I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I believe that
I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I believe that Jesus died for my sins, and rose again, and that's my belief. I still don't know what 'Christian' means. I'm a follower of Christ, but I keep making a whole bunch of mistakes. And I thank God for forgiveness.
Host: The sunset bled through the church windows, staining the old pews in rivers of amber and crimson. The air inside was thick with the scent of wax, wood, and something ancient — the faint perfume of faith and doubt that never really leaves such places.
Outside, the city murmured — distant sirens, faint laughter, a bus sighing as it stopped at the corner. But here, inside this small chapel, stillness ruled.
Jack sat at the back, a shadow in a sea of light, his hands clasped, not in prayer, but habit. Jeeny knelt near the altar, her hair dark, her eyes closed, lips moving in silent thought. Between them, the echo of a quote lingered in the dim air:
"I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I believe that Jesus died for my sins, and rose again, and that's my belief. I still don't know what 'Christian' means. I'm a follower of Christ, but I keep making a whole bunch of mistakes. And I thank God for forgiveness." — Sherri Shepherd.
Jeeny: “It’s strange, isn’t it? How something so broken can still be called faith.”
Jack: “Or maybe that’s what makes it faith. The fact that it keeps standing even when it keeps falling.”
Host: The stained glass cast colors across Jack’s face, slicing him into shades of red and blue. His eyes, gray and steady, watched Jeeny with an intensity that was half doubt, half curiosity.
Jeeny: “She says she doesn’t know what being a Christian means — but maybe she’s closer to understanding than most people who claim they do. Because it’s not about labels. It’s about the trying. The failing. The forgiveness.”
Jack: “Forgiveness,” he muttered, half-smiling, half-bitter. “That word gets used like currency. Sin now, repent later. Repeat until comfortable.”
Jeeny: “You don’t believe in forgiveness?”
Jack: “I believe in accountability. If every wrong can be erased with a prayer, then what’s the point of responsibility?”
Host: A soft breeze moved through the cracked window, flickering the candles on the altar. Their flames bent and straightened again — stubborn, fragile, alive.
Jeeny: “Maybe forgiveness isn’t about erasing. Maybe it’s about remembering without being crushed by it. That’s the hard part — to keep living after the fall.”
Jack: “Sounds poetic. But what does it fix? You can’t undo what’s done. You can’t resurrect trust with faith alone.”
Jeeny: “Maybe you can’t. But that’s what grace is — undeserved, irrational mercy. It’s not logical. It’s divine.”
Jack: “You see, that’s where I can’t follow. Logic isn’t the enemy of faith; blind acceptance is. If you tell a man he’s forgiven no matter what, why would he ever change?”
Host: Jeeny stood slowly, walking down the aisle, her footsteps echoing against the stone. The light behind her turned her outline golden, almost celestial — though her expression was deeply human, carrying both tenderness and weariness.
Jeeny: “Because forgiveness isn’t a free pass, Jack. It’s a mirror. It shows you your worst self — and then it lets you try again. That’s what Christ offered, not indulgence but transformation.”
Jack: “Transformation? People use God the way addicts use excuses. ‘I’m forgiven, so I’m fine.’ You can’t rebuild character on comfort.”
Jeeny: “No, but you can rebuild it on humility. Do you know how much courage it takes to admit you keep failing? To face your own hypocrisy and still believe there’s hope?”
Host: The organ in the corner let out a faint, accidental sigh — the kind that sounds like the church itself breathing. The light outside dimmed further, turning the windows into paintings of sorrow and radiance.
Jack: “You think she’s right — that believing in Christ but not understanding ‘Christian’ makes her more honest?”
Jeeny: “Yes. Because faith isn’t about knowing. It’s about surrendering to mystery. She admits she’s flawed. She thanks God for forgiveness. That’s not hypocrisy — that’s humanity trying to find its way home.”
Jack: “But what about all the wars, the hate, the judgment done in that same name — ‘Christian’? If that’s faith, I’d rather keep my distance.”
Jeeny: “And you should. From religion, yes. But not from redemption. They’re not the same. The world uses His name to divide; He used His life to forgive.”
Host: Jack stood, walking toward the altar, his boots heavy on the worn floorboards. He looked up at the cross, the carved figure lit by trembling candlelight. His voice was low, almost reverent.
Jack: “You know, my mother used to pray every night. She’d ask for forgiveness even for things she didn’t do. When I asked her why, she said, ‘Because maybe someone else forgot to.’”
Jeeny: softly “That sounds like faith to me.”
Jack: “It sounded like fear back then. Now… I don’t know. Maybe it was both.”
Jeeny: “Faith and fear often are. Maybe forgiveness is the bridge between them.”
Host: The rain began again, tapping softly against the stained glass. The colors shifted — the reds deepened, the blues grew softer, the gold melted into shadow.
Jack: “You know, I envy people who can believe like that — who can look at their failures and still see love staring back.”
Jeeny: “Maybe belief isn’t about seeing love. Maybe it’s about daring to accept it.”
Jack: “Even when you don’t deserve it?”
Jeeny: “Especially then.”
Host: Jeeny walked closer to Jack, her voice quieter now, nearly a whisper beneath the storm’s rhythm.
Jeeny: “Think of it this way — every breath you take after a mistake is a second chance. Maybe forgiveness isn’t granted in heaven. Maybe it happens here, in each small act of trying again.”
Jack: “And what about the people who can’t forgive themselves?”
Jeeny: “Then that’s where faith begins — when logic ends. When you choose to believe that love is larger than your own failure.”
Host: The church clock struck seven. The sound echoed through the empty nave, solemn and beautiful. The two stood before the altar — one skeptic, one believer — both lit by the same trembling flame.
Jack: “I don’t pray, Jeeny. Not anymore.”
Jeeny: “You just did.”
Host: For a long time, neither spoke. The rain softened, turning into mist. Jack looked up at the cross again — not with certainty, but with something close to yearning.
Jack: “Maybe forgiveness isn’t something you ask for. Maybe it’s something you learn to receive.”
Jeeny: “And then give back.”
Host: The candles burned lower, their flames small but unwavering. The storm eased, leaving behind the scent of wet earth and renewal.
Jack and Jeeny stood side by side, two shadows beneath the faint glow of faith — imperfect, uncertain, but somehow redeemed by their shared confession of humanity.
Outside, the city lights flickered alive again, reflecting in the rain-soaked streets like scattered stars. And somewhere beyond the glass, the world exhaled — forgiven, if only for a moment.
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