I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.
Host: The night stretched wide across the harbor, thick with the salt of the sea and the smoke of docked ships. A lamp flickered above a bench, its light caught in the mist like a fading thought. The waves crashed softly against the wooden pier, the sound like slow breathing — patient, ancient.
Jack sat with his coat collar turned up, a half-empty bottle beside him, his eyes fixed on the dark horizon. Jeeny stood a few steps away, her scarf fluttering in the cold wind, her gaze steady, calm, like someone who had long stopped waiting for answers.
Host: Between them hung the silence of unfinished lives — of things once hoped for, then left behind.
Jeeny: “Do you ever think about what freedom really means, Jack?”
Jack: (gruffly) “Freedom? It’s just a word poets use when they’ve run out of plans.”
Jeeny: “Nikos Kazantzakis didn’t think so. He said, ‘I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.’”
Jack: “Yeah, and he died a poor philosopher. You can’t live in this world hoping for nothing, fearing nothing. That’s not freedom — that’s emptiness.”
Host: The sea breeze carried his voice out into the dark, scattering it like ashes.
Jeeny: “Maybe emptiness is the only true space where freedom breathes.”
Jack: (snorts) “That’s the kind of thing people say before they lose everything. Then they call it enlightenment.”
Jeeny: “Or maybe it’s what they say after they’ve stopped being owned by what they thought they wanted.”
Host: The lamp buzzed, a low electric hum breaking the silence. A ship horn moaned from the distance, long and mournful.
Jack: “You think not wanting anything makes you free? Try telling that to someone hungry, or broke, or heartbroken. You think they can just… stop hoping?”
Jeeny: “No. But maybe freedom isn’t about pretending hunger doesn’t exist. Maybe it’s seeing it — fully, truthfully — and not letting it define you. Kazantzakis wasn’t talking about denial, Jack. He was talking about release.”
Jack: “Release from what? Reality?”
Jeeny: “From the illusion that we can control it.”
Host: Her words hung in the cold air. Jack turned to her, his eyes sharp, his face shadowed under the lamp.
Jack: “So we just stop caring? Stop fighting? That’s your freedom?”
Jeeny: “No. We fight, but without clinging. Without the poison of expectation or fear. Buddha said the same — desire is the root of suffering. Kazantzakis just found his own way to say it.”
Jack: “Desire is what keeps people alive.”
Jeeny: “Fear is what keeps them from living.”
Host: The wind picked up, rippling the surface of the water. A seagull cried somewhere above — a lonely, cutting sound that vanished into fog.
Jack: “I’ve seen what happens when people stop fearing. They make reckless choices. They hurt others. Fear keeps things in check.”
Jeeny: “Fear builds cages, Jack. You can’t see them, but they’re everywhere — in jobs, in love, in the way we breathe.”
Jack: “And hope? That’s another chain. People hope because they can’t accept the truth.”
Jeeny: “Sometimes hope is the truth.”
Jack: “No. Hope is a drug. It makes people wait for miracles instead of building their own.”
Jeeny: “Maybe. But isn’t that still a form of freedom — to choose even an illusion?”
Host: Her eyes glimmered with reflected light, the sea mirrored in their brown depths. He looked away, as if afraid of what her stillness might reveal.
Jack: “You think freedom means floating through life untouched? That’s not human. That’s empty space.”
Jeeny: “No, Jack. It’s being untouched within. Like standing in the middle of a storm and realizing — you are not the storm.”
Host: The rain began — slow at first, then steady. Drops hit the pier, breaking into a soft percussion. Jeeny tilted her face upward, letting the cold water run down her cheeks.
Jeeny: “You remember that monk in Vietnam — Thích Quảng Đức — who burned himself in protest, but didn’t move, didn’t scream?”
Jack: (quietly) “Yeah. Saigon, 1963.”
Jeeny: “That’s what Kazantzakis meant. Fear nothing. Hope for nothing. Be free. He wasn’t numb — he was complete.”
Jack: “You think peace looks like fire?”
Jeeny: “Sometimes it does.”
Host: The rain slicked Jack’s hair, his coat heavy now. He leaned forward, hands clasped, jaw clenched.
Jack: “I don’t buy it. Life is pain, and the only freedom is learning to use it.”
Jeeny: “Yes — but to use it, not to be used by it.”
Jack: “And what happens when you stop caring whether you win or lose?”
Jeeny: “Then you’ve already won.”
Host: The pier creaked beneath them as a wave struck, salt water spraying across their faces. They both blinked through it, neither stepping back.
Jack: “You know, I used to think I’d be free if I just worked hard enough. If I had money, a home, no one depending on me. But the more I built, the more trapped I felt. Like the walls were made of my own plans.”
Jeeny: “That’s it. That’s the prison Kazantzakis was writing about. The one we build from wanting and fearing. The more you expect from life, the less it belongs to you.”
Jack: “So what? We just stop expecting?”
Jeeny: “We stop demanding. We let life happen, and we walk through it without chains.”
Jack: (bitter laugh) “You make it sound so easy.”
Jeeny: “It’s not easy. It’s the hardest thing in the world. To want nothing. To fear nothing. To stand naked before life and say — I am enough.”
Host: Her voice trembled, not from fear, but from the weight of what she said. Jack looked at her — not as an opponent now, but as someone standing on the same broken ground.
Jack: (softly) “And what if you lose everything?”
Jeeny: “Then you’re finally free to see what remains.”
Host: The rain eased. The harbor lights reflected off the water, forming long ribbons of gold and blue. Fog drifted over the surface, blurring the line between sea and sky.
Jack: “Maybe you’re right. Maybe freedom isn’t the absence of pain, but the acceptance of it. The way a scar stops hurting once you stop touching it.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. Freedom isn’t escape — it’s surrender.”
Jack: “Surrender sounds weak.”
Jeeny: “Only to those still fighting themselves.”
Host: A silence settled — the kind that wasn’t empty, but full of everything unspoken. The waves lapped against the pier, as if listening.
Jack: “I think I understand now. Not hoping doesn’t mean not caring. It means not clinging. Not fearing doesn’t mean recklessness. It means trusting whatever comes.”
Jeeny: “And in that trust — you find freedom.”
Jack: (nodding slowly) “I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.”
Host: The words lingered in the air, soft yet immovable, like the sea’s breath against the shore. Jeeny smiled faintly. The mist parted, revealing the faint outline of dawn beyond the harbor cranes.
Jeeny: “Then maybe, Jack, you’ve already begun.”
Host: The first light of morning brushed the sky, turning the clouds to silver smoke. The ships in the distance began to stir, their horns echoing like a chorus of beginnings. Jack stood, looking out at the open sea, the wind in his hair, the weight of yesterday slipping quietly from his shoulders.
For a brief, infinite moment, the world felt still — as if all things, seen and unseen, had agreed to one truth:
To be free is not to escape life, but to face it with nothing left to lose, and nothing left to hold.
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