I'm not religious, I'm not romantic and I live purely by logic. I
I'm not religious, I'm not romantic and I live purely by logic. I make every decision by logic and sometimes that leads me to the right and sometimes to the wrong decision.
Host:
The room was an echo chamber of rain and neon, the kind that swallows all sound except the soft click of thought. A single lamp hummed over a cluttered desk, its light spilling across maps, notebooks, and half-drunk coffee cups.
It was late — the hour where silence turns reflective. Jack sat by the window, his shirt sleeves rolled up, a faint shadow of stubble outlining his jaw. His eyes, grey and sharp, moved over the pages in front of him as though the answers to everything — love, loss, life — were hidden somewhere in ink and reason.
Across from him, Jeeny leaned against the wall, barefoot, holding a cup of tea gone cold. Her dark hair framed her face like an old painting — soft at the edges, fierce at the eyes. The rain pressed against the glass, steady and relentless, as if the world were waiting for something to break.
Jeeny:
“Laura Marling once said, ‘I’m not religious, I’m not romantic, and I live purely by logic. I make every decision by logic, and sometimes that leads me to the right and sometimes to the wrong decision.’”
Host:
Her voice was quiet, almost testing, like she was setting a match down between them to see if it would burn.
Jack looked up from the notebook, his brow furrowing slightly.
Jack:
“She’s got it right. Logic’s the only compass worth trusting. Emotions distort. Belief misleads. Logic at least gives you a pattern to follow — even if it ends somewhere ugly.”
Jeeny:
“You make it sound like feelings are a malfunction.”
Jack:
“They are. They blur the line between what is and what we want. That’s where the wrong decisions start.”
Jeeny:
(smiling faintly) “So you really believe reason can save you from being human?”
Jack:
“It doesn’t save me. It steadies me.”
Host:
The lamp light flickered, stretching his shadow long against the wall. Jeeny took a slow sip of her tea, her gaze thoughtful, her tone soft but edged with challenge.
Jeeny:
“Logic tells you what’s probable, Jack. Not what’s meaningful.”
Jack:
“Meaning is overrated. It’s a story we make up to feel comfortable in chaos.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe. But even chaos has a heart. Even storms form patterns — just not ones you can predict.”
Jack:
“Patterns are only useful if they repeat. Love doesn’t. Faith doesn’t. People don’t.”
Jeeny:
“Maybe that’s what makes them precious.”
Host:
The rain thickened outside, drumming against the glass in small, hurried rhythms. It filled the pauses between their words like a metronome for the soul.
Jack rubbed his temples, his expression tired, the kind of fatigue that comes not from the body but from the weight of self-control.
Jack:
“You ever make a decision purely on logic?”
Jeeny:
“Of course.”
Jack:
“And did it make you happy?”
Jeeny:
“Logic doesn’t care about happiness.”
Jack:
“Exactly.”
Jeeny:
“But logic without heart leaves you empty. Like a machine that can answer every question except why it bothers to wake up.”
Jack:
“Machines don’t make mistakes.”
Jeeny:
“Machines also don’t fall in love. Or forgive. Or dream.”
Host:
The room held its breath. The sound of thunder rolled softly in the distance, low and thoughtful.
Jack’s eyes drifted to the window — to the reflection of Jeeny’s face, faint and double-exposed beside his own. Two outlines. One seeking reason. The other seeking meaning.
Jeeny:
“Why do you cling to logic like it’s armor?”
Jack:
“Because it is. Logic doesn’t betray you. It doesn’t change its mind in the middle of the night. It doesn’t promise forever and leave when it’s inconvenient.”
Jeeny:
“And yet here you are, in a room full of maps and equations, still looking like someone who lost something he can’t quantify.”
Jack:
“Maybe I just lost my tolerance for illusions.”
Jeeny:
“Or maybe you lost your faith in the parts of life you can’t measure.”
Host:
A car passed outside, its headlights sliding through the window, slicing the room into brief, bright fragments — reality fractured by reflection.
Jack’s jaw tightened.
Jack:
“I’ve seen what happens when people trade reason for faith. Wars. Betrayal. Misery. Every crime ever committed in the name of love or God started as a feeling that claimed to be truth.”
Jeeny:
“And every miracle started the same way.”
Host:
Her words lingered, gentle yet undeniable. Jack’s fingers stopped tapping on the table. His eyes softened, his logic faltering for just a breath.
Jack:
“You really think miracles exist?”
Jeeny:
“I think they do. Just not the kind that defy nature — the kind that redeem it. When someone forgives you when you don’t deserve it. When you still believe in something after it breaks. When you find beauty in the aftermath of logic.”
Jack:
“You mean delusion.”
Jeeny:
“No, Jack. I mean grace.”
Host:
A crack of lightning lit the room for an instant — brilliant, surgical. The moment it passed, both of them looked smaller, more fragile, two souls caught between conviction and yearning.
Jack leaned back, his voice barely above a whisper.
Jack:
“You think I’m afraid of faith, don’t you?”
Jeeny:
“No. I think you’re afraid of surrender.”
Host:
The rain slowed, softening to a mist that streaked the window like fingerprints. Jeeny stood, walked to the desk, and looked down at the notebook Jack had been working on. Equations, notes, diagrams — all written with precision, but none of it felt alive.
She picked up the pen, turned a blank page, and wrote a single line:
“What if the right decision isn’t always the logical one?”
Jack stared at the words, his face unreadable, but his eyes trembling slightly — a fault line forming beneath the surface.
Jack:
“You think I should just... trust intuition? Let emotion drive me?”
Jeeny:
“Not instead of logic — alongside it. Reason tells you how to live. Emotion reminds you why.”
Jack:
“And what if the ‘why’ is wrong?”
Jeeny:
“Then at least it was human.”
Host:
The lamp flickered once more, then steadied, as if exhausted by their debate. The room had changed — not in structure, but in atmosphere. Something softer had crept in, something uncertain and alive.
Jack rubbed the bridge of his nose, smiled faintly — not mocking this time, but weary and real.
Jack:
“You really think it’s possible to live without leaning too far one way or the other?”
Jeeny:
“No. But balance isn’t about standing still. It’s about moving with awareness.”
Jack:
“And if awareness hurts?”
Jeeny:
“Then maybe pain is proof you’re awake.”
Host:
The rain stopped. Outside, the city’s reflections shimmered in puddles, fractured and perfect.
Jack closed the notebook. For once, he didn’t reach for his pen. He just looked at her — this woman who existed outside his equations, who kept undoing his logic with nothing but patience and presence.
Jack:
“You know what the irony is?”
Jeeny:
“What?”
Jack:
“I make every decision by logic… including the one that brought me here, with you.”
Jeeny:
(smiling) “Then maybe logic isn’t as cold as you think.”
Host:
They stood by the window now, watching the last of the clouds drift apart. The moonlight spilled into the room, soft and silver, revealing what the lamp had hidden — the tenderness in their exhaustion.
And in that moment — fragile, quiet, almost unremarkable — Jack’s mind stopped calculating. He didn’t weigh the outcome, didn’t trace the probabilities. He just felt.
Host (softly):
Perhaps that’s what logic forgets — that sometimes the right decision is the one that can’t be proven.
And sometimes, it’s not reason but risk that makes us human.
The camera pans out — the two figures by the window, framed by fading light and the calm after rain. The night breathes again, steady and wide, holding their silence like a truce.
Host (final line):
Logic builds the walls.
But love — love is the reason we ever want to leave them.
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