I love festivals because they seem like more of an artsy
I love festivals because they seem like more of an artsy, supportive attitude - which benefits a more theatrical performer sometimes with having theater and other non-club venues, as well as the audience being filled with other artists. It's nice to be with other comics, as usually at other road gigs, I'm solo for the most part.
Host: The sunset over the desert valley painted the world in streaks of orange, violet, and dust. A small arts festival had sprung up in the sand like a mirage — strings of lights, old trailers, makeshift stages, and laughter spilling from tents where poets and comics tested their words against the wind.
The air smelled of fried dough, sage smoke, and freedom. Somewhere in the distance, a folk band was tuning, and the soft murmur of crowds carried the rhythm of something ancient — community, creation, communion.
At the edge of it all sat Jack and Jeeny, two souls half-lost in the beauty of impermanence. They shared a bench carved from driftwood, facing the makeshift stage, as the sky dimmed and the first lanterns flickered to life.
Jeeny held a cup of warm cider, her eyes glowing in the firelight. Jack leaned back, arms crossed, a hint of fatigue beneath his usual calm.
Host: It was the hour when art begins — that fragile line between day and night, doubt and performance, logic and heart.
Jeeny: “Maria Bamford once said, ‘I love festivals because they seem like more of an artsy, supportive attitude — which benefits a more theatrical performer sometimes with having theater and other non-club venues, as well as the audience being filled with other artists. It’s nice to be with other comics, as usually at other road gigs, I’m solo for the most part.’”
Jack: smirking slightly “Supportive attitude, huh? Sounds like heaven for people who can’t handle being booed.”
Jeeny: laughs softly “You say that like cynicism is a form of art.”
Jack: “It is. Just less noisy.”
Host: The crowd around them shifted as a comic took the stage — her voice rising with nervous humor, cracking at first, then steadying as the laughter spread. The night itself seemed to lean closer.
Jeeny: “I think what Bamford means isn’t about safety. It’s about belonging. About creating art with others instead of for approval. That’s rare.”
Jack: “Belonging doesn’t make good art, Jeeny. Isolation does. Every genius you can name worked in loneliness — Van Gogh, Kafka, even Bowie when he was reinventing himself. Art needs the ache of solitude.”
Jeeny: “But solitude without warmth turns into despair. You think Van Gogh needed more darkness? Maybe he needed a festival.”
Host: A soft wind rippled through the lanterns, scattering shadows across their faces like painted light. The next performer on stage — a juggler with nervous hands — dropped one of his pins. The crowd cheered anyway.
Jack: “See, that’s exactly what I mean. Failure romanticized. You drop your pins, they clap because they pity you.”
Jeeny: “No. They clap because they understand. Everyone here has dropped something before — a line, a dream, a hope. Festivals aren’t about pretending you’re flawless. They’re about celebrating the courage to show up anyway.”
Jack: “You’re describing a therapy session, not art.”
Jeeny: “Maybe therapy is art. Or maybe art is therapy — the kind that doesn’t need a prescription.”
Host: Jack’s eyes softened, though he tried to hide it. His jaw clenched, but the corners of his mouth twitched — that rare conflict between argument and understanding.
Jack: “You know, I’ve done my share of solo gigs — lectures, presentations, projects. You get used to being the only voice in the room. But I’ll admit… sometimes, it feels less like independence and more like exile.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. That’s what Bamford meant. The loneliness of the road. The way an artist becomes a traveler without a tribe. Festivals remind us we’re not alone in the absurdity.”
Jack: grins faintly “So, community as medication.”
Jeeny: “No, as momentum. You ever notice how people in a circle of music move in rhythm even if they don’t know each other? That’s what creation does. It synchronizes strangers.”
Host: The comic on stage hit her final punchline. The crowd erupted — not just in laughter, but in something deeper, something like relief. The stage lights reflected off faces from every kind of life — painters, dancers, engineers, dreamers — all equal in the glow of shared imperfection.
Jack: “You think festivals can save art?”
Jeeny: “Not save it. Remind it. Art doesn’t belong to critics or algorithms. It belongs to moments like this — messy, collective, fleeting.”
Jack: “Fleeting. That’s the problem. You can’t build permanence out of applause.”
Jeeny: “No. But you can build connection. And sometimes, that’s stronger.”
Host: The band started playing, a gentle acoustic rhythm weaving through the chatter, drawing people closer to the stage. A painter began sketching by firelight. A child spun in slow circles, dizzy with wonder.
Jack: watching them “You make it sound sacred.”
Jeeny: “Isn’t it? The idea that a group of strangers can come together for beauty, not money, not gain — just for the art of feeling alive?”
Jack: “Maybe sacred. Or maybe naïve.”
Jeeny: smiles “I’ll take naïve over numb.”
Host: Jack looked at her — really looked — the kind of look that happens when logic meets light and quietly admits defeat.
Jack: “You know, I read once that architecture is frozen music. Maybe festivals are the opposite — melting walls.”
Jeeny: “Exactly. They dissolve the boundaries between artist and audience, genius and beginner, loneliness and laughter.”
Jack: “And in that melting… we remember we were never supposed to do this alone.”
Host: The music swelled, and laughter drifted through the air, mingling with the hum of night. Jeeny leaned her head back, closing her eyes, letting the sound wash over her.
Jeeny: “You see? Even you’re smiling.”
Jack: “I’m reconsidering my stance. That’s all.”
Jeeny: “Same thing.”
Host: Above them, the stars emerged, scattered like notes in an unseen symphony. The festival pulsed — not perfect, not polished, but profoundly alive.
Jack: “You know… Bamford’s right. There’s something about this — being surrounded by people who get it. It’s different than applause. It’s empathy.”
Jeeny: “Yes. The applause fades, but the connection hums. It lingers long after the lights go out.”
Host: The band’s final chord rang out, long and golden. The audience cheered — not for fame, not for perfection, but for participation. For being there.
As the last light flickered and the desert cooled, Jack and Jeeny sat in that quiet aftersound — two silhouettes among hundreds, both reminded that solitude may forge the artist, but togetherness sustains the soul.
Because in the end, as Maria Bamford understood, the truest performance isn’t the one on stage —
it’s the one where every heart in the crowd beats in time with another’s.
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