please leave a comment, we will respond soon

Reply.
Information sender
Leave the question
Click here to rate
Information sender