I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.

I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.

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I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.

I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.
I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I'm not gonna lie.

Host: The night buzzed with the hollow hum of a neon sign, flickering against the graffiti-stained walls of an old diner that hadn’t seen a full crowd in years. Steam rose from the coffee machine, mingling with the smell of burnt toast and cheap perfume. The clock above the counter ticked with the kind of slow rhythm that made time feel lazy.

Jack sat in a corner booth, his coat unbuttoned, his shirt collar undone, a faint bruise visible on his knuckles — the kind that tells a story he’d rather not explain. Across from him, Jeeny stirred her coffee without drinking it, the spoon clinking softly like a tiny bell in a church of silence.

Host: Outside, a motorcycle roared down the empty street, leaving behind only the ghost of rebellion in its wake.

Jeeny: “You remember what Tionne Watkins said once?” she asked, her voice low but bright against the still air. “She said, ‘I had an attitude problem when I was a kid. I’m not gonna lie.’”

Jack gave a short, dry laugh, like gravel rolling down metal.

Jack: “At least she owned it. Most people spend their whole lives pretending they were angels.”

Jeeny: “Maybe. But attitude’s just armor when you’re young. You use it to keep from getting swallowed.”

Host: The fluorescent light above them flickered, casting their faces in alternating flashes of warmth and ghostly pallor, like the world couldn’t decide whether to forgive or condemn them.

Jack: “Armor? No. It’s arrogance. I know because I wore the same thing. I thought the world owed me something just because I was angry. But all it gave me was a record and a reputation.”

Jeeny: “Maybe that anger was honest. Maybe that’s more than most people ever are.”

Jack: “Honest doesn’t mean right. There’s a difference.”

Host: His hands clenched briefly on the table, and the ceramic cup rattled. Jeeny didn’t flinch. Her eyes stayed on him, calm but piercing, the way sunlight can burn through fog.

Jeeny: “When you say ‘right,’ you mean obedient. You mean polite. You mean quiet. But tell me, Jack — how do you grow up in a world that doesn’t listen to you and not get an attitude?”

Jack: “By learning to listen first.”

Jeeny: “And what if nobody listens back?”

Host: The pause that followed was heavy — not hostile, but reflective, like the hush before a confession.

Jack: “Then you learn to survive anyway. You don’t get to use pain as an excuse forever.”

Jeeny: “It’s not an excuse, it’s a voice. Tionne wasn’t talking about disrespect. She was talking about resistance. A black girl in the ‘80s with confidence was called a problem. A man with the same fire was called ambitious.”

Host: Her words cut clean, not as accusation but as truth — one of those truths that doesn’t wound but reveals. Jack looked away, his jaw tightening, his eyes tracing the chipped paint on the booth.

Jack: “You think attitude’s the same as strength?”

Jeeny: “Sometimes it’s the seed of it. Sometimes it’s all you’ve got until you find a better name for it.”

Jack: “You sound like you’re defending bad behavior.”

Jeeny: “No. I’m defending the kids who never got the chance to be soft. The ones who learned early that kindness doesn’t keep you safe.”

Host: The rain began, slow at first — thin lines against the window that caught the light like tiny silver scars. The sound filled the space between their words, rhythmic and soothing, a metronome for the heart.

Jack: “You’re saying the world makes troublemakers.”

Jeeny: “Exactly. Every attitude has a reason. You just have to look for the bruise beneath it.”

Jack: “And what about the ones who never grow out of it? The ones who use that anger like a weapon?”

Jeeny: “Then it becomes poison. But you can’t judge the medicine because some people overdose. You have to ask why they needed it in the first place.”

Host: Jack leaned back, exhaling smoke he hadn’t yet lit. His eyes softened for the first time, the way winter softens just before it breaks into spring.

Jack: “You talk like you’ve known anger up close.”

Jeeny: “I grew up with it. Not the loud kind — the kind that hides in silence. My mother worked three jobs. My brother stopped believing in luck before he was ten. We didn’t get to be calm. We got to be tough. That was our inheritance.”

Jack: “Yeah. I get that.”

Host: He said it like a confession, the kind that carried both shame and understanding. The rain grew louder, hammering on the roof like a crowd demanding truth.

Jack: “When I was a kid, I used to punch walls just to feel something answer me. Everyone said I had an attitude problem too. Turns out, I just didn’t know how to talk without my fists.”

Jeeny: “And did it help?”

Jack: “No. But it got me noticed. And when you’re invisible, that’s a start.”

Jeeny: “Exactly.”

Host: The tension between them softened, like a rope slowly unwinding. The diners’ hum, the rain, the low music from the jukebox — all began to blend into something that almost sounded like forgiveness.

Jeeny: “You see? That’s what Tionne meant. Attitude wasn’t pride. It was survival. You make noise because silence is a graveyard.”

Jack: “And yet the world tells you to shut up and smile.”

Jeeny: “Right. Until the world needs your fire. Then it calls you brave.”

Host: The light flickered again, this time holding steady. Jeeny finally took a sip of her coffee, now cold, but she didn’t seem to care. Jack watched her, the corners of his mouth twitching toward something that wasn’t quite a smile — more like a truce.

Jack: “Maybe attitude isn’t the problem. Maybe it’s the symptom.”

Jeeny: “Of what?”

Jack: “Of being alive in a place that doesn’t know what to do with you.”

Jeeny: “Now you’re starting to get it.”

Host: The rain slowed, the neon light steadied, and for the first time, the diner felt less like a cage and more like a confessional booth. Outside, the motorcycle returned, its headlight cutting briefly across the window — a streak of white rebellion against the dark.

Jeeny: “You know, I think everyone has an attitude problem when they’re young. The lucky ones grow out of it. The rest of us learn how to use it.”

Jack: “Use it for what?”

Jeeny: “To build something that outlives the anger.”

Host: He nodded slowly, his gaze drifting toward the window, where a faint reflection of his younger self seemed to flicker — defiant, reckless, alive. He almost smiled at the ghost.

Jack: “You think we ever stop having something to prove?”

Jeeny: “Maybe not. But one day, it stops being to them.”

Host: Her voice softened, almost like a lullaby, and for a moment, the world outside the diner seemed to pause — the rain, the lights, the noise — all stilled into an almost holy quiet.

Jack: “You know, maybe attitude’s not the problem after all. Maybe it’s just honesty with teeth.”

Jeeny: “Exactly.”

Host: The camera would linger there — the two of them in the half-light, framed by steam, rain, and the quiet echo of youth. Jack reaches for his coffee, takes a long sip, and exhales, as if tasting peace for the first time in years.

Outside, the neon sign steadies one final time — a soft pink glow spelling out the word OPEN, as if to remind them both that some doors, no matter how weathered, never truly close.

Tionne Watkins
Tionne Watkins

American - Musician Born: April 26, 1970

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